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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    There were a million reasons why Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander could not fall in love with each other.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    What if Ilya answered the phone call from his brother when Shane was at his house. What if Shane could be there for him and how would it have changed their relationship moving forward?

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    Shane didn’t hear from Ilya again for the rest of the day.  He had just crawled into bed, and was about to slip on his glasses on to read the book from his bedside table when his phone buzzed

    The message he found when he opened their thread was not what he expected

    Lily:  I think you packed wrong shirt by mistake.

    The photo was Ilya’s hands holding Shane’s white t-shirt.  He stared at the picture as heat rose to his cheeks, biting his lower lip as he tried to figure out what he should respond.  Before he could start typing another message appeared.

    Lily: This one is too small for me.

    Shane scowled, his embarrassment quickly turning to annoyance.

    Jane: It is not.  We are the same size.

    Lily: Uh, no.  We are not.  I am bigger than you.

    Jane: Asshole. You are not.

    Lily: You have seen me without shirt.  Do not pretend.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    There was something wrong with Shane Hollander.

    He had known it since he was young.

    Most people-most kids, in general-had different hobbies and interests. Their attention drifted from one thing to another. They became fascinated with something for a few weeks, only to abandon it for the next shiny obsession that caught their eye.

    Shane had never been like that.

    When it came to him, there was only ever one thing: hockey.

    Obsessive.

    That was the word most people used when referring to his temperament.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, a professional dom, lives in the space between. Between shifts, between countries, between versions of himself. Control is what keeps things from falling apart. Control, and distance.

    Shane Hollander lives the life that might have been his. He spends his NLH career closing distance, closing gaps, moving toward things instead of away from them.

    When a chance meeting at the animal shelter crosses their paths, something unexpected carries between them, like a call, waiting to be answered.

     

    *This work is a remix/ heavily inspired by Wolfbird (OpalApparition), including people and locations. In my mind, a “what could have happened if they met in a different way and made different choices.” It’s sweet, has (mostly/eventual) soft landings, and features many puppies who absolutely did not ask to be a part of this, and one very dramatic chiweenie who did. 

    Thank you to OpalApparition for the encouragement to write what I love.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “He’s such a jock,” Cassie says with a chuckle. She puts her glass of dark liquor on the bar so she can fold her arms. When she sees Ilya looking at Bood, she laughs and shakes her head. “Oh no, I’m talking about your man. That guy is hockey if it was a person. And thank god for that, I’ve seen those Reebok ads.”

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    27 Jun 2026

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    shane being the biggest jock in the world as god intended

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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    3

    !!!

    [Ilya doesn't even try to stop the couple of tears that fall down his face. "I love you too. So much."

    "Bye, baby. Behave for mom."

    Shane loves him.

    Ilya wonders if that is going to change once he learns what is going on.

    Shane is there and he's worried and Ilya is pregnant with his baby and maybe he's dying, he no longer knows, and he has no idea what to say.

    So he just bursts out crying and lets himself be held, and he feels guilty about it, but he can't help but fear it will be the last time Shane will hold him like this, without resenting him and his secrets. Without resenting his body and the decision he's made.]

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    Shane snickers, like he’s realized the whole situation is a little ridiculous: his concussion, his hospital bed, his secret fuck buddy calling his parents and making him breathe and talking to him like a fucking T-800. 

    “Okay, maybe you could sit down, at least?” he suggests.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Are we on the same page?” Matt asked.

    “We’re so gonna get caught.” Peter bemoaned.

    “We are not on the same page.” Matt acknowledged.

    They were soon enough, though, because what other option was there? The cops were coming, and there was no way to avoid them.

    Hence, Matt was a concussed blind man and Peter was the terrified adolescent who'd stuck by his side.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    ‘I can see you have it,’ Captain America says in a deadpan that would put Brett to shame.

    Matt just grunts at him.

    You know what? If these arseholes want to deal with the scum of Hell’s Kitchen, they can deal with it.

    The man stumbles to his feet and half walks, half falls in Matt’s direction. Matt just looks at Captain America with a dark smile.

    ‘You want to deal with these assholes? They’re all yours.’

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    Or Daredevil needs to protect a certain law firm in Hell's Kitchen. He's a little slack about protecting this Matt Murdock fellow though, and the Avengers are only too happy to step in to help.

    Matt is SO not okay with this. (Shut up Foggy, so what if it's his own fault!)

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “You said Rozanov is a great captain,” one of the reporters says, deviating from the usual script. “What makes him one? Do you think he’s better than you?”

    If Ilya was here, Shane would immediately answer with a negative. He would also let Ilya be the one to brag about his many, many accomplishments, and maybe banter with him about who’s got more.

    But Ilya’s not here.

    And Shane is bored.

    Or.
    Shane spends a post game interview explaining that his husband is the best captain in the league and accidentally starts a hashtag.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    [“Marleau tweets ‘welcome back, cheater’ before every Boston vs Ottawa game.”

    #OneGoalDoesNotBuiltACareer and #RozIsATraitor but if you wanted to take us back, like, just give us a call? We have 0 self-respect, man. We’ll welcome you back any day of the week.

    Hammering All Day Long@BradHammersmithRaiders · Oct 2
Replying to @IlyaRozanovPlayer
    @Boston#7, why have I never gotten an I love you from you? Do you like Roz better or something?
    Marly @Boston#7 · Oct 2
Replying to @BradHammersmithRaiders
    Yes

    Ann watches Hockey
    @Ann10426
    Doesn’t anyone lowkey feel a bit bad for Marly? He’s been the Raiders Captain for years and we are all still pinning for Roz.
    Okay but you can’t deny it would be hot
    @MarnovLastDefender
    [Replying to @Ann10426] You say that like Marly isn’t the main yearner.]

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    Yuna and Ilya discuss loyalty during a quiet moment after the meal.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    [He turns towards her and crosses his arms in what Yuna would have assumed was a confrontational gesture before, but is pretty now sure is just this poor boy hugging himself because no one else around will. (How long till she is allowed? Should she check with Shane first?)

    “I think loyalty is important, but sometimes, maybe it’s fine to be loyal to me too, yeah?” and why does it feel like he’s asking for permission?]

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    David Hollander tries to reassure his son's boyfriend and ends up being the one comforted instead.

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    My take on that David and Ilya conversation.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    [“Anyway, it didn’t work. Shane didn’t understand. He said ‘that’s nice’ or something like that.” He chuckles at the memory. “I was a bit frustrated back then, but it’s good, yes? That to Shane going home is nice. That he didn’t get it. Because his parents, they are in his corner. Always.”]

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    It's all Marly's fault.

    He just had to mention 'Jane from Montreal' during an interview. And then JJ went and tweeted about 'Boston Lily'.

    And sure, Shane and Ilya are out and married now, but there are some things they had managed to keep private, their burner twitter accounts for one. But with the names Jane and Lily out there and their apparent 'very recognizable talking patterns' it took the internet 0.5 seconds to find them. And now Shane and Ilya have to deal with their friends publicly reacting to things they thought would forever remain anonymous.

    Surprising everyone, Ilya is the one suffering the most.

    Or.

    The Admirals, Metros and Raiders react to Hollanov burner accounts tweets.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    [Scott Hunter
    Stop sending me Rozanov’s burner tweets. I’m aware that 70% of them are just variations of his ‘Scott’s old’ jokes.

    Yes, I’m also aware that the rest are Hollander thirst tweets. I don’t want to read those either.

    No, the fact that Pike is also catching strays, does not comfort me.]

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    Is the first day of the new season and Scott's a bit afraid of how his team will act now that he's out. Unfortunately, he cannot dwell on that because there's a video that Carter just has to show him.

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    Some reporter tries to get Ilya to comment on the Scott Hunter Kiss, he does not get the answer he was looking for.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    ahhh rozy rage baiting reporters
    [“I mean, this is Rozanov, you have to be verystraight to turn him down,” Carter muses, apparently fine with pausing the video when he’s the one with something to say. 

    What a fucking asshole,” Scott exclaims but he’s aware that he’s sounding more fond than anything else.]

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    “We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.

    After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.

    Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.

    “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.

    It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”

    “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”

     

    Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    cliff (and twitters) pov on ilya coming out live on television genuinely insanely hilarious

    cliff being ilyas biggest supporter but also so so tired of his shit is the ideal dynamic

    [Why him? Why did the universe (Boston’s management) decide that he is the designed Roz wangler?
    (Because years ago, he looked at an eighteen year old and did not see a prodigy, a smart mouth or a threat, but a terrified, lonely kid that was half the world away from everything he knew and could probably use someone to look after him for a little while).

    The presser starts blessedly normal but Cliff cannot relax. He knows what is coming. Or well, he doesn’t, but he knows something is and that it’s going to be biblical. Also, Roz is way, way too chipper, which is never a good sign.

    this point, LeClaire has raised his head from his hands and is looking at the ceiling, muttering something that could very much be a prayer. Cliff on the other hand is just staring at Roz, too transfixed by the trainwreck to look away.

    “Which was not homophobic,” Cliff quickly points out. “I mean, clearly.”
    He lamely gestures up and down his captain but this is important, he’s tired of Hunter stans going after Roz for imaginary slights to their precious fav.
    ..
    “But quacking sounds funnier, like a duck,” Roz pouts. “Quack, quack.”
    He’s fucking quacking, he’s just outed himself to a whole room full of pen-wielding hyennas, and the bastard is quacking.
    What a fucking legend.

    I never thought I’d say this since it was considered blasphemy as a Shane Girlie till fifteen minutes ago but Ilya Rozanov has to be protected at all cost.]

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    Marleau has no clue how to help Roz, but when he sees him struggling after his Montreal girl dumps him, he knows he’s going to have to figure it out. Whether Roz wants him to or not.

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    Ilya very much does not want to be helped right now, but thankfully for Ilya, Cliff is not asking his opinion on the matter.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    cliff is the most supportive ever he wins also the banter i love to see

    [Cliff looked surprised, then pissed. “Wait, 6 years of screwing each other and he ends it because you wanted to call him by his first name? Who the hell does he fucking think he is?”

    “Shane Hollander?” Ilya offered, grumpy at first, but when Cliff barks out a laugh he is shocked to find that his lips are fighting to twist into a smile. He shuts it down of course, but the fact that it happened at all after this dogshit night was impressive.

    YOU KISSED HIS HELMET?
    Pick up the phone, you're giving me details, you fucking legend]

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    Lily:
    I want to see you tonight.

    Oh, that was safe. A classic really. Ilya went to type something deeply horny as a followup to get Shane riled up before he got to the hotel room, but he blinked and saw he had already sent a second text.

    Lily:
    I want to hold you close, and find out if you have any new freckles. I need to know, so next time I picture you, I do it right.

    Ilya throws his phone across the room. It hits the wall, where it falls to the floor and lays face-up, screen dark. Oh, this was bad.

     

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    Ilya gets truth spelled. What secrets could possibly slip out?

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    24 Jun 2026

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    [Ilya continued, “Also, Peterson is a homophobic asshole with bad chirps and worse breath. I can smell it during face-off. I would like him to use his too large salary to buy mouthwash. Please print that.”

    “Not harmful?” Ilya scowled. “It is harmful, I am being harmed.”]

  19. Public Bookmark 94

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    The rest of the world had Rozanov, but only Shane had Lily. He didn’t know what that meant.

     

    AKA Ilya flirts with gender then he makes out with it sloppy style

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    24 Jun 2026

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    LILYS IM SCREAMING THE YOUR FAVORITE NOTE CARD

  20. Rec 89

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    The thing is, David’s pretty sure the kid’s living in a car. Or a motel, or something. Things aren’t good; he’s sure of that. He’s not the most observant guy, and he’s kind of shocked Yuna and Shane seem completely oblivious. Ilya’s twelve years old and wears a sweatshirt that hugs his shoulders far too tight, jeans that ride up past his ankles. He grimaces every time he has to force his feet into his shoes, clearly also too small. He absolutely, patently refuses to be driven home, and Irina never picks him up. He says he doesn’t know his mother’s phone number when Yuna asks for it; David suspects she doesn’t have one. And Ilya completely shuts down when someone mentions joining a hockey team. 

    Ilya and Irina find themselves in Ottawa in 2003. Or more accurately, the Hollanders find them, and never seem to let go. 

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    23 Jun 2026

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    so so intrigued

    [David blinks again, and Ilya’s dashing out the door. By the time he follows him out, the kid has disappeared into the blizzard.]

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