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    Not for the first time, Illuga thinks there must be something wrong with him. Maybe he’s been possessed by the Wild Hunt. Maybe the kuuvahki is finally getting to him; one too many mandragoras, or something like that.

    Either way, there has to be a reason. Why else would Illuga keep letting Lohen into his bed? Why else would Illuga allow Lohen to use his body again and again, leaving Illuga with bruised skin, aching bones, and a weary heart?

    ‘Friends with benefits’ is a phrase he’s heard before, and it makes sense. The life of a Lightkeeper can be cold and lonely, so it’s only natural to seek warmth and comfort from another. But Illuga never expected to find himself in such an arrangement, if what they have can even be called that. Lohen’s rough treatment offers no benefits, and they certainly aren’t friends. Illuga doesn’t even like him.

    This can’t possibly be what Flins had in mind when he suggested that Illuga take up a new hobby.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Varka's mouth curves slightly. His finger traces another slow circle against the glass, deliberate now, no pretense left in it. The flame trembles under the motion.
    “I won’t lie,” he says, voice low, easy in a way that isn’t entirely innocent anymore, “I have a lot of questions. I thought this was me showing restraint.”
    “Restraint,” Flins repeats, unbelieving – but there’s a strain threading through it now, subtle, tightening. “If that’s what you call it.”
    Varka’s thumb drifts higher along the curve, unhurried, testing the reaction again, watching it closely. “And what would unrestrained look like?”

    Varka and Flins are supposed to be watching for the Wild Hunt. Instead, they watch each other.

    or, Varka is curious about Flins's true form.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    He froze nearly at the top when he looked up and found cold teal eyes narrowed at him, pinning him in place. Whether Dan Feng had been tapping into the wards or his senses were just enhanced to an absurd degree right now he didn't know, and it didn't really matter.

    "Gege," he said, swallowing.

    "You shouldn't be here, Dan Heng," Dan Feng said, his voice tight and with a growl in it that was impossible to ignore.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Lohen leaves for a military campaign and they exchange letters with Illuga. It's sad and sometimes not and then sad again

    There are so many empty rooms I had to learn to pass by, but there is only this much endurance in one person. I don’t think I have any more left, you know? I can’t even write this letter in one sitting. Every few words I have to look up and force myself to stop tearing up so much because right now I don’t know if that letter still has someone to arrive to.

    I hope you’re reading this. And that you think how stupid I was for losing faith in you. I’d gladly be stupid. I never wanted anything more than that.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Dottore enjoyed the perks of pretending to be an Omega. With his status as Harbinger, he could avoid the downsides and enjoy all the benefits. The element of surprise, Alphas who thought of themselves as righteous protectors, the list went on. It was all terribly useful.

    But when Pantalone, ever-pining, finally pursued him, Dottore found himself at a stalemate. Would Pantalone lose his affection upon finding not a sweet Omega in his bed, but a Beta?

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    13 Jun 2026