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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    What if Shane never said Not here?

    this is pure filth don't come at me

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    After the MLH awards, Yuna Hollander couldn't be more proud of her son. Overwhelmed at the attention, a familiar face at the bar catches her eye- and her concern. Yuna Hollander decides she needs to make sure that Ilya Rozanov is fine. Rooftop conversations ensue.

     

    "David squeezed her arm tight, and she could see the tears brimming in his eyes, threatening to fall. It’s beautiful, she thinks, how David and Shane both think that people can’t tell they’re crying if the tears don’t fall. But those eyes, those eyes she fell in love with twice, first with her husband, then with her son, give everything away in the rivers of emotion they hold."

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    01 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    “Going down?” Yuna Hollander stared back at him. Great. 

    “Um, yes. Down.”

    She nodded and entered into the elevator next to him. As the door shut, she extended a hand. 

    “I’m Yuna Hollander. Shane Hollander is my son.”

    Ilya took her hand. “Yes. Is very good to meet you, Mrs. Hollander. Your son is good to play against.”

    or,

    What if instead of running into Yuna on his way to meet Shane, he meets her after? Protective Yuna Hollander incoming.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    01 Jul 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ilya Rozanov is in his first year of his entry level contract with the Boston Bears. He needs to sit down with a tax expert to sort out his taxes for the year, and its far more complicated than he thought it would be. He's just glad that the agency's tax expert is also the most beautiful man he has ever seen.

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    29 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 80

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    After his ex girlfriend Rose Landry kindly points out he might be gay, Shane Hollander downloads Grindr.

    He just doesn't expect to see the dick he's been getting photos of in the 2017 All-Star locker room. And, he certainly didn't expect it to belong to his rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Or, a sexting au where Shane recognises Ilya as his mystery man by his dick.

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    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ilya was addicted to social media. He knew this. Everyone knew this. Everyone loved his posts because he was known for oversharing and chirping. But half of his posts were just for Shane, pictures of loons and inside jokes that no one else would ever get.

    People were just perplexed when he got a tattoo of a loon feather and captioned it, “The scariest things in life are the best.” When people questioned, him he replied, “They scream like wolves and have demonic eyes.”

    But there was one post he didn’t make. He never posted directly about Shane. He and Shane were always private. For a long time there hadn’t been a plan to go public. They wanted to be closer than Boston, and they wanted Ilya to be safe if they ever got outed. They hadn’t intended to come out. But the years were wearing.

    Shane and Ilya decide to come out. That means revealing things they would rather not think about. But they say the truth will set you free.

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    29 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    After a particularly frustrating game against Montreal, Ilya stops by his local Circle K to get his regular post-game strawberry Froster. At the same time, uOttawa Hockey Coach Shane Hollander bedrungingly makes his way to the very same establishment to retrieve an emergency Snickers bar - so you already know what kind of day he's had.

    One particularly ill-timed entry / exit situation later, Shane's white tee is stained a violent shade of artificial red, and Ilya's too distracted by a certain assortment of freckles to apologize.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Four times people assume Shane is lying about his husband.
    And one time they’re proven wrong.

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    29 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 21

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    “I’m still so fucking mad at you,” Hollander panted against Ilya’s lips.

    “I don’t care. That’s better actually. Let’s do it angry.”

    Hollander pulled farther back, hands cradling Ilya’s face. Ilya slowly opened his eyes, his gaze immediately dropping down on Hollander’s puffy pink lips, that he was now licking. When he looked up, Hollander’s eyes were glazed over and the question was clear on his face.

    “I won tonight,” Ilya reminded him casually. “I want angry sex.”

    Or: the Las Vegas scene never happened as it did.

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    29 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    The flirting was getting out of hand. When Ilya was not demonstrating his frustratingly admirable work ethic, he was sauntering over to the snack stand with one thing in mind: pretending to have any interest in Shane Hollander.

    It was a cruel, sick joke.

    Shane knew what was going on, and he would not be falling for it. Ilya was obviously a teasing, homophobic asshole.

    From an outsiders perspective, perhaps it was not so obvious how Shane knew it was all a mean-spirited prank. To the untrained eye maybe it looked like genuine flirting on Ilya's part.

    From Shane's point of view, it was as clear as the ultra chlorinated water of the pool.

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    Or, Lifeguard Ilya x Oblivious Snack Stand Worker Shane where Shane is convinced Ilya is only flirting as a joke. It's not a joke.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hayden Pike and his group chat of coworkers are pretty sure their new manager Shane has a parasocial obsession with a professional hockey player.

    He talks about him constantly, knows everything about him, watches every game, and even has candid photos of him that are definitely not available through conventional sources. So naturally, they decide to intervene to find him a man who actually knows he exists.

    Shane, for his part, has no idea what they're talking about.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.

    Who lives in Canada.

    Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.

    The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.

    Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.

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    29 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    HEMA was Thorin's escape. There was nothing better than a religiously kept time during the week to hit people with swords for three hours, even if his club-mates were really, really nosy.

    This is an accompanying fic to Lesbian Aunt's lovely work Swash and Buckler

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    29 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Thorin has a hobby. Bilbo finds that he quite enjoys it.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    A decade ago, Ilya Rozanov’s attempt to get the quiet, strait-laced Montreal captain alone after a CCM photoshoot ended in failure. Since then, their rivalry on the ice has only grown fiercer, especially after Ilya joined Ottawa, bringing the fight to Shane’s home town.

    Now, after a brutal attack and attempt on his life, Shane Hollander needs somewhere to lie low… Of course the only safe place to hide out in the entire city is at his rivals ridiculously fortified home.

    Can Shane survive the Russian menace long enough to discover who’s really trying to kill him… or will the man he’s spent years hating be the death of him in the end?

    or,

    Ilya saves Shane from a mugging in a parking lot, and then saves him from himself.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Jiang Cheng gets stibby-stabbed.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Tim Drake? I’m calling in regard to Damian Wayne—”

     


    When Tim said he’d do anything to get out of work this is not what he meant.

     




    Or, Damian Gets In Trouble And Tim’s The Only One There To Pick Him Up, Misunderstandings Ensure


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    26 Jun 2026

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