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    "She’s different now, honey. There’s something—I don’t know what happened out there, but she’s not the same as you remember. Just don’t take it personally."

    Deb’s words rattle around Jackie’s skull as she stands outside the hospital room. The plain wooden door seems to mock her. Why can’t she grab it? Why is she just standing there?

    "She’s not the same as you remember."

     

    Jackie's appendix ruptures the morning she's supposed to board the plane to Nationals. The flight never makes it to Seattle. Two years later, rescuers find the team alive, and Jackie thinks her nightmare is finally ending. Except the Shauna that returns to their hometown is not the same as the one who left.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    beautiful

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    [Pre-crash / No crash AU]

    They've been best friends since childhood, but Shauna has two massive secrets she keeps from Jackie: That she's desperately in love with her, and that she also deeply resents her.

    With a few months left until their high school graduation and Nationals on the table, everything changes for Jackie and Shauna when Jackie breaks up with Jeff and one of their usual late-night makeouts crosses a line that can't be un-crossed. As their friendship turns sexual, Shauna tries to decode what it all means while she waits for an acceptance letter from Brown and hopes to leave Jackie—and the feelings she's always had for her—behind.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    one of the best jackieshauna fics oat

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    Every time Jackie closes her eyes she’s reminded of Shauna fucking a girl—or getting fucked, Jackie doesn’t know—barely ten feet away from her, moaning, gasping instructions that play on repeat in her head like a looping tape: take off your dress. Yeah. Come here. She can’t resist wondering if—if it was her instead, somehow, if Jackie was the one in her room—if Shauna would talk to her like that too.

    (Shauna brings a girl over. For Jackie, it's the beginning of the end.)

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Shauna’s no stranger to experimenting with her best friend under the guise of practicing for Jeff, but this particular request from Jackie might be taking things a step too far.

    (Shauna agrees to it anyway.)

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    06 Oct 2025