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“I’m gonna die, Donghyun-ah. So please don’t leave—”
He’s desperate, pathetic, even. Dying of a nonexistent disease he refuses to name. He’s selfish and self-centered because he’s here at Donghyun’s sheets, head in his lap as he cries and cries and cries.
Donghyun’s hands came up to cradle his face, the gesture is quiet and heavy. “What do you mean?” he whispered, thumb drawing slow circles against Dongmin’s cheek. “Are you—are you sick too?”
He stared into Donghyun’s eyes because they’d been the place he’d learned to be honest, and now honesty felt like an unlatched gate. “I—I don’t know what it is, Donghyun-ah,” he said, voice small and breaking. “But it’s killing me.”
Or, Kim Donghyun has cancer. Han Dongmin is the one dying.
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infect me with your loving, fill me with your poison by heavafherne
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
24 Jan 2026
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“I know,” He smiles, yawning again. “Maybe it’s because you don’t want to fuck me?”
Dongmin rolls his eyes, but the idea lingers. He watches as Donghyun pinches his hair between his fingers, twirling each strand into a curl that keeps its shape for him to eventually have a clump of curly hair that isn’t as frizzy as the rest on his head. He studies Donghyun’s position again, still decently tousled, and hums.
”…I think you’re right.” He says. “I don’t want to fuck you.”
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Taesan suggests switching after their most recent stage performance.
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16 May 2026
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Leehan continued. “First of all, I warned you before saying it. And second, I think that’s just his way of getting closer to you. I’m pretty sure he thinks you’re in the same situation.”
Taesan looked horrified. “That’s impossible. I can’t believe it. He’d have to be an idiot to think that.”
And then it hit him like a train.
Jaehyun was an idiot. A massive one.
“Oh my god,” Taesan whispered.
Leehan looked far too amused. “Yep.”
Taesan has a realization about his longtime rival, and his already chaotic mind doesn’t handle it gracefully.
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Mystery Work
Part of don't
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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“If I let you fuck my girlfriend, you’re going to have to do it the right way, Jaehyun-ah.” Jungkook downs the rest of his whiskey, tipping his head back, throat bobbing.
A drop of sweat rolls down Jaehyun’s back, right between his shoulderblades. His next exhale is shakier than the last. He nods, maybe too eager.
(OR: Jaehyun's week of simping over Jungkook on social media actually amounts to something.)
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Mystery Work
Part of the rocket hangar
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“Look, Riwoo—suck on ketchup packets, use up your fancy perfume, eat a microplastic, it doesn’t matter. It’s not living if you don’t die a little, every once in a while.”
Or: Riwoo is convinced that maybe letting Sungho play with him the way a cat plays with a toy on a string is just the price that he has to pay for the clean laundry and home-cooked meals waiting for him at the end of every day.
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04 Apr 2026
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when the banter between two people claiming they’re just friends starts to feel like flirting
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“Excuse me, sir. You have to leave now.” Dongmin says, monotone and out of his customer-voice now that his work day is almost over. He pats the man’s shoulder twice, walking around the bench to look down at the book in his hands. “Sir?”
He looks up at Dongmin. Multiple drawings of fish scatter the open page. “Did you know that zebrafish can grow any of their limbs or body parts back if they need to? I went to look at their tank earlier, but you guys took them out. Did they die?”
“…Sir, it’s closing time.”
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Aquarium worker Taesan and the man who won’t stop coming to see the fish (until it’s to see Taesan instead).
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03 Apr 2026
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Jaehyun and Sungho's relationship through the member's eyes.
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Woonhak’s friends don’t believe he can get himself a date, so to prove them wrong, he asks the most insanely pretty person in their school. He didn’t think much about what he’d do if that fish-obsessed man said yes.
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27 Mar 2026
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Jaehyun and Leehan had nothing in common, only Han Taesan.
Jaehyun and Leehan weren't sexually attracted to each other, but to Han Taesan.
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24 Mar 2026
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Donghyun's fingers drift downwards to the threadbare hem of his shirt. "Sungho-hyung, are you mad at me?"
And that's just—right, so maybe this guy isn't as frail as he seems. Just what is he, to be able to be fortright to someone he's known for, what, five minutes at most, after knowing he hasn't exactly made a good impression? It makes Sungho feel—he's not sure, actually. Even more irritated at the levity? Envious at the self-assuredness? Curiosity as to how long he'll last? What would Sungho's life had been, if he had spoken every question he's ever had, he wonders.
Sungho could say Donghyun is his total opposite, but he doesn't know him well enough.
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10 Mar 2026
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There was a reason Dongmin was so hard to quit. It became more than just sex, and the more Sungho thinks about it, it started before then, too, with Dongmin’s pleading gaze boring holes into the side of his head. It began to fester when Dongmin came out to Sungho, bloomed when Sungho came out to Dongmin not long after. It grew so large and so quick, Sungho’s not sure how he missed it. The sex only made it worse, more obvious and dangerous. Sungho still can’t believe he let that happen. He can’t believe he’s letting it happen now.
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" well, what does that say ?
when you've accepted no one else
will see you clear like that ever again ? "
— black country new road , " laughing song "Bookmarked by sleepybc
22 Feb 2026
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yk the writing is ball when the angst bleeds into the sex because why the fuck am i tearing up while reading taesan getting his back blown out
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Taesan doesn’t like touch too much.
He doesn’t like deliberate, consistent contact with people. Skin-on-skin, lips brushing against each other, feeling the texture of someone’s clothes at the back of his hand. It all discomforts him, always has. There is no reason for it–not that he can infer–and most of the time, he isn’t bothered by it, either.
But he likes Jaehyun alot. Loves him.
And Jaehyun loves touch.
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About Taesan, Jaehyun, and their weird kind of normal relationship.
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03 Feb 2026
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He feels like a cat, soft-pawed and purring, rolling the figurative ball into Jaehyun’s court.
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02 Feb 2026
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"You know, I don't do things because I'm thinking about how much they'll piss you off," Dongmin says.
"Ha," Jaehyun says around his thumbnail. He hadn't even noticed bringing his fingers to his mouth. "I didn't think you thought of me much at all."
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02 Feb 2026
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i keep my jealousy close, 'cause it's all mine by badtztaz
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
19 Oct 2025
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Let’s take off the Taesan-colored glasses and reevaluate the current information— Woonhak is a computer science major who is constantly sociable, on top of his academics, has good fashion sense, confident, charming, hot, and can also play the drums. Taesan is many things but most of all he’s someone with high standards.
And underneath that goofy exterior, of course he knows his Woonhak is probably the most popular guy in his year— he wouldn’t expect anything less.
It’s just that Taesan is also someone who hasn’t ever learned to like sharing.
Or alternatively: A series of events where Han Taesan has to deal with the fact that other people do, in fact, want his cute boyfriend.
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- Part 1 of nobody puts baby in the corner
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02 Feb 2026
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Calling the shots was supposed to be a benefit, but sometimes it feels like a curse.
AKA Jaehyun teasing the hell out of freshly presented Woonhak while also doing exactly as his baby requests.
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01 Feb 2026
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loved the a/b/o dynamics so much my mouth is foaming
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Coincidence meets fate when Han Dongmin takes a glance to his right, and meets Kim Donghyun behind a puff of smoke on a street in Mangwon-dong.
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31 Jan 2026
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How foolish of Jaehyun to think that a man who had quite literally sucked his way up the corporate ladder was going to obey him.
Woonhak lived by his own rules and that very afternoon, he’d proved it. Reminded him exactly why he'd hired him.
Now, Jaehyun’s half-gone from overstimulation, hips twitching, shivering through the end of yet another disastrous after-hours mistake.
Woonhak laughs, low and breathless, zips up like nothing happened and smooths a palm over his ass with mock affection. As if he hasn’t just derailed Jaehyun’s entire sense of moral structure.
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26 Jan 2026