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i never understand these things i feel by caleheadism
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
13 May 2026
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For a second he'd wondered if everything else had been a dream. If he was finally waking up now, after all these years. That Never Come Down had never been a hit, that he'd never been famous at all. That it was him and Matt who were going on tour.
That was something they used to talk about. After booking the Rivoli, they'd tour Canada and the U.S. as Nirvanna the Band. A road trip adventure. Jay had such a clear image in his mind of Matt coming up with some crazy promotional stunt for them, something like jumping into the Grand Canyon.
“You with me, Bird?”
But no, that couldn't be right. Jay was the same Jay he'd always been. He was still in his Hawaiian shirt from the concert. He was in restraints.
“Did you—" He blinked at Matt in front of him. "You kidnapped me?”
Matt stood up, a little taken back. “How else would I be able to talk to you?"
God, they'd ended up in a Misery homage?On the first night of Canadian Rockstar Jay McCarrol’s world tour, the man disappears.
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“What?” Hawkeye frowned. “You’ve had sex before, BJ. You don’t have to play the blushing virgin.”
“C’mon,” he tried. “It’s different.”
“It’s me. It’s you.” And then. “You’ve never thought about it before?”
“Well, I didn’t say that.”
A grin spread across Hawkeye’s face. “You’re in good hands, Beej. I’m a great teacher.”
BJ freed his wrists, Hawk hooking his fingers in BJ’s front belt loops, pulling him close. “I was always teacher’s pet,” he confessed.In Maine, BJ lets himself have this.
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BJ finishes the sauce, lifting up the wooden spoon to Hawk's lips. Eagerly, Hawk leans in and tastes it.
"God, that's heavenly," he giggles, fingernails scratching softly over BJ's belly. "What is it?"
“Chicken a la King,” BJ grins, rather proud. “Biscuits are in the oven.”
He lets out an exaggerated gasp. “Well, aren't I spoiled?”
Hawkeye comes home from a rough shift. BJ tries his best to make it better.
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His body moved before his brain could catch up, rushing forward and running across the pavement, charging into his best friend.
With a yelp, Hawkeye Pierce was in BJ’s arms again.
It was delightful the way BJ knocked the wind right out of him, Hawkeye having to grab his arms tight to avoid toppling over. If he’d cared any less about appearances, BJ would hoist him in the air and spin him around, if only for the crazy laugh that would bubble out of Hawk as he did it.
“Christ!” Hawkeye laughed, pressing his hands on either side of BJ’s head. “Aren’t I the luckiest gal in the world?”
His eyes shone bright, his smile wide as ever. He glowed under BJ’s gaze, just as he always had.
BJ instantly forgot about the knot, forgot about anything else but the release of an ache deep in his bones. I’m here, something gasped in relief, flooding him with excitement. He’d finally made it to Maine.
In August 1955, the members of Mobile Army Surgical Hospital 4077 and their loved ones gather together in Chicago, stirring up emotions, memories, and secrets.
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Fuck. That was stupid of him.
“Oh my goodness!” Someone gasps.
“Ow,” Davy gripes. He’s fuzzy from the momentum, but he knows he should keep running before he’s caught. He rolls over onto his back and slowly sits up, trying to regain his composure.
“Are you okay?” The person who gasped drops to his side. A stranger. One of the gardeners, probably.“M’fine,” Davy mumbles, rubbing his cheek.
“You don’t look fine,” the gardener frowns. Davy turns to meet his gaze, soft brown eyes looking at him full of concern. Woah.
In which a mischievous prince is actually a hopeless romantic, finding himself falling for a simple gardener, this crush turning him from a charming playboy into a bumbling fool.
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(Jay storms out of the apartment in a blizzard, gets into a bar fight, and is left with a concussion. Matt finds him and takes care of him. Jay initiates sex. Life goes on.)
This is wrong, this is so wrong, he has no idea what’s even happening right now– some part of Matt attempts to replay these thoughts like a mantra, louder and louder in his mind, throwing them out like a spike strip to stop the getaway car of this, his deepest, darkest, longest-held desire. It doesn’t work.
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02 Jul 2026
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the big yellow one by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
22 Jun 2026
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in media res. jay is still trying to get better at asking for what he wants. matt is still desperate to give it to him.
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22 Jun 2026
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(comic zine) Matt has a new plan to play the Rivoli, and this time it's a big one.
Updated and slightly expanded version of a comic I've posted to tumblr and twitter!
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15 Jun 2026
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Jay is seeking something more out of their burgeoning sex life, but he's frustrated by Matt's lack of stamina. They end up at a sex shop, hoping to purchase something that will help.
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28 May 2026
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we're never gonna stop by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Jun 2026
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“Oh, I see.” Matt pauses. He nods, as if a realization has finally hit him. “I just need to convince you, Bird.”
“Matt—”
“C’mon, man,” he tries. “What, you want me to get on my knees and beg?”
Jay quirks a small smile as he imagines that.
“What, you think I’m that easy? Really?!” He’s already sinking to his knees.
Jay is harder to convince than usual.- Language:
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10 Jun 2026