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The Boletes by fluorescentgrey
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
28 Jun 2026
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Efforts to get a show at the Rivoli are derailed by a trip to the cinema and its several consequences.
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05 Jul 2026
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the g-spot by fluorescentgrey
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
04 Jul 2026
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Shit was like Ringu. A grainy YouTube video with less than 100 views when Matt stumbled across it.
Nirvana the Band Live at the Rivoli, April 3, 2009
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Matt and Jay's Calgary-based harsh noise duo gets a show at Worst Chance...
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05 Jul 2026
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(Jay storms out of the apartment in a blizzard, gets into a bar fight, and is left with a concussion. Matt finds him and takes care of him. Jay initiates sex. Life goes on.)
This is wrong, this is so wrong, he has no idea what’s even happening right now– some part of Matt attempts to replay these thoughts like a mantra, louder and louder in his mind, throwing them out like a spike strip to stop the getaway car of this, his deepest, darkest, longest-held desire. It doesn’t work.
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02 Jul 2026
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the big yellow one by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
22 Jun 2026
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in media res. jay is still trying to get better at asking for what he wants. matt is still desperate to give it to him.
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22 Jun 2026
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(comic zine) Matt has a new plan to play the Rivoli, and this time it's a big one.
Updated and slightly expanded version of a comic I've posted to tumblr and twitter!
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15 Jun 2026
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we're never gonna stop by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Jun 2026
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“Oh, I see.” Matt pauses. He nods, as if a realization has finally hit him. “I just need to convince you, Bird.”
“Matt—”
“C’mon, man,” he tries. “What, you want me to get on my knees and beg?”
Jay quirks a small smile as he imagines that.
“What, you think I’m that easy? Really?!” He’s already sinking to his knees.
Jay is harder to convince than usual.- Language:
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10 Jun 2026
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
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08 Jun 2026
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cinéma verité by falteringstar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.
Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.
On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.
The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*
*Certain sections have been edited for brevity.
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04 Jun 2026
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for the movie lovers… so amazing to read something and know every homage… so so beautiful i love their little world <3
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combat baby, come back by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
29 May 2026
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The whiteboard is the catalyst, but it really isn’t. It tips over a series of dominoes that lead to Jay’s bedroom, get under his feet, and walk him out the door. But, in the morning after, when the whiteboard has that big, capital D ‘Don’t’ on it, and Matt won’t be honest about having written it, despite it clearly being his handwriting, the whiteboard isn’t the catalyst, because Matt gets up on the couch and erases it, and it’s almost like it wasn’t there to begin with.
A retro/prospective on Jay McCarrol's fame.
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- Part 1 of puts you there where things are hollow
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02 Jun 2026
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Jay is seeking something more out of their burgeoning sex life, but he's frustrated by Matt's lack of stamina. They end up at a sex shop, hoping to purchase something that will help.
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28 May 2026
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Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.
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17 May 2026
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The Wedding Band by prizewinningfruitcake
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
15 May 2026
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Obviously Matt’s aware that Jay looks good in a suit. It’s more something about the way he holds himself, still and straight, self possessed. That's not a Jay posture. It’s the weirdest thing, it makes Matt feel almost starstruck – so much so that when their eyes catch, it punches the breath out of him. There’s Jay, regular, but there’s someone else too, also Jay. That's when it catches up.
Maddy and her friend think Jay is his boyfriend. That word, boyfriend, crashes into his head so hard that for a split second he’s afraid he said it out loud. Earlier, Jules asked how long have you two been… and Matt, assuming he knew the end of the question, said since we were like 12 or something. Jay heard that happen. Not only that, he played along. They grinned at each other conspiratorially about it.
The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and her friends to book them for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does.
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17 May 2026
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A magnet to me by mimeo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
24 Apr 2026
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(Matt and Jay mistake a popular night club for a cult. A plan formulates. They think taking molly is part of an initiation ritual. Matt gets more outgoing, but Jay just really wants his hair played with. Back-alley hand stuff.)
“No. I want it.” Matt’s voice has dropped. “Give it. Fucking give it to me.” Matt sounds more like he’s fighting over the wicked transparent N64 controller than a load of cum but who cares? Not Jay, clearly.
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15 May 2026
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shock, shift and shake off by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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“My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
“You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
“You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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why tonight, why tonight? by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
20 Apr 2026
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“I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
“Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
“I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”---
Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.
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23 Apr 2026
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“Look, Jay, I’ll make it up to you–”
“How are you gonna make it up to me–”
“Come on, man, I–"
“Like, are you gonna suck my fucking dick about it?”
As soon as the question is out, Jay snaps his jaw shut so hard it makes an audible click.---
Matt scares another girl away. Jay finds it in his heart to forgive him.
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17 Apr 2026
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The Matt Johnson Girlfriend Experience by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
15 Apr 2026
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"See, this," Jay says, panting. "This is how you treat your girl."
"Is that what you are, Bird?" Matt asks, inches from Jay's skin. "My girl?"
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Matt discovers a nude photo of one of Jay's past hookups on his phone.
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15 Apr 2026
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Philosophy by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Apr 2026
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"Have you noticed all you've been playing lately are love songs?" Matt asks.
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Jay's sister is getting married and wants Jay to play the piano for their first dance.
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- Part 3 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
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13 Apr 2026
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Effington by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 Mar 2026
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There is something wrong with them. There must be. Because it's been a week since Jay came back from 2008, since they'd kissed, and they haven't been able to stop. They've barely come up for air. Jay had managed to get dressed on the first morning but it didn't last long. Matt was strong and impatient. Jay gave up on shirts with buttons by the afternoon. Gave up on wearing anything other than sweats or briefs by the second day.
Matt wants him all the time. And Jay wants what Matt wants. He really, really, really does.
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- Part 2 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
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13 Apr 2026
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Not the Same by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2026)
10 Mar 2026
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But Jay's not looking down, or up, or at any of the beautiful, terrifying things around them. He's looking at Matt like he'd just been shot.
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Matt's skydiving plan goes off with only a minor hitch.
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- Part 1 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
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13 Apr 2026