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    Shane Hollander has a laundry list of problems at any given time, and being a vampire (while keeping it a secret) is pretty consistently at the top of the list.

    His top problem right now, though? How much he really wants to sink his teeth into Ilya Rozanov, in every possible way.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    you know that stickman meme of the guy lying in his tears? lying in a pool of blood rn

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    13 May 2026

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    OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    08 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I feel like I just snorted a line of cocaine cut with the purest love you can find

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    poetry

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    10 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FUCKING LIFE CHANGING!

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    Anonymous asked:
    imagine this is your first olympic game and your opponents are the Red Menace and the Wasian Terror

    ridetheinvisiblepuck replied:
    i don’t have to imagine i can hear the rattling of the chains tying clara to the net 

    hockeysucchiaggio reblogged ⇄ ridetheinvisiblepuck
    #this is like watching a national geographic doc #where two lions are performing some fucked up mating dance #while slaughtering a herd of zebras

    or,
    Canada faces Italy in the first preliminary match of the men's hockey tournament at the Olympics, and Ilya is not pleased that Shane has noticed the Italian goalie. What follows: a bad loss, the great condom shortage of the Winter Olympics, and an excommunication.

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ne godo, ne traggo beneficio, ne ho piacere, mi reca letizia, me ne compiaccio, mi provoca giocondità, immane contentezza, copiosa gioia, sufficiente sorriso, alquanta radiosità, un profondo amore leggero, una felicità inaudita

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    “Pretend we don't know each other?” Shane repeats, a little confused in all honesty. Wasn't therapy about talking?

    “Yes. You are meeting for the first time in this room. Introduce yourselves.”

    Shane shifts in his seat, slowly turning to Ilya. It's not all that different from the first time they'd actually met; the awkward vibes radiating off Shane are almost identical. They're just missing a snowy forecast and a cigarette.

    He decides to go a step further, standing up. It feels the right thing to do under the circumstances. Who meets for the first time sitting down? He takes a step forward, holding his hand out to Ilya. Or not Ilya. This random man he’s about to meet, who happens to look a lot like Ilya. Ilya takes the cue, standing from his own chair with a shake of his head. He takes Shane’s hand, shaking firmly.

    “I’m Shane, uh, Shane Hollander.”

    Ilya nods. “Ilya Rozanov.”

    ——————
    Or: Shane and Ilya get sent to reconciliation therapy, and of course, handle it super well.

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    11 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    INCREDIBLE!!!!!

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    It starts on a cruise ship.

    Ends with two toothbrushes in the same cup.

    (Everything in between is harder to explain.)

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    08 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    *holding this in my hands like in howl's moving castle* this is my heart now

  9. Public Bookmark 32

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    Tadej works nights at a gas station. Jonas keeps showing up.

    Somewhere between late shifts, coffee cups, and very quiet conversations, something starts to happen.

    (It’s not really a story about cycling. It’s more about what happens in the hours between everything else.)

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    08 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Changed my life for the better. Beautiful can't cover completely how insanely perfect and AAAAARGHHHHHH this is. Read it and do yourselves a favour.

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    When Max gets roped into private golf lessons as part of a Secret Santa gift, he expects nothing but boredom and frustration. But his instructor—Charles Leclerc, Monte-Carlo’s top golf pro—is an entirely different kind of problem. What starts as reluctant lessons quickly spirals into competitive tension, teasing banter, and an unconventional wager on the eighth hole changes everything.

    Either way, golf has never been this interesting.

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    28 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WORK OF ART!!!!!!!

  11. Public Bookmark 47

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    It all starts, as most things do, with a dream. Only this wasn’t a dream of aspirations for the future, of things that Max wanted to accomplish in his life before he felt too old to do them. No, this was a dream, in the middle of the night, of a warm body pressing his back firmly against the wall behind him, spit slick lips trailing down his throat and biting his skin just enough to leave him panting and begging for more. Always more, never enough. It was a dream that left Max breathless and feeling just a little out of control when he woke the next morning, head filled with hazy images of a curling smile and flashes of green eyes. And the problem is that it doesn’t just happen once. Max could handle his subconscious betraying him once. No, it happens over and over, night after night, until Max can hardly look at Charles from across the Paddock without his cheeks flushing with heat and colour. 

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    After rumours have spread like wildfire, Max’s image is worse off than ever. Red Bull take drastic action to get it back on track.

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    28 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SUPER CUTE!!!!

  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    "But yeah, you and Jannik. That's surprising. I wouldn't have thought you had a lot in common. What do you two even talk about?"

    "Oh, well, you know." Carlos gestures vaguely, fumbling for the words. "We don't really talk— Sometimes we practice together. Or we used to. Not so much lately. But we, uh, sometimes we just talk. About life."

    Roger's eyebrows go up. He glances at Novak with what's probably supposed to be a meaningful look: are you seeing what I'm seeing? Novak can't even summon the energy to remind Roger that one of them has actually been around, and therefore might know a little more about what's up with what on tour these days. Not that it takes a lot of effort to see that Carlos and Jannik are equally obsessed with one another. Jannik doesn't like to advertise it, but Carlos has always worn his heart on his sleeve. Novak thinks there are probably subterranean species of fungus that have picked up what Carlos is putting down when it comes to his rival.

    That said, Carlos clearly didn't expect to be grilled on his little crush by Roger Federer of all people.

    After the Shanghai final.

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    24 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is poetry holy shit

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    Carlos is the next great thing, but that's the loneliest feeling in the world. Jannik is trapped in the shadows even with the sunshine offering to pull him out.

    Fate always finds a way.

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    23 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is the most beautiful thing i have read

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    Charles knows that the worst thing about being a woman in Formula 1 is having to keep a leash on her hunger.

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    20 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    babe wake up a new piece of the gospel came out

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    “You know… Those posters for missing cats and dogs always include some sort of reward.”

    “Are you asking me for money?” Charles asks, sounding utterly bewildered.

    Max cackles loudly, and it comes out a little hysterical. “No, Charles. I meant—”

    “Ah,” Charles says, and then, without any hesitation, drops to his knees between Max’s legs, hands reaching for his belt.

    or; a fat tabby cat, a presumptuous bottom, a ski trip, and an endeared max verstappen.

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    03 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    call this loan for use bc of the way it will be living in my mind rent free

  16. Public Bookmark 99

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    Charles is glowing. He clasps Max’s hand, says a small congrats, winks at him cause why the fuck not and they’re whisked off onto the podium in a funny-looking Bentley. Max, crammed into the middle, looks over at him, and whispers “you reek” into Charles’ ear. There’s a noticeable bulge in Max’s pants that the cameras in the car barely pick up. If people online notice it, they don’t comment on it.

    The podium celebration is beautiful, the Las Vegas strip lighting up the sky just as if it were daylight. Fireworks are everywhere. It’s the first real Las Vegas Grand Prix in this day and age. The crowds go wild, chainmail fences with black tarp covering up the racetrack are torn down, holes punched through them. He looks down at the crowd, and moans in glory.

    He finally realizes it.

    He’s going into a heat.

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    13 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fics to bring with me in the afterlife bc htf would I live without this

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    The problem, Charles thinks, is that Bad Bunny has wronged him—very publicly and very brutally—and no one else seems like they think he has any right to be as offended as he is.

    or; the one where Bad Bunny makes Charles realise some things about himself.

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    12 Jan 2024

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    Austria 2019, a two-person house party, Abu Dhabi 2021, a silly lover’s quarrel, and a stove-side morning proposal.

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    25 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful and lighthearted!!

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    Charles Leclerc and Max Verstappen are at the top of their games, known across the world and winners in their own rights. But that doesn't mean that either of them is satisfied with where their lives have brought them.

    What's the point in all of this success if you have no one else to share it with?

    OR: Max is a driver and Charles is an actor and their lives have always been intertwined.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
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    28 Oct 2023

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    BEAUTIFUL

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    in which charles and pierre talk about max while the three of them are in an elevator, all the while not knowing that max is understanding every single word.

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    27 May 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    extremely cute, feel good read

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