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  1. Rec *

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    Shen Yuan transmigrates into Proud Immortal Demon Way as some nameless NPC and his System requires him to join Qing Jing Peak. It did not inform him until after it was already too late that Luo Binghe had been pushed into the Endless Abyss before Shen Yuan even arrived.

    A request written for the Bingyuan server's fundraiser for Gaza.

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    03 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    This series is gonna be some long-ass slowburn about the pressures and communication issues in Ryan and Min-Gi's lives throughout the early years of Chicken Choice Judy, ultimately leading to (spoilers) them ending back on the train. Eventually. When, exactly? Wouldn't you like to know! Then some stuff will happen on the train, presumably.

    In the meantime, enjoy a lot of angst, hurt-comfort, and complicated emotional entanglements.

    CONTENT WARNINGS for more adult themes than the show's explored previously, including adult sexuality discussion (and, eventually, some mild descriptions of actual acts), the HIV/AIDs crisis, internalized homophobia and fear of societal rejection, maybe some drugs and alcohol references, and basically anything else you can expect a pair of 20something bandmates to be described as having done in a scandalous music career biopic documentary.

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    26 Jun 2021

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    Some corner of Min-Gi's mind kept trying to tell him that this wasn’t sustainable, that he was hurtling towards a cliff’s edge and sooner or later he’d go over it and take Ryan down with him, break them both, break their friendship and their band and literally everything he had and it would all be over. He didn’t want to believe it. He wanted to believe he could just keep pushing this down forever— because even in his most optimistic moments, he knew the way he felt was never going away.

    This was meant to be a one-shot. It isn't, anymore, because I just... care about these two and wanted to explore them a little more.

    To be flippant, it's:

    Chapter One: love confessions versus internalized homophobia and fear of being predatory
    Chapter Two: second base versus past reckless sexual behaviour
    Chapter Three: van sex versus self-image issues and position negotiation

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    09 Jun 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    "It's okay if you're not up for it," Ryan says. "No rush."

    Min jumps. "No! I am! Definitely. I just. I'm not sure where to start when we're not starting with, I don't know, the emotional foreplay of soul-bearing confessions or lots of really embarrassing tears." He looks sheepish. "It's been kind of a weird few days."

    "Okay, yeah, I can see why that's a problem." Ryan smiles, and hopes it puts Min at ease. "That's a habit we could break, starting now."

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    24 May 2021

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Two versions of a reunion without the train.

    Side A: Ryan gets a call from the Parks and rushes back to Min-Gi.

    Side B: Min-Gi doesn't get a call from Ryan but rushes to him anyway.

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    12 May 2021

  6. Public Bookmark 53

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    Min is going to wake up eventually, and Min is so skittish. It reminds Ryan of any of the dozens of cheap paperback horse girl books his sisters read obsessively in their youth: intrepid young women taming dangerous wild stallions through determination and the power of friendship or something. Not that Min is much of a dangerous wild stallion, but he is easy to spook and prone to bolting. Ryan figures with enough patience and sugar, maybe Min will really, truly trust him.

    Huh. Were all those horse stories an allegory for something all along, or do girls just universally really love horses?

    Well, whatever.

    He really hopes Min won't have second thoughts.

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    09 May 2021

  7. Rec *

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    He's gotten better, since the train incident. If Ryan has gotten better about minding how his actions affect other people—and he has—Min has gotten better at taking chances and standing out. He wouldn't have dropped out of uni to live out of the back of a near rusted-out 1969 Ford Econoline if he wasn't willing to follow his heart, at least a little.

    But it's still a gradual process. Growing up always is.

    He has limits.

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    27 Apr 2021

  8. Rec 81

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    Hundreds of years before Duck Newton even had the chance to be born, Indrid Cold decided to reject fate and its ideas about his soulmate. And there's nothing that will change his mind. Almost certainly nothing. At least, possibly.

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    24 Oct 2019

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    22 Sep 2019

  10. Public Bookmark 69

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    Duck Newton comes face to face with the outlaw known as Indrid Cold. His life will never be the same again.

    Or: The Indruck/Amnesty Western AU that a surprising number of people asked for.

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    09 Mar 2019

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    Due to the remnants of a poison, Merlin must kiss Arthur at dawn every single day to wake his prince from a cursed sleep.

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    13 Jan 2019

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    There was a time Taako really could have taken or left it - life, and the world and whatever. Things aren't like that anymore, he tells himself, luckily, because this whole situation might get to be a real fucking drag otherwise.

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    19 Feb 2018

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