outsidehelly
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Helly steps even closer, close enough that she can smell her, and her teeth ache with how badly she wants to keep her for herself, right here, for as long as she can. She already knows she’s about to lose whatever game Helly decides to set up for them. Her sister, the chemist: transmuting her worst fears into something she would beg for.
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She watches them kiss and runs a finger over her own lips, feeling them chapped and slightly swollen, the evidence of a phantom love. It's nothing like the tent. None of the desperate passion, like pulling apart for even one second would be worse than dying. It's gentle, worshipful, and it's all because it's Helly.
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Helena watches Helly have Mark. Then, she goes looking for him herself. -
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She wants to hold it, wants to be good, wants to be a version of herself that earned the empire she built instead of a trembling thing pinned to a bed with a greater woman’s hands between her legs. She wants to believe the years have fixed her, that the scar tissue she’s built is load-bearing, that she outgrew the broken little girl who couldn’t get through a single night with dry sheets. She’s tried so hard to kill that girl but she always fucking claws her way out, and here she is again, right on time, on display for someone with bared teeth.
or: after the dinner in paris, harper shows up drunk to yasmin's room
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Maybe that’s where the last of her humanity lives: the hunger. The inability to go without when poison is within reach. The shameful, animal need to be held by the thing that’s hollowed out the world.
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Carol misses Zosia -
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Ink on wet paper, a memory bleeding. The Chergui. A giant, playful hand pushing against our chests. Faster now, hot and dry, wind cutting in from the Sahara.
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Zosia's POV as she fractures from the hivemind during the final scene in 1.04
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She’s a little tipsy and has only been conscious for a few months. He’s kind of her hostage and actively hallucinating. It's a wash, maybe?
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Mark Scout has a music dance experience.
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- Part 3 of melting everything exu
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11 Jun 2026
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“Do you regret it?”
Mark’s fingers flex against the table. “Which part?”
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There is no version of her that wasn't born in a boardroom.
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28 May 2026
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i want to be in my deferred compensation apartment
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When Helly wasn’t there to steer herself, what did her outie do? Did she reveal it all? Every contorted expression or desperate moan, Mark’s mouth her confessional. There’s nothing Helly wants to keep from him, but the thought of her body doing this without her in control makes her sick with anxiety. So she chews her bottom lip and tries to bite back another whimper, convinced not to make a fool of herself.
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Helly reckons with the aftermath of Woe's Hollow
Bookmarked by outsidehelly
09 May 2026
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pour it in a well, if we go to hell (we'll get it on the way) by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
05 Sep 2024
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Things are always topsy-turvy with Mother. Dragons become pigs, boys become dolls.
__(1x06. Alicent crosses a familiar borderline in her confrontation with her eldest son)
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09 May 2026
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There is no ding of the elevator as Helly finds her bearings in her body, this time.
The first thing that she notices is that she’s panting heavily. The second is that her hands are bound with something rough, held high above her head.
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09 May 2026