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    It's just me spreading the dadnoblade propaganda

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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Hua Cheng went still, taking a moment to process what Xie Lian had just said. He'd never been anything to anyone before, never meant anything. He'd never wanted anyone to care about him. For Hua Cheng, the most important thing had always been to take care of himself.

    Other people didn't matter. Everyone took care of themselves; there was no reason to extend a hand. But for Xie Lian, he wanted to be more than a face in the crowd, more than someone who made him laugh sometimes or remembered his favourite movie (The Princess Bride, of course). Hua Cheng had never cared about being special to anyone before, but knowing that he made Xie Lian happy did things to him, made him feel things he'd never felt.

    Why was he forcing down tears over something so simple?

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Xie Lian looked up, every coherent thought in his head vanishing. The man standing across from him was, without question, the most handsome person he had ever seen.

    His gaze caught first on the sharp line of the man’s jaw before traveling downward over a broad chest. A long, black high ponytail splayed over a strong set of shoulders. An eyepatch concealed one eye, while the other regarded him with a fierce, amused intensity.

    “What can I get you to drink, gege?” the man asked, his voice low and smooth.

    OR: On the day of his 27th birthday, Xie Lian gets dragged to the bar by Shi Qingxuan to celebrate. He doesn't drink, and he's totally out of his depth in this nice establishment. The last thing he expects is to be completely entranced by the young man behind the counter.

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Gege doesn't mean that," Hua Cheng teased. "For all you know I have something disgusting and grotesque that you have yet to see."

    "It's you, not the state of you," Xie Lian repeated his own words from years ago. "Every state of you, San Lang. Always and forever."

    Hua Cheng had taken that as a challenge.

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Beneath his borrowed coat, Xie Lian fiddled with his ring. Many long years had passed since he last curled up in someone’s arms. The only time he’d ever done so was with his parents, when he was young and scared or in miserable shape, much like he was right now. Admittedly, he felt a bit uneasy about the idea of doing it again. At the same time, he wasn’t so sure that he could fathom the idea of turning Hua Cheng down, either.

    He was tired, and tired of shivering. Hua Cheng was right there, and willing. He had no reason refuse.

    Struggling to sleep after catching a sudden fever, Xie Lian finds warmth in the most unlikely of places.

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    People no longer worship gods. They harvest them instead, draining their spiritual powers to power their ubiquitous technology.

    In this unfamiliar world, hundreds of years after his second death, Wuming finally finds Xie Lian, imprisoned in a laboratory and suspended in a tank, his spiritual powers slowly drained away. But he didn't spend centuries searching only to lose him now, even if saving Xie Lian means making a choice neither of them can ever take back.

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    08 Jul 2026