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08 Jul 2026
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they haven't connected shit by hermacology
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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A series of Ilya and Shane struggling to get people to take their relationship reveals very seriously at all.
The fics in this series are set in the same universe, so these are the SAME Shane and Ilya. Although they can be read in any order, Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ takes place roughly 5 years before Pour Decisions.
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- 24,758
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- 2
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- 974
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07 Jul 2026
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Night Changes AU by proseandpulse
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
- Words:
- 46,264
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- 3
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- 1,788
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31 May 2026
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O-Town’s Fillies Back Again by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jun 2026
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- 82,013
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- 5
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- 2,188
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15 May 2026
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Public Bookmark 2245
Mystery Work
Part of Private Privy Priv
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
08 May 2026
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C’est Toi Collection by OrchidScript
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jun 2026
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- 105,408
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 259
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30 Apr 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,092
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 3,520
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- 13,648
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- 5,017
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- 285,331
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21 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is Dating a Nice Man From Montreal! by trickysnail
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.
There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.
(Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)
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- English
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- 24,741
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 2,600
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- 17,152
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- 4,533
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- 214,889
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28 Mar 2026
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Night Shift by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)
- Language:
- English
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- 192,729
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Comments:
- 3,969
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- 18,431
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- 6,179
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- 722,494
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21 Mar 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
- English
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- 39,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1,579
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- 14,307
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- 5,838
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- 266,666
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18 Mar 2026
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walking through windows by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Feb 2026
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“Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
“Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
“Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
“That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
“Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding
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- English
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- 38,410
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 2,691
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- 12,139
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Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
16 Mar 2026
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Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.
And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.
Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,513
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 284
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- 9,918
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- 2,897
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12 Mar 2026
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t4t college hollanov by sevenofsorrow
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Apr 2026
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An alternative universe where Shane Hollander is on a hockey scholarship at McGill University — the same college med student Ilya Rozanov happens to attend. They have kinky transgender sex and fall in love.
You can read these as standalone fics, although they take place in chronological order and follow the same characters. The context is just ‘college AU’.
I write these as a trans guy who also has kinky transgender sex. I wanted to provide my insight on T4T to the HR fandom, as a lot of transgender Hollanov fics were not written by trans people at the time I started writing this AU. We should all have more kinky transgender sex.
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- 26,894
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- 3
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10 Mar 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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- English
- Words:
- 43,230
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 3,484
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- 34,616
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- 526,765
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
05 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 3442
Mystery Work
Part of HR works anon
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
22 Feb 2026
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
- Language:
- English
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- 15,755
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- 1/1
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- 383
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- 8,750
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- 2,325
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- 99,705
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
17 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,065
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- 1/1
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- 1,420
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- 30,796
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- 10,237
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- 442,582
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09 Feb 2026
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The More Things Change... by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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Ilya and Shane are both retired from the league and coaching. As part of this lifestyle change, Ilya gains a few pounds. And Shane is obsessed with his husband at any weight, especially this new one, and shows his appreciation thoroughly.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,103
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 284
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- 2,774
- Bookmarks:
- 530
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- 43,048
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09 Feb 2026
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,428
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 441
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- 17,767
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- 3,632
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- 210,156
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
08 Feb 2026
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To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.
That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.
OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.
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- Part 1 of A Day in the Life of a Centaur
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,028
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,094
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- 26,054
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- 6,283
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- 213,977
Bookmarked by folder_ihardlyknowher
07 Feb 2026