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In This Myriad of Almosts by Strawberry_Blossoms69
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jun 2026
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The redhead glances down, and his throat goes dry. Dazai’s cock is huge. Like seriously, huge.
Suddenly, Chuuya feels lightheaded. He’s three parts drunk, two parts nauseous, and about five hundred thousand parts so goddamn horny he cannot think straight.
The alpha chuckles upon seeing Chuuya’s reaction but he’s clearly not unaffected either, out-of-breath as he is. “Of course my cock would be bigger than yours, Chuuya. Did you forget about basic biology we’ve been cramming since high school?”
“Of course not,” Chuuya huffs, yet he’s equally breathless. He knows his scent must be completely out of control and his body is producing slick like he’s in heat, but all he can think of is the fact Dazai’s hand is no longer moving on his cock.
“You’re a doctor, Chibi,” Dazai reminds. His mouth ghosts over Chuuya’s neck, his breath hot when he whispers, “You should know your body was made to receive, not to give.”
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An imperfect guide on what to do when you take comparing dick sizes with your rival too far and accidentally end up with an unplanned pregnancy.
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01 Jul 2026
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Hisoka and Illumi have been volleyball rivals at opposing colleges for what feels like forever. Hisoka can’t stand Illumi’s ruthless precision on the court, and Illumi finds almost everything about Hisoka generally irritating. But when Illumi decides to explore his newfound independence and transfer schools, they both come to realize just how much they mean to each other.
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- English
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- 51,530
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- 7/7
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22 Jun 2026
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Illumi discovers the wonders of human kindness. Sort of.
A one-shot that really, really got away from me.
Chapter 1 & 2 rated M.
Rated E after chapter 3.
Part 1: chapters 1-7
Part 2: chapters 8-12
COMPLETE!
See tags & author notes for trigger warnings.
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- Part 1 of The Boxverse
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- English
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- 54,887
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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22 Jun 2026
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When Illumi leaves the Zoldyck manor for a rickety old house occupied by Hisoka, Chrollo Lucilfer, and Chrollo's group of friends, he expects a hellish semester. However, the more he gets drawn into Hisoka's schemes, Chrollo's frustrations with a red-eyed boy in his class, and Machi's secret, he starts to realize hell might be where he came from, instead. College AU. Hisoillu, Kurokura, & some side ships.
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- English
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- 57,015
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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21 Jun 2026
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In the cut-throat world of business, the Zoldyck family is a major player. But behind the surface of their perfect visage, dark secrets simmer.
Ever since the divorce of his parents, Illumi has found his role in the family business diminished. Instead, his daily life is now monopolised by taking care of his siblings, all of whom have problems of their own.
To make things even more complicated, the re-emergence of a certain Hisoka Morrow promises to wreak havoc on everyone who crosses his path; including, of course, Illumi.
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21 Jun 2026
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Hisoka’s chest tingled ... Just before he opened the last door, he pulled Illumi close and kissed him on the mouth, marveling at how quickly Illumi folded against him, how soft he felt in his arms. “You’ll be the death of me,” Hisoka said, chest heaving.
Illumi pulled back, licked his lips, and said, very seriously, “That’s a distinct possibility.”
Hisoka Morow, a genius academic with a specialization in the modern occult, takes on a research assistant whose presence renders Hisoka's research a matter of life and death.
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- English
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- 73,575
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 325
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- 631
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- 15,044
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18 Jun 2026
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Illumi is rattled by Hisoka’s brush with mortality, creating unintended friction in their relationship. In order to smooth things out, he will need to explore his own psyche, join unexpected allies, and face off against enemies that lurk far closer than any of them knew. The future and convenience of his business arrangement depends on it.
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- Part 1 of Kintsugi
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- English
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- 111,556
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 568
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- 1,222
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16 Jun 2026
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“I’m going to miss this,” Hisoka repeated, fingers reacquainting themselves with the break of Illumi’s knees, rolling into the indents and curving up towards his thigh. Horror solidified in Illumi; this can’t be happening.
And then Hisoka smiled, all wide grin and parted teeth, “You’re looking at me like I killed your mother, darling.”
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15 Jun 2026
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Illumi’s getting married. Hisoka’s not happy. Gon is helpful.
Killua wonders why his life is like this.
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- English
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- 7/7
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- 104
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15 Jun 2026
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yet another selfish younger brother of illumi's has decided to leave home. kalluto is ever-polite in informing him that he will not be returning with him. that he is joining the ryodan. that illumi has to stand in front of their mother, again, and tell her he's failed to bring another one of her children back, knowing full well, he's going to get more than slapped this time.
it isn't fair, but no one wants to hear it from him.
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14 Jun 2026
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Illumi is dropped off at the doorstep of his and Hisoka's apartment after what should have been a routine visit to the Zoldyck Estate.
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- Part 4 of Everyday
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14 Jun 2026
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Lacrosse rivals and classmates, Hisoka and Illumi had never gotten along in their three years of boarding school. Things began to change when autumn of their senior year arrived.
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- English
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- 109,225
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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14 Jun 2026
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Recompense [ˈre-kəm-ˌpen(t)s]
1 : an equivalent for something done, suffered, or given : compensation
2 : to return in kind : requite
OR: What begins as a quiet evening in the kitchen leaves Illumi suspended between old wounds and the present, forcing Hisoka to coax him back.Bookmarked by rilsan
13 Jun 2026
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a dream in jeans and leather by okayantigone for hellopersephone
Fandoms: Hunter X Hunter
03 Mar 2019
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itching to claw out of his skin after a painfully frustrating family dinner, illumi reaches out to his old dom, hoping to get his fix there. instead, phinks directs him to the palace of heaven's other notorious floor dom.
and hisoka - well, there’s a part of him -a pretty big one – that’s found his newest little side-project, and it’s simply making sure that no one gets to play with illumi zoldyck, but him.
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06 Jun 2026
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“i am trying to understand. i am - but. my mother loved me, and i loved her, and i buried her, and i walked away, and i don’t even know the name of the village we lived in. but – “ hisoka closes his eyes. he has to remind himself to keep his voice low. his beloved does not deserve the shouting. “she doesn’t even love you, illu. she doesn’t even love you, and all she does is hurt you, and you go back every time and i don’t get it, i don’t understand, and i need you to explain it to me, because – because – “
"get out."
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hisoka, illumi, and the zoldyck tradition of violence.hisoillu week day1 - family/in-laws
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- Part 1 of Hisoillu Week 2021
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,445
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
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- 9
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- 329
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06 Jun 2026
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She wanted her sons to be swift and deadly, invulnerable to those who would harm them. By the time she sees her husband for what he really is, it’s too late for Illumi.
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- Part 2 of Drowning Lessons
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06 Jun 2026
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Illumi had never been one to question his fate. He always assumed he would become one of the finest assassins the world had ever seen. But his view of the world and everyone in it was shattered upon the realization that he was little more than a brainwashed puppet, a marionette that did whatever his parents told him to without fail. Despite all that, he would never be enough for them. Feeling lost and in need of answers, he turns to the one person he knows who is just as messed up as he is: Hisoka Morrow. However, Illumi's family does not take kindly to his sudden disappearance, and they will stop at nothing to get him back under their control.
This story contains a strong HisoIllu pairing. Check notes/additional tags for trigger warnings.
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06 Jun 2026
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"I got you." Hisoka nodded and licked his lips. "What did you say their name was?"
Bisky handed him the file, hands slightly shaking. Silver letters were embroidered on the black, shiny leather.
The Zoldyck family.
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Hisoka is a convicted serial killer who can only avoid death penalty by doing one thing: killing the heir of a dangerous vampire clan.- Language:
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06 Jun 2026
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Hisoka grinned against his ear. “You really are desperate, huh? Eldest of the Zoldyck children, deadly assassin, professional hunter—reduced to this. Covered in come, all but begging me to fuck you. You’re a mess.” Illumi’s breath was quickening. He was going to come again.
It was then that Hisoka said something he would immediately regret:
“What would your mother think if she saw you like this?”
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- Part 1 of Drowning Lessons
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,937
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 120
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- 267
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06 Jun 2026
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Making the decision had been hard enough, but living with the consequences would prove to be even harder.
Direct sequel to ‘An Open Secret’.
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- Part 2 of An Open Secret
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04 Jun 2026