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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane is just hanging out in the gym with the guys. Ilya is doing a particularly intense workout, and the guys ask him what he's training for. Ilya being the asshole he is, just winks and carries on. The guys, as a joke, ask Shane how much he weighs to insinuate Ilya is training to fuck him. This rubs Shane the wrong way through and makes him confront some insecurities and a bit of animosity he holds within himself.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Okay but,” Ilya doesn’t know where he’s going with this “but what is it? What is wrong?”

    “I wish I had a better answer for you.” She takes a deep breath before she continues and again, Ilya can tell she really does feel bad. “I can tell you a lot of people have one seizure and it just… never happens again. His trauma history complicates that a bit, but we have more tests to do over the next few days that’ll paint a bigger picture.”

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    Shane navigates a post-traumatic epilepsy diagnosis

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.

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    20 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane’s first year playing for Ottawa feels sort of like a dream, more often than not.

    Sure, there are hard parts and learning curves. But as the season comes to a close, and they actually win the fucking Stanley Cup, Shane can’t seem to recall a single fight or issue.

    All he sees is Ilya, ripping off his helmet and hauling him in for a kiss at center ice. It’s everything. It’s amazing.

    It’s afterward that everything falls apart.

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    Or, everything is perfect, until one afternoon in Montreal, Shane is attacked - and then it isn't so perfect anymore.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.

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    It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?

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    15 Jun 2026