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the syntax of things by YewBark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“Can I do anything?” Shane asks, and Ilya has to squeeze his eyes shut because he can’t let himself cry a second time tonight.
The missing scene from the hotel in Tampa, with lots of self-torturing Russian inner monologue.
UPDATE: now with part 2, featuring a Canadian man doing his best
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16 Feb 2026
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Don’t let this darkness fool you by gigglyballs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and he’s been hiding it for too long. One night in May changes everything and Shane is forced to face the cost of loving someone who is hurting. Luckily Hayden and his mom help him along the way.
Or Ilya Rozanov tries to kill himself
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14 Feb 2026
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Tomorrow, he'll call Shane and apologise. He'll fix what he broke. He doesn't want Shane to be angry at him anymore.
He doesn’t remember swerving to avoid a merging truck.
He also doesn’t remember hitting the tree.
Or: Ilya gets into a car accident. Shane is there to pick up the pieces.
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20 Jan 2026
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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20 Jan 2026
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"He stumbles to a halt, choking out a painful breath as his chest tightens into a fist. The pain in his shoulders, which had faded in all the drama, rushes back in. Blinking snowflakes off his eyelashes, his lips crack open to fill his lungs with numbing cold air. In-out, in-out. Slowly he manages to uncurl his back. He grimaces. Then he starts jogging home through the heavy falling snow. He needs to get warmed up. Inside and out.
Chris comes home a couple of hours later to find Jensen passed out in the bathtub, with the hot tap trickling steadfastly, and an empty bottle of Jack bobbing in the scalding water."
Or, it’s been a year since Jensen’s mother died and all that trauma has just been waiting to sneak up on him.
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- Part 7 of Sex and coffee
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02 Jan 2025
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Sherlock Holmes never expected to live a long life, but he never imagined that it would end like this.
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29 Dec 2024
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“You don’t have to court me, you know,” Dorian said, “I’m a sure thing.”
Chaol had seen Dorian be charming and flirtatious his whole life, but something about it being directed at him, after all these years, made Chaol feel like a flower blooming in the spring: resplendent, and sun-drunk, bathed in the gorgeous light of Dorian’s attention.
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This takes place post-KoA (though there is a flashback to a time pre-ToG) and does not disrupt or ignore canon ships. That said, the only porn in this is m/m.I love Chaol so much, and this was my self-indulgent exercise in giving him everything.
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30 Jun 2024
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Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA’s golden boy agent–until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA’s plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. But is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him–-by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.
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19 May 2024
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sam comes home one day, beaten and bloody. dean finds out a group of guys tried to touch his baby.
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15 Jan 2024
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Canon divergent Supernatural where Dean still kills monsters. What's different are the humans he kills, the reason he does it, and how Sam begins to handle the clean up afterwards. Dean is judge, jury and executioner to seeming innocents and Sam finds a way to keep them safe and off the radar with a mixture of law knowledge, an extensive fascination with botany and a bit of learned magic. Their devotion grows deeper and more feral until it's all consuming and burns bright hot, defying anything in their path to happiness.
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02 Sep 2023
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Beep. “Do you ever think of me when you’re kissing her?” Click.
The smile slips from his face and he stands frozen, staring at the phone in his hand. After a moment he punches the buttons and replays the message, pressing the phone to his ear.
“Do you ever think of me when you’re kissing her?”
The voice is hoarse, the words slightly slurred. No trace of a smile, no hint of it being a joke. Is he…?
Licking his lips nervously, Jared snaps the phone shut. What’s going on?Bookmarked by anin21
17 May 2023
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How Jared met his crew at Stanford. Tags vary by chapter.
Chapter 1: How Jared met Aldis.
Chapter 2: How Jared met Chad.
Chapter 3: How Jared met Gen.
Chapter 4: How Jared met Mike.
Chapter 5: How Jared met Misha.
Chapter 6: How Jared met Dani.
Chapter 6b: How Chad met Dani.
Chapter 7: How Jared met Harley and Sadie.Series
- Part 4 of Underneath 'verse
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22 Aug 2022
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The thing is, Sam’s reinforcing every bad behavior Dean’s ever had with this kind of shit. Fucking Sam stupid over the hood of the Impala? Dean’s wet dream—unfortunately also Sam’s—but more importantly the implicit validation of every claim Dean thinks he has on Sam—unfortunately every claim Sam’s lizard brain wants Dean to have.
(Sam knows his brother wants to possess him. It's a point of internal conflict.)
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31 Jan 2022
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Sam wonders how two lips can make a cigarette look like heaven.
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- Part 1 of 2016 Sam & Dean Writing
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06 Dec 2021
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It's been five miserable years since Dean's buried Sam. But a random knock in the middle of the night might change everything.
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27 Nov 2021
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Jared is your average everyday actor just trying to get by in the world. His life would be a fairly ordinary story if the previous occupant of his apartment wasn't still living there. His current roommate is one Chad Michael Murray; a ghost who's funny but kind of a jerk, and for some reason seems hellbent on messing up any dates Jared happens to bring home. He enlists the help of a local psychic to no avail. And then, just as he's accepting his celibate fate, he meets Jensen Ackles while auditioning for a role. Jensen is extremely interested in Jared, and the feeling is mutual. Can Jared manage to turn this interest into the relationship he'd love to have, or will Chad's interference ruin everything for him?
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02 Nov 2021
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It’s Halloween, Jensen’s favorite holiday, and it's shaping up to be Jensen's best day ever. First, he meets a guy named Jared who looks like a gothic dreamboat with his black eyeliner and black clothes and tattoos, and then, at a masquerade Halloween party later that night, he meets another intriguing, mysterious stranger named Jay. He can't quite get Jared out of his head at first, but pretty soon Jensen’s dying to see Jay's whole face. 2AM is a long time to wait until the masks come off, but Jensen’s pretty sure they can put the time to good use--especially once they get stuck in a closet.
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01 Nov 2021
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At Stanford, Jared found his friends. His family. And when he asked them to come to Chicago with him, they all said yes.
Chapter 1: Gen
Chapter 2: Aldis
Chapter 3: Chad
Chapter 4: Mike
Chapter 5: Misha
Chapter 6: Danneel
Chapter 7: Sam
Chapter 8: Winston
Chapter 9: WillySeries
- Part 5 of Underneath 'verse
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01 Oct 2021
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Even and Isak have been busy with work and school, so a weekend getaway sounds like the perfect way to get some much-needed alone time.
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- Part 3 of Isak & Even Files
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18 Sep 2021
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"When I had the unparalleled pleasure of torturing her, Meg shared some tasty, terrible things about her time in Sam's head, back in the day." Crowley leaned over the table in the dungeon, his chains jingling. "And, as we've all been forced to acknowledge and exploit over the years, your sad little family drama is just rife with secrets. Your main export. Isn’t that right, Moose?"
Sam's palms were sweating. He stared at Crowley, who was staring back at him with this wry smile—and then, almost imperceptibly, Crowley's eyes flicked over to Dean.
Bile rose in Sam's throat. He knew.
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11 Sep 2021