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  1. Rec 89

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    Jungwon’s body is failing him. Jay’s life was never his to begin with.
    One is running out of time. The other doesn’t know what to do with his.

    They were never supposed to cross paths. But when an underground fight club collides their worlds, the lines between them start to blur. And nothing about it is fair, or safe, or simple.

    One fights to feel in control. The other, to escape his own shadow. What starts as blackmail turns into a quiet tug-of-war, of power, of guilt, of attention, of care that feels too close to weakness. And in the middle of it all: two teenage boys, caught between denial and inevitability, trying to make sense of themselves, of each other, and the time they don’t have.

    Or:

    Love doesn’t wait until you’re ready. Neither does time.

    06.26.25 — 12.27.25

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    English
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    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
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    621
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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i have barely even started this and i’m bookmarking already cuz bc i can already feel the impact this fic is gonna have on me

    update: i was 100% right. i’ve never cried for a story more than this one. this story genuinely is LIFE-CHANGING. i’m deadahh serious this time when i say this is the BEST story i’ve ever read. i’m too in awe to even think about a witty remark rn.

  2. Rec 35

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    For as long as Jungwon could remember, Jay was the big brother he'd never asked for, but couldn't live without.

    The one who cooked him breakfast every morning, who gave him rides home from school when he needed it, who let Jungwon crawl into his bed at night if he had a bad dream.

    Jay was his BROTHER, even if they weren't blood related.

    His rock, an immovable presence in his life.

    Jungwon only ever viewed him as that.

    Really!

    At least, until the day he accidentally walked in on Jay bending someone over in his bed.

    Suddenly, Jungwon couldn't get the image of it out of his head.

    Something changed.

    Something irreversible.

    And suddenly, maybe being a brother wasn't enough anymore.

    (There was no one closer to Jay than Jungwon, and he'd do just about anything to keep it that way. Jay may or may not be just as insane. Great minds think alike, right?)

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    3/4
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    255
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    35
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    13 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the gates of hell r looking more and more welcoming to me…

  3. Rec 27

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    He just can’t settle down, no matter how hard he’s tried tiring himself out, and that leaves the only solution he has to every situation that’s felt unconquerable.

    Getting his way with Jay hyung.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    146
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    27
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    12 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this sent me into my rut

  4. Rec 52

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    Jungwon isn't sure what's going to push him into his grave first.

    There's his declining grades, his painfully empty wallet...

    Or the creep who keeps following him home.

    Maybe it'll be all three.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    53,806
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    184
    Kudos:
    307
    Bookmarks:
    52
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    5,183

    10 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i think i have undiagnosed insanity bc i love fics like this too much… but no therapy could save me from my obsession with this fic anyway

  5. Rec 44

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    Jungwon’s boyfriend is an asshole. He can’t see it, but Jay can.

    Jay would never treat him like that. He’d never hurt him like that. Jay’s not the bad guy here. He’s not.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    229
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    44
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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i’m a psychologist’s most wanted patient atp 😔✌️