17 Bookmarks by outsidehelly
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She’s a little tipsy and has only been conscious for a few months. He’s kind of her hostage and actively hallucinating. It's a wash, maybe?
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Mark Scout has a music dance experience.
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- Part 3 of melting everything exu
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11 Jun 2026
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“Do you regret it?”
Mark’s fingers flex against the table. “Which part?”
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There is no version of her that wasn't born in a boardroom.
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28 May 2026
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i want to be in my deferred compensation apartment
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When Helly wasn’t there to steer herself, what did her outie do? Did she reveal it all? Every contorted expression or desperate moan, Mark’s mouth her confessional. There’s nothing Helly wants to keep from him, but the thought of her body doing this without her in control makes her sick with anxiety. So she chews her bottom lip and tries to bite back another whimper, convinced not to make a fool of herself.
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Helly reckons with the aftermath of Woe's Hollow
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09 May 2026
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pour it in a well, if we go to hell (we'll get it on the way) by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
05 Sep 2024
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Things are always topsy-turvy with Mother. Dragons become pigs, boys become dolls.
__(1x06. Alicent crosses a familiar borderline in her confrontation with her eldest son)
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09 May 2026
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There is no ding of the elevator as Helly finds her bearings in her body, this time.
The first thing that she notices is that she’s panting heavily. The second is that her hands are bound with something rough, held high above her head.
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09 May 2026
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As soon as Helena pushes the door closed behind them, she’s hit by the gentle weight of Mark's body as he presses her into the adjacent wall, a gasp suspended in the back of her throat as his lips cover hers. She responds without really meaning to, just muscle memory, her head leaning back into his cupped hand as he protects her from knocking against the hard surface. The act of it is so tender that she can’t take it anymore, can’t take this—something she didn’t earn and doesn’t deserve.
She wedges her hand between them, palm to his chest, and pushes back. The look of hurt that flashes in his eyes is almost enough to pull him back to her.
“I’m—I’m sorry, Helly. Before the OTC… I should’ve kissed you back then; I wanted to. I—I thought—”
“I’m Helena Eagan,” she says, the confession tumbling out as an exhale.
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Season 2 Canon Divergence: Helena Eagan tells Mark S. that she's Helena-as-Helly in 2.01.
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27 Jan 2026
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"When you look at me, Harper," Yasmin insists. "What do you see?"
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- Part 1 of here forever, even if we can't be
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14 Jan 2026
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People want things. Rob provides.
A character study.
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10 Jan 2026
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0.002% is a comfortable margin to love someone by.
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19 Nov 2025
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"No chauffeur today?" he asks. "You’ve changed, Helena." The way he says her name makes her toes curl inside her shoes. So different from his voice down on the severed floor and in the tent; it had been desperate and cracking like a little boy's, each word buoyant. Now he just sounds pissed. "Nice parking job, by the way."
"I would’ve parked in the driveway, but your sports cars were in the way."
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29 Oct 2025
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our head can detach, we are statues with a pulse by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
Fandoms: Severance (TV)
05 Apr 2025
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"Wait." It slips out against his will, a shocked little puff of air. "Wait, not so fast--"
"Why?" Helly smiles at him, her usual cocksure grin, but there's something wrong with her eyes, unless that's just his imagination. "Aren't you having fun?"
__(On the kitchen floor, Mark comes unraveled. In the tent, Helena stakes her claim)
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29 Oct 2025
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Under all the blissful emptiness in her head, blanketing her, she knows she should be embarrassed. She’s made such a fuss. She’s made a mess. She begged for something, let him see something she shouldn’t have. But she’s tired of hiding. And she misses her father.
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Months after the fall of Lumon, a lost and lonely Helena turns to her friend Irving for a sort of comfort.
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13 Oct 2025
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Rec 2
Mystery Work
Part of secrecy
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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13 Oct 2025
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When Helly fucks around, Helena finds out.
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25 Sep 2025
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“Seriously, Helena, never? You’re almost 30,” Helly laughs.
“You’re being weird.”
“I’m not the one who’s never fucked anyone!”
Helena gives her a seething look and draws her legs closer to herself. “Jesus, why do you care?”
“I don’t. I’m just surprised is all.”
“What does that mean?”
“I mean most women your age aren’t virgins.”
“I’m not.”
“You’re not?”
“We used to…”
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Helly asks Helena to trust her
Bookmarked by outsidehelly
03 Aug 2025
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Not an exaggeration to say this is my favorite fanned fiction in the entire world. BanningL - a master of her craft - sets the scene efficiently and precisely but never sacrifices quality for speed. Every sentence feels intentional, exposition embedded in moments that would exist in the scene anyway, woven in with gorgeous prose. The characterizations are flawless, and it's INCREDIBLY FUCKING HOT.
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Helena Eagan has been afraid of the sickness festering inside of her for years. Helly makes it hard to ignore.
Bookmarked by outsidehelly
16 Jun 2025
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A claustrophobic Helena pov that anchors you entirely in her self-loathing, her abhorrent desire for her sister. Masterful world-building and tension. I would wait years for an update If I had to (please don't make me tho)
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Perhaps all she was ever looking for was something warm to fill the empty spaces inside of her. Arousal, food, affection, all so hard to come by. Withheld. Her need for anything human had amalgamated into a single, yawning abyss inside of her. She misconstrued them so easily, like the effects of one might replace another and finally fill her entirely.
Helena remained empty.
or: the only cure for extreme hunger is reintegration.
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- Part 1 of malignancy
Bookmarked by outsidehelly
13 Apr 2025
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It's hard to think of a fic that inspired me more than this one. This established so much hellyna twincest canon for me, a foundational pillar of the tag. It's a suffocating descent into the meticulous and lifelong abuse of Helena, her yearning for what she knows better than to want.