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After leaving behind his last job, Ilya threw himself into a new profession: making and selling all things one can pickle. His week revolves around the Sunday farmer's market. Everything seems simple and predictable until a new vendor arrived late in the season.
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15 Jun 2026
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And it was nice, having someone who distilled every action so completely it was almost binary: you are doing this for hockey, or you are doing this for Shane. The choice was simple. But it didn’t stop him from wondering on occasion if he had made his life smaller. The thought kept him up at night like the sound of Shane’s voice when they’d sat at the table with his parents for the first time—he’s trying to be loyal to me, not Boston. The terror of thinking he had betrayed himself balanced perfectly by the thrill of knowing Shane liked it. Total equilibrium.
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Two summers, nine years apart, and the changes they bring.
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15 Jun 2026
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The Knight by Latigra
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, ages eight to fifteen.
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14 Jun 2026
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who will love a little sparrow by weeb_grass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.
Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.
Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.
Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.
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13 Jun 2026
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Unlikely Animal Friends by Distractivate for the_abster (heart_in_paradise9393)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 May 2026
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-Association of Zoos & Aquariums Forum Admin created new topic-
AZA CONFERENCE RIDESHARE MASTER POST
Hey everyone, hoping to link up for a ride to AZA in October? This thread is for you!Ilya R.
hi looking for ride from ottawa one-way. flying out after conference. will pay you for gas.Shane H.
I can swing through Ottawa as long as you’re ready to go by 9 am Mon. No smoking or snacks in the car but you can be in charge of the stereo.Ilya R.
thank you you seem like very safe driver
Ilya R.
even with stick up your assOr, zookeeper Ilya meets aquarium keeper Shane on a road trip with only one bed and a whole lot of unlikely animal friends.
-this fic is now complete!-
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13 Jun 2026
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Boys Will Be Boys by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.- Words:
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11 Jun 2026
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A series about toxic masculinity and what Shane Hollander had to do to survive and how Ilya Rosanov scrambled all of Shane's careful preparations.
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it’s gonna be my year by myshangel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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His mom fills him in, standing with hunched shoulders in a cramped, too-bright hallway at The Ottawa Hospital. An illegal check into the boards; they were worried about a head injury, because Ilya wasn’t moving and he’s usually so, so hard to take down like that. But then his heart stopped, and they had to CPR right there on the ice to bring it back. To bring him back.
Shane buckles, crouching against the wall with his head in his hands. His mom’s voice is fuzzy above him, her hair tickling his shoulder when she leans down to comfort him. Ilya’s heart fucking stopped. On the ice, in the middle of a game, he died.
Or: Ilya goes into a coma after an accident on the ice. Shane figures out how to build him a life worth waking up for.
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10 Jun 2026
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A Mother Always Knows by Meishali
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Of course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov.
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How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship.
Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.
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10 Jun 2026
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Bonded Pair: Do Not Separate by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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Given Ilya and Shane's history, they should be able to handle a few weeks apart. So when Ilya was out with an injury and Shane needed to head back on the road, they would cope. Shane would be occupied with adjusting to his new team and Ilya would be occupied with twitter and the trials and tribulations of British Bakers.
And they would be just so normal about it. Obviously.
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08 Jun 2026
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“Marlow’s death is a tragedy for the hockey community. We lost an athlete at the peak of his career, well before his time.”
“Our hearts go out to Boston.”
“This casts a long shadow on Raiders captain Ilya Rozanov. What really happened that night?”
“Yes, lots of speculation about Rozanov, whose year has been nothing but casualty after casualty. Truly bizarre series of events in the hockey world.”
Something dark is going on with Rozanov. A curse from the past that won't let him go.
Shane has his own secrets to protect. No one can ever know what he really is. Not even Ilya.
But if they’re going to tread dangerous water, they might as well do it together.
(Cursed!Ilya and Folktale Creature!Shane, a ghosts and monsters AU)
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08 Jun 2026
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Ilya discovers that he can control time. Now he's on a quest to prevent his mother's suicide.
Enter Shane Hollander.
Enter Shane Hollander.
Enter Shane Hollander.Bookmarked by fearlessdiva
08 Jun 2026
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Very innovative time travel story. Beautifully done.
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I'm Just Happy You Still Call by Distractivate for poppyseedheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Yuna Hollander knows that it is normal for children to distance themselves from their parents as they approach adulthood. She expected it when Shane was a teenager, when he moved to Kingston for juniors, even later, when he moved to Montreal. When they stayed close, when he seemed happy to see them at his games, to have her managing his career, when he seemed not only to love them, but to still like having them around… When he invited her for dinner with his boyfriend and the four of them laughed until the summer sun dropped below the lake, she thought maybe this was one challenge of parenthood she would be spared. Which makes the day it finally happens all the harder to bear.
Or, Yuna Hollander and the joy and anguish of growing up.
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08 Jun 2026
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On Their Own Terms by CertainlyUncertain, Pammcasso
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.
“Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.
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What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.
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06 Jun 2026
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Retirement, Apparently by cheryl123sing
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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A year after retiring at thirty-nine, Shane Hollander throws himself into house flipping and accidentally becomes comforting reality television.
Ilya Rozanov makes fun of it.
Shane retaliates by mentioning, on camera, that his husband is a raging Drag Race Fanboy.
The internet notices.
Things progress from there.
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05 Jun 2026
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The Hollander Standard by EchoInTheMoonlight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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Shane and Ilya are finally married and settling into life with the Centaurs, but the start of the season brings a realization: the team’s off-ice lives are a disaster of bad agents and "budget-bin" sponsorships. Enter Yuna Hollander. What starts as a simple team party at Bood’s house quickly turns into a full-scale forensic audit.
From dismantling predatory contracts over homemade Chicken Parm to orating a "Hollander Standard" for road-trip luxury, Yuna isn't just the team mom anymore, she’s taking over. The thin walls are gone, the car wash deals are dead, and the league isn't ready for a Centaurs roster that is finally, officially, optimized.
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- Part 1 of The Hollander Standard
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03 Jun 2026
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“What do you know about it,” asked Ilya. He looked up toward the night sky, which was starless under the bright street lamps. “The curse, I mean. What did she tell you?”
“So you do know about it,” said Fabian. Ilya turned back to look at him.
“A bit,” said Ilya. He took another deep drag of his cigarette. “It took my mother. In a way.”
“I’m so sorry,” said Fabian. He kicked his boot into the wall. “My friend mentioned it was a bloodline thing.”
“Yes,” said Ilya. “Rarer for men to have it, but. Here I am.”
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Irina was a Siren. Ilya has always been cursed to be just like her.
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- Part 2 of anonymous cottage collection
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02 Jun 2026
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“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
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02 Jun 2026
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your eyes, they turn me by Cookiebycookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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The Boston Bears group chat had sixty-three new messages in the span of three minutes.
His coffee forgotten, Ilya swiped open the chat, scrolling quickly to find the source of the commotion. A link to The Athletic, posted by Jensen, their captain, followed by a string of exclamation points. Ilya tapped it, the headline materializing on his screen like a blow to the chest:
BREAKING: MONTREAL VOYAGEURS’ SECOND DRAFT SHANE HOLLANDER ANNOUNCES RETIREMENT
Ilya's pulse jumped, hard and sudden in his throat. The mug slipped from his hand, not falling but landing too heavily on the counter, coffee slopping over the rim. He set it down properly, his movements mechanical, and forced himself to read the rest of the headline:
20-YEAR-OLD ROOKIE OF THE YEAR STEPPING AWAY TO PURSUE HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE
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Shane Hollander has spent his entire life living and breathing hockey. At twenty, at the height of his career, he makes an unthinkable choice: he walks away to discover who he is beyond the ice.
But some things don’t stay behind.
What happens when the rivalry between him and Rozanov ends, but the pull doesn’t?
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02 Jun 2026
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your heart is a muscle (it has the strength of your courage) by eurydicees
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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It's not something that they ever talk about. They don't need to acknowledge it, and no one else ever needs to know. Or, no one else needs to know until suddenly Shane is in the hospital and no one will let Ilya see him.
(Ilya and Shane are soulmates. It doesn't change everything, but it changes enough.)
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01 Jun 2026
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With a record-breaking transfer fee in the 2018 off-season, Ilya Rozanov moved to Ottawa and wrecked his entire career and legacy in one go. Three years later, in a hole-in-the-wall pizza joint in Canada, a few of the Boston Raiders reckon with why.
Relatedly, Shane Hollander is getting married.
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01 Jun 2026