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  1. Rec *

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    He wanted this, with all the greedy shards of his guilty heart. And if Ichigo would give this to him? If the man he’d sworn to follow and fight for would give him this?

    Kisuke would take it all, even if it broke him to pieces.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Ichigo sleeps, obviously, but—first with the nightmares of his mom dying, and needing to take care of the girls in the middle of the night when they were little, and then Isshin’s increasingly aggressive “training” over the years—he doesn’t sleep deeply. Not in his own house, and certainly not anywhere outside of it either. He’s learned to get shut eye when and where he can, but he’s never so deep under that he can’t snap to awareness in an instant if he needs to.

    It often leaves him feeling restless, a little strung out and tense, but it’s fine. He’s gotten used to it. He’s long-since learned how to walk the knife’s edge of exhaustion.

    But.

    But not at the Urahara Shoten, apparently.

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    There's only one place in the three worlds where Ichigo can actually get some rest. What starts as a one-off accidental nap turns into a habit.

    for the prompt: sharing a bed

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Rec *

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    Rather than going to the Visored, Ichigo goes to Kisuke to control his inner hollow.

    Rather than having to fight them, Kisuke finds that he has to occupy Ichigo’s… instincts.

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    25 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 54

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    In which Urahara learns Shinji was the one who took Ichigo's virginity, and reacts in a normal, rational, proportionate way.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He was happy like this, happy to watch the two people he loved most get married to each other while he never told the truth, never bared his heart, happy to lay his head down on the cold hard ground by their feet while they held each other.

    Shinji loved them so much it was okay.

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    24 Jun 2026