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In which Andrew gets a job as a bouncer in the same club where Neil strips.
He has a rule — a firm one, one he thinks is the only reason he stays sane despite everything — which is to touch Neil as little as possible. It's a self-imposed torture. It’s his last line of defense.
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Or: He fucking breaks it.
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Illumi is forced out of the Zoldyck estate and seeks a living arrangement with an associate. He's not altogether pleased with it.
Hisoka is a floor master at Heaven's Arena and has the unexpected pleasure of spending time with one of his oldest acquaintances. He doesn't share Illumi's frustrations.
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- Part 1 of The Biggest Change
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Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefore I am) by Cas_pian
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Jul 2026
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Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.
Or what if Neil were a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary?
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This is what his life has come to. He’s being disrespected by a dumpster rat.
He wishes he had someone to blame his current situation on, someone to direct his anger at, but in all honesty, the shitshow that landed him here was nothing more than an unfortunate series of entirely incidental accidents.
He knocks his head back into the wall behind him and huffs. Next to him, the rat chitters (sounding sympathetic, though Soap is beginning to think he might be projecting… or just losing it).
Or: Soap loses comms on a mission and is presumed dead. Having been left behind, he has no choice but to make his own way back to base. He doesn't expect to have been missed quite so much.
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- Part 1 of and they can't keep johnny down
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Soap is in desperate need of getting laid—Gaz's words, not his. Something about having his head too deep in detective work, or whatever.
Soap meets Ghost in a bar. Then Soap meets Ghost again the next day in court.
And for the worst possible reason.
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"It's Kate, she, Andrew, there's so much blood," his twin replied, panic forcing each word out of his mouth before it could be properly formed.
"I will be there in ten," Andrew said.
Katelyn gets raped. Aaron finds her and calls Andrew. The aftermath is rocky.
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Ghost is a warm body with a high price tag, advertised with the guarantee that ‘anything goes.’
Soap is a paying customer— one who seems to be at odds with Ghost's particular brand of clientele.
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“Ghost looked down at their linked hands again, Johnny was holding him tight like he was afraid of losing even more of him. Something’s wrong. Something’s missing. He felt like he was staring at a blank white page, trying desperately to see the indents from things that have been erased. If he ran his fingers over the page, he could feel the relief of the words. He knew something had once been there but he couldn’t for the life of him see it.”
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In which Ghost loses all memory of the last 3 years, including the memory of Soap and their uncertain and complicated relationship. It comes back in waves, and somehow remembering is worse. -
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Simon is away on a mission and John doesn't know when he will be back. After suffering through a week of nightmares of Las Almas, everything comes to a breaking point when some soldiers remind him of something unsavory from his old squad.
And Simon isn't there to stop him from falling.
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WARNING: This work contains moments of described self-harm. As well as panic-attacks. If this is triggering, please find the appropriate help.
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Уроки английского by kashamalasha
Fandoms: Oxxxymiron (Musician) RPF, Слава КПСС | Slava KPSS (Musician)
20 Jul 2026
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Выпускник Оксфорда Мирон Фёдоров, приезжая в Петербург, не мог и предположить, что обратно в Лондон он сможет вернуться только через три года.
Из-за череды нелепых случайностей он вынужден стать преподавателем английского языка в маленьком городке Усть-Рыбинске. Как прожить тут три года и не спиться от тоски?
Слава Карелин, переезжая в Усть-Рыбинск, не знал, что в местном колледже не будет немецкого языка, а только незнакомый ему английский. А на носу Федеральное тестирование.
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awake would only prove the fantasy made lucid sense by C0nfused_cactus99
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
03 Jun 2023
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Soap froze looking at the person in front of him.
He was broad, wearing all black, exposed hands, one holding his side as blood slowly trickled down and a balaclava with a skull print on it.
“Ghost?”
“Johnny” to anyone else his voice was monotone, but it wasn’t, in fact, it was far from it. Ghost's voice was far more gravely than it usually was, and spoken with a low rumble. Soap would say it was a pleasant sound if the man wasn’t actively bleeding and clearly exhausted.
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soap is on leave missing ghost, then ghost shows up at his door bleeding :)
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- Part 1 of maybe we'll be there when you want
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The smile splitting Neil’s face in two is a soft thing, gentle and wonderful and the most genuine the expression has ever felt settled into his mouth. “I think you like putting up with me”
“Shut up”
“Make me,” Neil tells him.
“Marry me,” Andrew replies.
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And the thing is, Soap doesn't usually have to try so hard to appear like nothing's wrong.
So when he's like this—quiet and withdrawn and plastering on a smile that might look real enough to anyone else—Ghost is worried. So he tries to help—fuck, he tries.
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- Part 8 of Any Time You Need Me
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I Want To Give It To You (I Want To Show You Some) by WhomstTheHell
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Apr 2026
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It starts because of Aaron, like all Andrew's problems recently. And that's what Neil Josten is: a problem.
A problem with messy red hair that glows like flame under direct sunlight and soft freckles hiding under scars, and glacier blue eyes, who smiles when Andrew walks in rooms…
But anyway.
OR: Andrew meets Neil in a math class while pretending to be Aaron.
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- Part 2 of my aftg fics :)
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“Do you really think your art is that meaningless?” Neil asks him incredulously. “I chose them. You put them on me. They make me different from everybody else. They’re permanent. They make me feel-,” he almost laughs at himself as he says it, but doesn’t, “-Permanent.”
Andrew doesn’t reply. He flicks the end of his cigarette over the side of the roof. Neil watches it fall, then asks quietly, “If you think your work is worthless, why do you keep putting it on me?”
Andrew turns to face him. Their eyes meet, and Andrew says, “You’re interesting.” Before Neil can respond to this rather substantial admittance from Andrew, he keeps speaking. “Mildly. You’re 1% interesting, which is more than I can say for every other fool that steps foot in that shop.”
AU. Andrew is a tattoo artist. Neil is searching for something to make him permanent.
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“He wants to ride the bull.” Neil says, making Andrew roll his eyes. Andrew sits down, not caring enough to join, and Neil lets Nicky lead him to the corner of the bar. Nicky’s attempt is almost good until he gets thrown off and bounces a few times against the padded floor. Neil laughs at Nicky and then Nicky stands up and bows, as if he did incredibly.
When Nicky gets out of the ring, he says, “You have to try it, it’s so fun.”
“I’d die before doing that.” Neil says, rolling his eyes as some poor girl is thrown off.
“I’ll give you fifty bucks to do it.” Nicky says, and that makes Neil’s eyebrow raise.
“A hundred.” Neil challenges, not expecting Nicky to agree.
“Fine.” Nicky says, grinning. “No takebacks. You’re riding that bull.” He says quickly and Neil sighs.
“Whatever,” Neil says, shaking his head.
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The Foxes are excited to plan a team bonding trip to the beach; a fun weekend in the sun and a welcome break from school and Exy.
Neil learns how quickly memories of the past can catch up to you and how hard it can be to voice them. Nothing about the beach has ever been good for him.
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I could teach you (but I have to charge) by yourinsomnia
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Jul 2025
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Neil watches Andrew Minyard’s streams for his dry, cutting Exy commentary, and not at all for the other kind of explicit streaming he does.
Or so he tells himself, until he’s intrigued enough to book a private webcam session with Andrew…only to realize he likes giving instructions. And he really likes watching Andrew get off.
Neil continues to explore his sexuality, and everything is going absolutely swell—right up until the moment Andrew walks off the webcam and into Neil’s gym, asking him to be his personal trainer.
Andrew!Streamer AU
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- Part 1 of Andreil Multiverse
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Neil can't sleep. Andrew can't feel. High school is going well for the both of them.
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Andrew doesn't believe in regret. There's no point in wishing for things that can't be changed after all. He wouldn't go back to stop himself from being thrown in juvie; he had done it to protect a brother he never knew he had. Joining the exy team there was better than being stuck in his cell, even if it was boring. Even the penpal program for troubled youth his therapist put him in ended up giving him a puzzle to play with.
That puzzle was 'Hatford'.
A boy with a razor tongue and secrets, Andrew can't help but find himself interested in the stranger trading truths with him through poorly written letters.
Andrew doesn't believe in regret, but answering that first message may have lead to something he wasn't prepared for.Set before 'Brother of Mine'.
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- Part 2 of Inked Truths