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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    What if Shane never said Not here?

    this is pure filth don't come at me

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    01 Jul 2026

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    After the MLH awards, Yuna Hollander couldn't be more proud of her son. Overwhelmed at the attention, a familiar face at the bar catches her eye- and her concern. Yuna Hollander decides she needs to make sure that Ilya Rozanov is fine. Rooftop conversations ensue.

     

    "David squeezed her arm tight, and she could see the tears brimming in his eyes, threatening to fall. It’s beautiful, she thinks, how David and Shane both think that people can’t tell they’re crying if the tears don’t fall. But those eyes, those eyes she fell in love with twice, first with her husband, then with her son, give everything away in the rivers of emotion they hold."

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    01 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Going down?” Yuna Hollander stared back at him. Great. 

    “Um, yes. Down.”

    She nodded and entered into the elevator next to him. As the door shut, she extended a hand. 

    “I’m Yuna Hollander. Shane Hollander is my son.”

    Ilya took her hand. “Yes. Is very good to meet you, Mrs. Hollander. Your son is good to play against.”

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    What if instead of running into Yuna on his way to meet Shane, he meets her after? Protective Yuna Hollander incoming.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    02 Jul 2026