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"But you wouldn't take as good care of yourself as me."
Jean supposes that is right as well. Still, he doesn't have to admit it.
"Is it okay?" Jeremy asks again. His thumbnail brushes ever so slightly along the line of Jean's bottom lip. The ice pack gets situated between them, held out in the palm of Jeremy's open hand.
"Of course, Jeremy," Jean says, admitting something else he shouldn't. "It's you."
or, 5 nights + 1 morning
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07 Jul 2025
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Finally, Jean shifts. “The psychiatrist,” he starts, then stops, and Jeremy’s eyes go wide. “He told me that I…I need to stop associating the water with negative things. We are working on that during my sessions.”
“Okay,” says Jeremy softly. “Is there anything, ah, good? Positive? That would help you in there?”
Jean looks pained. “Yes, but I cannot ask that of you.”
Jeremy stares at him. Then he realizes what Jean means.
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29 Jun 2025
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When a video from Jeremy's freshman banquet is leaked and a new scandal breaks out, Jeremy has to contend with an escalating turn of events and tragedies, his family's daunting expectations and his own uncertain future.
Will his friends be enough to save him when Jeremy's whole world crumbles to dust around him?(on a less serious note: how I imagine Jeremy will finally manage to free himself from the Wilshires and get himself a hot, French boyfriend along the way)
("I'm not having the best day" Jeremy Knox says at one point, while I put him through literal hell)Bookmarked by bblueashes
23 Jun 2025
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Jean finds dawn in the horizon, on the Paris Olympics bedsheets, in Jeremy.
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19 Jun 2025
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The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.
Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
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- Part 1 of i love you like a dog
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20 May 2025
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One day, Buck will tell an interviewer that he would be happy to make movies with Eddie Diaz until the day he dies.
But first, years before that, he sees Eddie for the first time on the set of Chimney’s fifth movie.
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or, the actors au
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27 Jun 2022
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Family, FaceTime, guilt trips, phone calls, church, heart healthy meals, and learning how to let yourself be happy. Whatever that looks like.
or; when his father experiences a health scare, Eddie flies to El Paso.
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27 Jun 2022
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i think i belong to you (hope you feel the same) by Ran for trinipedia
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Mar 2022
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Buck’s taking him to therapy, where he knows Eddie’s therapist’s name and Eddie’s entire history with him; Buck, who let himself into Eddie’s house with food from Eddie’s favorite coffee shop with coffee crafted perfectly for Eddie’s tastes; Buck, who apparently has a book on Eddie’s coffee table with so many dog-eared pages it’s like any interruption at Eddie’s house is worth putting it down.
Buck, who touches him with a devotion as palpable as all the little pieces of himself scattered throughout Eddie's home.
Eddie thinks he might have solved his own question, but he’s afraid to look at the answer too closely—because he’s fairly certain his best friend is in love with him, and Eddie can’t remember a single thing about him.
Or, the one where Eddie wakes up from the shooting only to think he was hurt in a certain 7.1 earthquake years prior and learns to appreciate the life he's created for himself since then.
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24 Jun 2022
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Buck develops a relationship with the ocean, avoids talking about the day Eddie was shot, realizes he might be in love, and drives.
Order may vary.
(a fic for the "Buck is going to break all the way down in season 6" truthers)
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22 Jun 2022
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She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.
God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?
or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.
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09 Nov 2021
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Buck hates the days they get new recruits at the station. Mostly, because there is no easy way to say, "Hello, my name is Evan Buckley, I'm twenty-six and yes, I am part cat. Pass the salt." All that before he even whips out the tail.
Eddie Diaz does not make this mission any easier.
(Or - Buck is the department's first cat-human hybrid on hire. What with hybrids having only existed for forty years, it's not exactly easy for him to make friends who don't find his freakishly large ears strange.
Until he meets Eddie.)
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- Part 1 of The Cat's Out Of The Bag
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01 Nov 2021
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As weeks pass after the Tsunami, Christopher has Eddie to help him deal with the scars it left behind. He also has Buck. Buck's dealing with his own demons, but he has both of them.
Eddie's trying to keep them all together and finding out his family might not be as small as he thought.
The 118 have their few cents to add, too, because don't they always.
| Canon through 3x03 | Complete | Depictions of trauma, some more detailed than others |
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25 Sep 2021
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Buck's not sure what's going on when Eddie starts kissing him on the head after a rough call, only now it's A Thing, and it's a thing Buck would very much like to continue if he knew what it meant.
(or another Buddie fic where everyone knows except Buck.)
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04 Jul 2021
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buck is the president of the united states and eddie is the secret service agent in charge of his security detail. shenanigans ensue.
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04 Jul 2021
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Buck didn’t like him at first.
Eddie Diaz was all hard lines and strict rules with a bone structure that could cut through glass and scared away his fans. Which... if you asked Bobby, was the point but still!
He also yelled at Buck which was fine. It’s not like it hurt his feelings.
It didn’t.
It didn’t, Maddie!
It also definitely didn’t turn Buck on either. Nope.
Stop it, Maddie!
After a traumatizing home invasion, Bobby Nash decides to hire a bodyguard for his lead singer.
Musician!Buck Bodyguard!Eddie
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- Part 1 of Tortured Musician Buck!AU
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04 Jul 2021
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Helping Jean Moreau heal is a game where Jeremy Knox feels the stakes are too high to even consider the thought of losing. Jean’s first game as a Trojan against Edgar Allan feels like even higher stakes. Falling in love with Moreau - well, those are the highest stakes of all.
“You are his Achilles’ heel,” Laila whispers, in the dark, and her words bleed straight into the empty places in Jeremy’s heart.
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22 May 2020
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Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms) by SpangleBangle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Sep 2017
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Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.
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- Part 1 of In Gravity's Thrall
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30 Oct 2019
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It's kind of about fake dating and it's kind of about friendship and it's mostly about casual revelations that I spent time in Los Angeles, because that's my wheelhouse. Some day there will be a Sarchengsey installment, probably.
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29 May 2019
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who burns like fire on the rushing sea by asael
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
03 Jul 2017
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When Adam Parrish attends the Royal Academy, he doesn't expect to get tangled up with the nobility - and he especially does not anticipate Ronan Lynch. As he finds his place in the world, they grow closer, but nothing is ever easy. (Fantasy/Medieval AU)
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22 May 2019
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Adam is forced to deal with his past, i.e. his annoyingly hot and magical ex-boyfriend back home, when his best friends get engaged.
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20 May 2019