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light me up, i'm wasted in the dark by thisfeebleheart
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables (2012)
19 Aug 2025
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Grantaire hasn't even been home for five minutes when there's a knock on his door.
Actually, there are three knocks - hard, and loud, and demanding on his old apartment door.
He doesn't even have to open the door to know it's Enjolras. Figures. In the entire time Grantaire has known him, Enjolras has never once backed down from a confrontation. Of course, he doesn't back down from this one either.
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Eine Szene aus Leo und Adams Leben - wortwörtlich.
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Leo wollte sich eigentlich länger Zeit lassen und Adams Körper ausgiebig mit seinen Händen erkunden, aber das war beinahe unmöglich. Er hörte nur noch Adams Stöhnen, schmeckte nur noch Adams Haut auf seiner Zunge. Um ihn herum war nur noch Adam. Alles andere nahm er nicht mehr wahr.
Bis ein erneuter Donnerschlag sie zusammenzucken ließ.
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So war Leo eben. Da er sowieso nichts Besseres zu tun hatte, konnte er genauso gut noch ein bisschen arbeiten.
Zumindest war das bisher so gewesen.
Seit einigen Wochen hatte er nämlich Besseres zu tun. Und dieses Bessere stand nun gerade hinter ihm und legte ihm vorsichtig eine Hand auf die Schulter.
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Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.
He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.
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11 Jul 2026
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”Just a few months,” he heard himself say, haltingly.
Ilya’s eyes sparkled. ”Yes.”
”And you will behave, Rozanov.”
”I always behave, Hollander.” He shoved at Ilya’s shoulder at this. Ilya caught his wrist and held on. He was grinning. ”It’s going to be fine. No big deal, yes?”
No big deal. Right. ”Just to get Hayden to leave me alone,” Shane muttered. Ilya nodded but didn’t make a comment about Hayden this time, which Shane appreciated, actually. And then he said, ”Fine, you’ll win your stupid bet,” and twisted his wrist out of Ilya’s grip. ”Let’s try.”
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09 Jul 2026
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Shane goes back to his hotel after leaving Ilya's house, and he immediately spits up a flower petal.
Within a week, he has his mother schedule the surgery.
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09 Jul 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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07 Jul 2026
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When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.
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05 Jul 2026