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    Creating music is something that can often bring all the ugly things to the surface. Tension starts to seep in, and intensifies feelings that are heightened as it is.

    When things at The Paramour Estate start going awry, it's a test not only to the band and their friendship, but to Frank Iero's sanity itself.

    It begs the question:
    What is rooted in reality, and what is simply the trick of an already fragile mind?

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    “Frankie-”

    Frank shakes his head frantically, “I’m not crazy, don’t look at me like that!” And even if he was, he feels pretty fucking strongly that he is allowed to rave like a mad man after that. “I’m not fucking crazy, you saw it!”

    Gerard sighs quietly, reaching out to touch Frank's cheek. “I know you’re scared-” he sounds so reasonable that it makes rage seer through the smaller man’s veins.

    On most occasions, Frank loves hearing those gentle tones from Gerard’s mouth. This is not one of those moments. Gerard is trying to calm Frank down, and Frank will not be fucking calmed down.

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    26 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    'Starting at a new school in the final term of his last year at college had to be as bad as the fiery depths of hell.
    Frank just couldn’t prove it.'

    Adjusting to being at the finest academy in the country and learning all the rules that come along with it isn't so easy but as it turns out, it's not so bad when the girl who sits in front of you in history class is so pretty. Frank has a lot to learn about this school, its students and himself. Maybe, it might just change the course of his entire life.

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    Friendships, finding yourself, and falling in love.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Gerard didn’t think he would make it past the age of 25. It just never seemed to be in the cards for him. The world he lived in was not meant for people like him. That’s why at the age of 26, somehow still kicking, he found himself adrift, attending weekly group therapy sessions for suicide survivors and scrambling to make a list of all the reasons he shouldn’t try again.

    He certainly never expected the newest, aggressively hostile member of the therapy group - Frank, who seems to hate everyone and everything on principle - to become the next bullet point on that list.

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    25 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Frank... that name always sent shivers down Gerard's spine, mostly because he believed Frank hated him. Based on the many times Frank had been curt with him, looked at him with indifference, or—most of all—because he had harbored a crush on the guy since the very first time he walked into their room. Yes, out of the five thousand students that college could have, the universe would always find a cosmic way to screw Gerard over by making him Frank’s roommate.

    OR
    I was inspired by a Gorgor (@AndromedaDeMole) fanart on Twitter and this story came out <3

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    22 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    1952. Ray is a fisherman who's dedicated his entire life to his craft. And, for his entire life, that has been enough.

    Until he crosses paths with a vampire.

    Exiled, lonely, and starved in more ways than one, Gerard is enamored with Ray. But, things rarely work out well between a human and a vampire...

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    “Forgive me.” Gerard sobbed, his voice muffled by linen. “I’m depraved.”

    “No.” Ray said from above him. Gerard felt a large hand grab the back of his head and tug him backwards, his neck relenting like putty.

    “You’re deprived.”

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    22 Jun 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Frank and Gerard are co-workers trying to fix the fax machine together.

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    You all know what this is about.

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    22 Jun 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 10

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    He went into the changing stalls with two armfuls of clothes, stepped out of his baggy jeans and oversized hoodie, and stepped into one of the skirts, which really felt more like tiptoeing into a fucking ice bath. Now, it really wasn’t Gerard staring back anymore.

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    Chapters:
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    22 Jun 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    After replying to one of Jamia's texts, Frank goes over to Gee's house to drop off a skirt. Kinky sex ensues.

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    21 Jun 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 58

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    In a dingy motel room, Frank spirals through jealousy, desire, and emotional collapse as a drunken encounter with Gerard takes a sharp turn into the unhinged. What follows is a messy, intimate unraveling of boundaries, obsession, and bodily fluids.

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    NSFW, explicit sexual content, dacryphilia (crying kink), emetophilia (vomit kink), fluid play, toxic relationships, unrequited love, emotional instability, unhealthy coping mechanisms, canon divergence, bodily fluids, mild humiliation, alcohol use, voyeuristic self-destruction.

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    20 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 47

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    After suffering a meniscal injury during an El Clásico, Gavi is sent to Madrid for surgery and rehab. Alone and in pain in an unfamiliar city, he becomes increasingly desperate for human contact. So, he makes a very stupid decision to talk to a certain Real Madrid player. Unexpectedly, he ends up finding comfort in Jude Bellingham.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
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    20 Jun 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 38

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    Sometimes she would rush, throw her clothes onto a dirty pile and run into the bathroom. Tonight, she took her time, even fumbled with the hemband a couple times on purpose. She wanted to know how long it would take for him to stop peeking through the curtain. Illi knew his eyes were glued to her every move, she must have known. Deliberately choosing how much of her pale skin she’d show before disposing of it. Frank couldn’t look away, her curls got looser and were going past her shoulders, the stark contrast made him twitch. Frank wondered how soft her hair would be to touch, he’d pull it aside, breath her in, take a bi—

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    Frank is lowkey a stalker and reads Illi's diary. Illi had always loved vampires, luckily Frank was one.

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    20 Jun 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 41

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    Illi McMillin needed a nude model to pass her class,,,

    art and erotica, etc.

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    Chapters:
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    20 Jun 2026

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    Like any man Gerard watches porn, but his obsession with popular gay pornstar Frank Iero has left him unable to commit to a relationship since he was a teenager. When he finally meets his idol he wishes he could seduce him, never imagining it could bring up past ghosts and fears that he tried so hard to erase.

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    Chapters:
    23/23
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    20 Jun 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 68

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    20 Jun 2026

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    20 Jun 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 75

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    For 2 years, the house next door sat empty, and Gerard liked it that way. Quiet evenings, reasonable bedtimes, nobody on the other side of the shared wall in his little slice of heaven in Belleville.

    Then Frank Iero moved in, some punk kid seemingly determined to make Gerard's life as difficult as possible, and that peace was destroyed. The walls are thin, Frank is loud, and now Gerard is forced to go back over there time and time again to complain, and he's starting to think the brat is just pushing him for a reaction.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Frank Iero does not believe in love at first sight. Frank Iero thinks the idea of love at first sight is really fucking stupid. Frank Iero, contrary to popular belief, hardly even believes in the idea of romance at all. Frank Iero is lucky to have ever had a boyfriend in his entire life due to his chronic cynicism.

    Frank Iero just spilled an entire venti cup of black dark roast Starbucks all over his white work shirt.

    Why? Because some random guy just walked past him in the office hallway, and wow.

    Wow.

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    Chapters:
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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Maybe you’ve only fucked losers who don’t know how to make a girl cum.” 

    “Okay, Frankie,” she drawled, and he stifled a choking sound as one of her pale, ring-laden hands grazed down her side. “Tell me how you make a girl cum.” 

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ears burning with shame, Frank said, “And I get $500?” 

    “Yeah,” Gerard almost whispered. 

    Frank’s throat made a little nervous noise against his will. He cleared the sound away, meeting Gerard’s heavy gaze with what he hoped looked like professional resolve. 

    “I could really use that $500.” 

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    Comments:
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    20 Jun 2026

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    All his life Frank has been struggling; struggling with his constantly sick body, struggling to find his place in this world, struggling because he is so goddamn misunderstood by absolutely everyone.

    Only when he runs into a handsome stranger backstage at a show does Frank begin to feel like someone might actually get him. Because Gerard seems to have struggles of his own.

    It's just that some people struggle with more supernatural issues than others.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    645
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    20 Jun 2026

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