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    dan and phil are filming their first video together, and phil just can't keep his mind off of dan's lips.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    When he was seventeen, Remus Lupin watched a boy dance at the Prix de Lausanne, and fell rather tragically in love. Six years later, and working as rehabilitation coach at the Fidelius Ballett, Remus has long since contented himself with watching Sirius Black from side-stage.

    Only, when Sirius is injured mere weeks before his principal debut, Remus finds himself abruptly yanked from his place in the wings, and thrust centre stage, right into the star-bright spotlight of Sirius’ life.

    Remus doesn’t see it exactly, too enraptured as he is by Sirius’ face, but he hears it. A harsh pop! that echoes unbidden ghosts of pain in his mind, sends discordance clanging down every xylophone-rung of his spine, his entire skeleton reverberating with each chilling strike. Frozen, Remus watches as that face—that beautiful face—drops its grin, turns paper-white, and then Sirius is on the floor.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    In his deepest fantasies from months ago, Dan never imagined he’d be in this situation: his favorite YouTuber on top of him, looking at him through hooded eyelids, lips swollen, sexy even with faded Sharpie decorating his face.

     

    It's 2009, and Dan Howell is in his YouTube crush's bedroom to film a Q&A video. They can't keep their hands off each other, even with the cameras rolling.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    It’s late, really late, probably at this point approaching very early. The room is dark, except for the little nightlight that Phil’s never gotten rid of. His arms are full of Dan.

    (sleepy cuddles, circa october 2009)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    27 Jun 2026