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Near wants to understand the Universe.
The universe in every sense.
The universe as in, the totality of all space, time, matter, and energy.
And the universe as in the omnipotent, conscious entity that orchestrates all of existence.
None of it is helpful though. None of it explains why this great, omnipotent force they dub The Universe has done what it has done to him.
Why, in a macrocosm of people and possibilities, is it Mello that he feels these feelings for? What evolutionary or cosmic or psychic justification is there behind that?
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- Part 2 of Wammy's House
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19 Jun 2026
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This work is a rewrite to the ending of Episode 29: Father. Most specifically, after the 14:34 part of the episode.
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06 Jun 2026
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“Do you want to feel it?”
The words broke through the haze in Matt’s mind. “Huh?”
“Do you want to feel it?” Mello repeated.
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Matt doesn't think erotic hypnosis is possible, Mello proves otherwise.
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26 Apr 2026
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"Tell me something."
"Anything?"
"No. Not anything."
"Then what?"
"Something you've never told anyone. Something you told yourself you'd take to your grave."It's their last night. They both know it. There's no other way this could end.
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23 Mar 2026
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Ide and Matsuda are forced to listen to Light and Takada all night, and Ide is given the opportunity to prove his romantic expertise.
(Matsuda goads Ide into kissing him)Bookmarked by squidish
13 Mar 2026
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Frodo and Sam are safely back to the Shire. Their relationship is ready to bloom, but Sam needs help learning how to do it. (Comic)
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01 Mar 2026
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Make no mistake, even if he isn’t planning to be on top, it’s still The Mello Show, and whatever he says goes.
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27 Feb 2026
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“Fuck,” Mello whispers. His hands shake against Near’s chest.
“Good boy,” Near repeats, experimental, smiling as he watches Mello’s eyes flutter shut again. “The very best.”
A small frown tugs at Mello’s lips. Near tries to kiss it away, but it lingers.
He still has work to do.
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18 Feb 2026
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If he were asked to pinpoint when the fantasy first formed, Mello would lie.
He might claim it was a recent development— that it came out of nowhere, all at once, for no apparent reason— or say he’d already been into it before he and Near started screwing. The truth, he fears, is slightly damning: the seeds of the fantasy seemed to take root in his mind the first time he ever fucked Near.
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27 Jan 2026
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Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.
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16 Jan 2026
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"You know," Near says, apropos of nothing, "they say that massaging your breast buds helps them grow faster."
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07 Jan 2026
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caught in your web by catboy_mettaton, JG_Piff
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Transformers: Beast Wars (Cartoon)
02 Nov 2025
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Near settled in, facing the wall made up of one giant screen. It was already open to LiveJournal, and in a few quick keystrokes she found herself back at the Transformers Kinkmeme, her favorite page for times like these.
Title: O my Lady
Fandom: Transformers: Beast Wars
Author: GJ_Fipp
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Blackarachnia and Silverbolt play a game.
Warnings: Bondage, poisonplay
Author’s notes: Written for my friend Dave!--
In which Near jerks off to transformers smut. Death Note Kinktober Day 7: Erotica
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02 Jan 2026
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In which Near attends the concert of her favourite Kpop idol, Misa-Misa of Love:NOTE.
She likes the bed. It’s got everything she or anyone else could want. Her phone. Her laptop. Several stuffed animals. A Lego kit, half-finished at the foot of the bed. A sleeve of ginger nuts sealed with an elastic band. Several bottles of water, one of which still has liquid in it. It’s a great place to be. She doesn’t often leave.
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Vampires Will Never Hurt You by tsukinousagi for neallo
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
25 Dec 2025
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In which Near allows the vampire Mello to feed.
Suddenly she’s very frightened. She’s not a brave person, and she is not accustomed to pain. But she’d come too far. And at any rate she barely has time for the terror to wash over her before Mello’s fangs are at her throat.
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30 Dec 2025
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“Is it okay if I call you Professor River?”
Near swallows again, his mouth producing saliva far too quickly for him to keep up. “Well–” he coughs quietly, clearing his throat to avoid his voice breaking. “Yes. I don't mind.”
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30 Oct 2025
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“If it means anything to you, I am glad you survived.”
Mello shook his head. “I just don’t get why. If I were you, I’d want me dead.”
There were so many reasons Near could have given. That Mello was brilliant and dedicated and passionate and fierce. That Mello was one of a kind, irreplaceable. That if Mello died, a void would open up in Near’s heart, one that could never be filled by another mortal soul; one that would slowly, surely kill him.
Instead, he kept his response simple.
“You told me you would be waiting for me at our destination,” he said. “It was only fair that you should live up to that promise.”
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25 Oct 2025
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Near asks for some assistance with his finances.
“I am bad at managing my money.”
Mello falters, setting down his mug of hot chocolate in favor of focusing on Near’s sudden desire for conversation. “Uh-huh. You make like one million dollars a month, Near. I’m sure you’re fine.”
Near shakes his head. “No. I am irresponsible with my income.”
Mello sighs. “Yeah, well it’s not like you’re in debt. Your bills are clearly getting paid.”
“And yet I still feel irresponsible."
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The door has only just shut behind them when Mello slams him against it, forcing the air from Near’s lungs in a painful wheeze. Hands fisted in white fabric, he gets right up in Near’s face. It is meant to be frightening, menacing, but more than anything Near finds it nostalgic, really.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” Mello hisses.
Near blinks, feigning innocence. “Visiting.”
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In which Near finds both Mello’s base and a suitable compromise.
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07 Oct 2025
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There is an unspoken rule in the league—in every league, in probably every goddamn social game on the planet—don't snitch. If someone's got a problem with you, it's with you, and snaking your team on them does far more harm than good in the long run.
"—Who tapped you? Who was it?"
"Don't worry about it," Light spits through a smile, plenty worried about it. He's spent enough time on the ice to know that a stick-tap is the hockey equivalent of pistols at dawn.
"…Was it Lawliet?"
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TL;DR I love hockey, and I love yaoi.
This is my magnum opus.Bookmarked by squidish
03 Oct 2025
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“I’ve never tried something like that,” Near says when Mello makes the suggestion. “I’m not sure whether I would enjoy it or not.”
If this were anyone else, Mello would write this claim off as a weird, bad lie, but for Near, this is perfectly plausible; in fact, his suspicion that it might be the case was part of what motivated him to bring it up. Introducing Near to new experiences is one of the more entertaining aspects of this job outside of the actual casework, and he spends more time than he’d care to admit thinking up different things Near might not have done before.
“You won’t know what you’re missing if you don’t give it a chance,” Mello says, stretching his legs out in front of him as he leans back against the desk. “You might really like it.”
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In which Near does something he never has before.
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29 Jul 2025