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Carlos is safe, Carlos is healing. But TK can't quiet the voices in his head, can't drop his guard.
Or, yet another coda to episode 4.
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A fluffy ficlet for my dear pal on her birthday based on a twitter exchanged we agreed was just too perfect for these two clownshoes.
Apologies in advance for any typos, my usual beta is the giftee herself ;)
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The Hansen approach to romance (involves more yelling than you'd think) by estei for Gothams_Only_Wolf
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
01 Jan 2018
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There's a new face at the dog park and Chuck is not impressed.
Not by his pert arse, or his baby blue eyes.
There will be no swooning, damnit.
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Close your eyes to old endings by estei for SputnikCentury
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
30 Dec 2017
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Stacker is brooding and Herc knows just what to do - bring food and gruff sass.
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Yancy just really needs a hug.
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- Part 2 of Singing songs for lost boys
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Five Conversations Yuna has with Ilya, and one conversation she has with Shane. Ch. 6: Back at the cottage.
Yuna had made checklists and organized budgets and shook coaches’ hands and learned how to negotiate and delegate and advocate, all in service of protecting and preserving Shane and this precious, enormous gift. There were a million ways for his journey to go wrong, and only one way for it to go right. She was competent, she was capable, she’d done everything right, everything by the book — and twenty years later, she feels like she didn’t rise to the moments that truly mattered. She mentored the career, at times, she did not mother the boy.
And yet Shane, a marvelous miracle all his own, had figured out those lessons anyways.
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- Part 1 of Adaptation
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16 Jun 2026
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six-seven-eight, triple nine, eight-two-one-two by insatiablegaydesire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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It starts, like any good small talk does, about the weather.
Jane. I am dying.
Shane is still in bed, spending his last hour before practice clicking endlessly through YouTube when he gets the notification. With no one there to see, he lets the smile settle comfortably as it spreads, and switches apps. He’s about to shoot down Ilya’s latest attempt at desperate seduction when another text arrives.
I will play next game with no feet because cold took them.
This... was new.
Shane expects texts from Ilya to bring him to his knees. They do, but in another way instead.
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16 Jun 2026
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Find My Irresponsible Boyfriend by smileatthesky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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[Jane has requested your location on Find My Friends]
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Shane and Ilya's texts and location sharing throughout their relationship post-cottage
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15 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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15 Jun 2026
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A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?
Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.
Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?
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14 Jun 2026

