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The river was not what she had expected.
She had imagined something navigable — a current, cold, fast, manageable. What she got was something that had been moving through underground stone for longer than the city above it had existed and had developed opinions about it. The moment they dropped into the channel beyond the vines the current took them completely, not as a suggestion but as a fact, and the walls of the underground passage rushed past on either side in near darkness while the water moved with the particular violence of something that had been compressed into a narrow space and was very interested in getting out of it.
Katara grabbed Yue's arm the instant she felt her lose her footing.
She kept hold of her.
This turned out to have consequences.
Because Yue was not a small person and the current had no interest in keeping either of them upright, and what Katara had intended as a steadying grip became instead a mutual tumbling through churning black water in the dark, Yue's weight pulling her under every time the current rolled them and Katara pulling back up every time she found the surface, neither of them able to do much more than hold on and try to keep their heads above water long enough to take a breath before the next section of rapids dragged them under again.
She swallowed water twice.
The third time she went under she came up gasping with her lungs burning and Yue's arm still locked in hers and the channel walls widening suddenly around them as the underground passage opened and the current slowed and the light returned — pale and grey and arctic and the most beautiful thing she had seen in the last several minutes — and then the river deposited them both into a shallow pool at the base of a snow-covered bank and stopped.
Katara lay on her back in six inches of water and breathed.
Just breathed.
In and out and in and out and the sky above her was white with cloud cover and the trees around the bank were dark and dense and the city was nowhere visible from here, which meant they had come further than she'd realized, which meant the river had been moving considerably faster than it had felt like from inside it.
Beside her Yue sat up slowly from the shallows, her white hair plastered entirely flat against her face and her dress waterlogged beyond any remaining dignity, and looked around the bank with the particular expression of someone who had just survived something and was doing a careful inventory of their remaining parts.
Neither of them spoke for a moment.
Then Katara sat up.
The cold hit immediately — the particular arctic cold of wet clothing in open air, the kind that moved from discomfort into something more urgent within minutes, already working its way through every layer she had. Beside her she could see Yue shivering, the fine tremors moving through her shoulders and her hands where they rested in the shallow water.
"Up," Katara said, and got to her feet and pulled Yue up after her by the arm and they waded out of the shallows onto the bank, boots sinking into snow that came to their ankles.
The forest around them was dense and dark and absolutely silent.
The Arctic treeline stretched in both directions, black trunks against white snow, branches heavy with ice that caught what little light existed in the overcast morning and held it. The city was invisible from here — the walls, the smoke, the sounds of the assault all swallowed by the trees and the distance, reduced to a faint orange glow at the horizon that could have been sunrise if she didn't know what it actually was.
Yue looked at the glow. Then at the treeline. Then at Katara.
"We're approximately twenty minutes from the city walls," she said, her voice steady despite the shivering, in the tone of someone delivering a report. "If we run, ten."
Katara nodded and was already reaching up to check the bow across her back — still there, string waterlogged but intact — when the sound came.
A single snap.
One twig, somewhere in the trees to their left, with the particular quality of weight applied to it deliberately rather than fallen debris or wind. The specific sound of something moving through underbrush and not entirely bothering to be quiet about it.
Katara had the arrow notched and drawn and aimed into the dark space between the trees before the echo of the snap had finished, her feet already shifted into a stable stance, her eyes moving through the shadows between the trunks and finding nothing, finding nothing, finding—
It came from the right.
Not the left. It had always been coming from the right and the snap had been a distraction or simply a coincidence and it didn't matter because it was here now, dark and enormous and moving through the snow at a speed that had no business belonging to something that large, a wolf the color of the shadows it had just come out of, and it was already in the air.
The wolf hit Yue before Katara could move.
It came in low and fast and its front paws caught Yue across the chest and drove her backward into the snow, and the sound Yue made was not a scream — something shorter and more surprised than that, the involuntary sound of impact — and then the wolf's head came down and its claws raked across her face in a single fast motion that left three dark lines from cheekbone to jaw.
Katara dropped her bow and grabbed the wolf by the scruff with both hands and pulled.
She had not thought about it. There was nothing to think — just the animal on top of Yue and her hands finding the place at the back of its neck where the fur was thickest and yanking with everything she had, and the wolf came off Yue and came back at her in the same motion, two hundred pounds of it swinging toward her before she had fully found her footing, and then she was on her back in the snow with it on top of her.
Its teeth were inches from her face.
She could feel its breath — hot and wet against her cheek, the particular sour warmth of a predator's mouth — and its weight was enormous across her chest, pressing the air out of her, and she had both hands locked around its throat holding it away from her face with every remaining piece of her strength while its legs scrambled against her sides and its head drove forward in short brutal surges against the resistance of her grip.
Her arms were shaking.
She locked her jaw and pushed and pushed and felt herself losing the distance between its teeth and her face one incremental fraction at a time.
Then the wolf yelped.
One sharp sound, high and sudden, and the scrambling of its legs changed quality entirely — no longer attacking, simply trying to get away — and the weight of it shifted and then it was gone, off her, crashing back through the underbrush in the direction it had come from, and the forest was quiet.
Katara lay in the snow and breathed.
Her arms were still extended above her, hands still curved in the grip they had been holding, shaking with the release of the effort.
She lowered them slowly and looked up.
Yue stood over her with one of Katara's fallen arrows in her hand, the tip dark, her chest heaving and three lines of red across her cheekbone and jaw and her expression carrying the wide-eyed quality of someone who had just done something they had never done before and was still feeling the reverb of it in their hands.
They looked at each other.
"Thank you," Katara said.
Yue breathed out. "You're welcome." A pause. She looked at the arrow in her hand and then set it down carefully in the snow beside Katara. "...Ka?" The name came out uncertain, incomplete, as though she had started it and then remembered she didn't quite have the full shape of it yet.
Katara sat up.
Her hair had come entirely loose during the fight — not loosened, not partially free, but completely undone, falling around her face and shoulders in dark wet strands with no braid remaining and no beads, just her hair the way it existed when there was nothing left to hold it. She pushed it back from her face and looked at Yue.
"Katara," she said. "My mother named me."
Yue looked at her. Something in her expression settled — receiving the name the way she received most things, fully and without making a performance of it. "She has taste." A beat. Then, carefully, in the tone of someone asking something real — "Does your mother know. That you are the Southern Wolf."
Katara was quiet for a moment.
"She's why I became it," she said. "She was murdered by the Fire Nation."
The forest held this.
Yue looked at her with the particular stillness she carried when something had landed on her that she intended to carry with care. "I'm sorry," she said simply. Then — "She is with the spirits now."
Katara nodded once. Her hand moved without decision to the outside of her collar, pressing briefly against the shape of the necklace beneath the wet fabric. Then she got to her feet.
She was limping. The wolf had caught her left side going down and something in her calf had taken the impact wrong, not broken but unhappy about it, and the walk through the snow made it known with every step. She didn't mention it. She picked up her bow and started moving through the treeline in the direction of the distant orange glow.
Yue fell in beside her.
They walked for a moment in the quiet of the arctic forest, both of them still catching their breath, steam rising from their wet clothes in the cold air, the snow muffling their footsteps into something almost gentle.
"My father knows," Katara said. "My father is Chief Hakoda."
Yue went very still mid-step.
Then she turned and looked at Katara with both eyes wide and something breaking across her composed face that was unmistakably a smile — sudden and genuine and entirely unplanned, arriving before she could do anything about it.
"We are more similar than I thought," she said.
Katara looked at her sideways. "Very." A pause. "It was a little trippy the first night here. Which is why I had too much of your northern liquor."
Yue laughed. A real one — short and surprised and immediately covered by her hand, the laugh of someone who had not expected to be doing that right now and was doing it anyway. "Katara," she said, trying the name properly this time, the full shape of it. "Daughter of the Chief of the Southern Water Tribe."
"My soldiers know I'm a woman," Katara said. "It's no secret to them. Just a secret here." She glanced at Yue briefly. "You know how our people are."
Yue's smile faded into something quieter and more honest. She nodded. "Yes," she said. "I know exactly how our people are."
They walked.
The trees thinned slightly ahead of them and the glow at the horizon had grown more defined, the sounds of the city beginning to filter through the forest — distant, but present.
"Do you think," Yue said, after a while, "that your mother would support you. The way your father does."
Katara didn't hesitate.
She thought about her mother's face — not the last memory of it, not the one that had lived in her chest since she was eight years old, but the earlier ones, the ones that were still warm. Her mother's hands. Her voice. The particular way she had looked at Katara sometimes, like she was seeing something in her that the rest of the world hadn't noticed yet.
She smiled. Her hand found the necklace again through the wet fabric.
"Without a doubt," she said.
Then the steel pressed against her throat.
Cold. Precise. The flat of a blade finding the exact place between her jaw and her collarbone with the practiced accuracy of someone who had done this before, who knew where the blade needed to be to make a person stop moving. Katara stopped moving. Beside her she heard Yue's sharp intake of breath.
Every hair on her body stood up.
Not from the blade.
From the voice.
"There you are."
The world went very quiet.
She knew that voice the way she knew very few things in her life — not from memory but from somewhere deeper than memory, the place where eight-year-old terror lived and had never fully left. Yon Rha. She had last heard that voice months ago, had last felt the particular horror of being within reach of him months ago, had carried the memory of his hands around her throat every day since like a wound that wouldn't close.
He was behind her.
His blade was at her throat.
Her hand closed around the knife at her waist.
She kicked back.
Her heel connected with his knee with everything she had and the blade nicked her jaw as his grip broke — a bright thin line of pain she barely registered — and then she was turning and driving her shoulder into his chest and they went down together into the snow and the forest and she was on top of him and the whole world narrowed to this.
He was bigger than she remembered.
Or she had been smaller the last time.
She didn't have time to think about which. He got an arm free and the hilt of his knife caught her across the side of the head and she saw white and rolled off him and came back up already moving because staying down with Yon Rha was not an option she was willing to take. He was on his feet before she had fully found hers, and then they were circling each other in the small space between the trees with the snow compressing under their boots and Yue somewhere behind her — she couldn't look, couldn't take her eyes off him for a second.
He lunged.
She got her knife up in time to redirect rather than block — no strength contest, just angle, the way she'd learned — and his blade slid past her hip and she turned with it and cut upward and caught his shoulder. He made a sound. Not pain exactly — more like acknowledgment, the sound of someone who had been here before and had simply noted the information.
He swung back immediately.
She got away from the center of it but the tip of his knife found her thigh and she cried out — involuntary, sharp, the specific bright pain of a blade finding muscle — and her leg buckled for half a second before she locked it and kept her feet and slashed at his knife arm and opened his forearm and he pulled back.
They breathed at each other across the snow.
Both bleeding now. Both standing.
"You've gotten better," he said.
She said nothing. She didn't have words for this. She had imagined this moment more times than she could count, had planned it, had rehearsed versions of it in the back of her mind over months and years, and now that it was here she had nothing left except the specific clean focus of someone who intended to finish it.
She went at him.
They went to the ground again — harder this time, neither of them with the advantage, trading it back and forth in the snow with neither able to hold it long enough to matter, and somewhere in the third exchange her knife went one way and his went another and then it was just the two of them, hands and elbows and weight, and the snow coming up around them with every roll.
He got on top.
His hands found her throat.
She felt the pressure of it and felt her whole body remember the last time — the bruises that had taken three weeks to fully fade, the particular helplessness of it, the way breathing became a managed emergency — and something cold and animal moved through her that had nothing to do with strategy and everything to do with survival.
She clawed at his hands. Got a thumb under one and pulled and gained half an inch of air and lost it again. Her vision was beginning to do the thing it did when the blood wasn't getting where it needed to go — edges darkening, the trees above her going soft. She could hear her own pulse.
She could hear Yue.
Not words. Just movement — the sound of someone who had been paralyzed by something and had made a decision about it, boots in the snow, getting closer. Yon Rha heard it too and his head turned fractionally toward the sound and his grip shifted one small degree and Katara used every fraction of that degree and bridged hard, throwing her hips upward, and got out from under him.
She rolled and gasped and got her hands and knees under her and pulled air into her lungs in great heaving gulps while the stars in her vision cleared.
Yue had stopped.
Yon Rha looked at her from where he knelt in the snow — at the princess, at her white hair and her court dress and the scratch across her face from the wolf — with the particular flat assessment of someone who had decided she was not a significant threat and was about to make her understand that.
He took one step toward her.
Katara launched herself at his back.
"Run."
She said it over her shoulder without looking away from Yon Rha, her voice coming out rough from the damage already done to her throat. "Yue. Go. Now."
She heard Yue's boots in the snow — hesitating for one second, just one — and then running, the sound of them getting smaller and then gone, swallowed by the trees.
Good.
Yon Rha looked at her.
She looked back at him.
They went at each other again and it was worse this time — her thigh bleeding through her pants and her throat already starting to swell and the cold making her fingers slow in ways she couldn't fully compensate for. She got hits in. She knew she did. She felt them land and felt him absorb them with the particular tolerance of a man who had been absorbing hits for thirty years and had learned to treat them as information rather than setbacks. He was not better than her because he was stronger, though he was. He was better than her because he had been doing this since before she was born, and that gap did not close in a single fight no matter how much she had learned since the last one.
He got her against a tree.
His forearm came across her chest and his hand found her throat again and the bark bit into her back through the wet cloak and the world began its familiar retreat — edges softening, the cold of the air becoming distant, the sounds of the forest going flat and muffled the way they did when the body was starting to make decisions about what still mattered.
She thrashed. Both hands clawing at his wrist, her boots finding his shins, her whole body refusing even as the refusing got slower.
Then he smiled.
Up close his face was the same face it had been when she was eight years old — older now, harder, but the same. She had been eight years old and she had watched this face give an order and she had watched what happened after the order was given and she had been carrying it in her chest every day since like a coal that never fully went cold.
"I know you," he said.
His voice was almost pleasant.
"Little Southern Water Tribe girl."
She gritted her teeth. Her hands were still at his wrist. Still pulling. "You killed my mother," she said, and her voice came out broken and shaking and completely certain, the voice of someone who had been waiting to say those four words to this specific face since she was eight years old standing in the snow outside her village watching something she could not stop.
Yon Rha looked at her with the flat eyes of someone for whom that information had never cost him anything and was not going to start now.
"With much pleasure," he said.
His thumb pressed harder.
"And it will be my equal pleasure to kill her offspring." Something moved through his expression that was worse than cruelty because it was comfortable — the ease of someone who had done this many times and felt entirely entitled to do it again. "It's nice to see you."
The edges of her vision had gone dark.
She felt her hands slowing on his wrist.
She turned her head the fraction she could and opened her mouth and bit down on his nose with everything she had left.
He screamed.
His grip convulsed rather than released — tightened for one terrible second before shock overrode it — and she tasted blood and kept her jaw locked and felt him try to pull back and went with him, refusing to let go, and then the grip broke entirely and she fell back against the tree gasping.
He had his hand over his face.
She was still against the tree.
Neither of them had much left.
He straightened and looked at her through the hand covering his nose and his eyes had lost the comfortable quality entirely — something rawer there now, something that recognized it had underestimated something and intended to correct that — and he stepped toward her.
She couldn't move fast enough.
His hand found her throat a third time and this time there was nothing academic about it — just weight and pressure and the specific intention of someone who had decided to finish it, and she thrashed and thrashed and her vision went dark at the edges and then darker and she could feel her hands getting slow and she thrashed anyway because she was not going to stop, she was never going to stop, she was going to be thrashing when the last—
Something exploded out of the trees.
Dark. Enormous. Fast.
It hit Yon Rha from the side with the full force of an animal that had been moving through the underbrush at speed and had decided on its target well before it arrived, and the sound of the impact was immediate and total and his grip left her throat so suddenly that she slid down the tree and sat in the snow at its base and simply existed for a moment, breathing, just breathing, the air coming back into her lungs in raw painful surges.
Yon Rha screamed.
Then the screaming stopped.
Katara sat in the snow and breathed and did not look immediately because her body had not yet finished negotiating with the fact that it was still alive and had not gotten to the part where it was ready to look at things. She breathed in and out and the cold air moved through her and her throat ached and her thigh ached and her jaw ached and she was alive.
She looked.
The wolf stood over Yon Rha.
The same wolf. The dark fur, the size of it — she recognized the shape and the movement even before she recognized anything else. It had come back. The arrow Yue had driven into its back had not killed it, had apparently not been enough to end what the wolf had decided about the situation, and it had come back through the trees while she was losing and it had made a decision of its own.
Yon Rha was not moving.
The wolf raised its head and looked at her.
Just looked.
Its muzzle was dark with blood. Its side moved with heavy labored breathing, the wound still there, still costing it. It stood over what it had done and it looked at her across the snow of the arctic forest with eyes that caught the grey light and held it, and it did not move toward her and it did not look away.
Katara looked back at it.
Her mouth was bloody from his nose. Her throat was bruised and swelling and her thigh was bleeding into the snow beneath her and her hair lay loose and wild around her face and she sat at the base of a tree in the forest outside a burning city and looked at the wolf that had just saved her life and felt, somewhere underneath the shock and the cold and the particular hollowness that followed violence, something she didn't immediately have a name for.
The wolf blinked.
Then it turned, slowly, and moved back into the trees, and the dark line of its body disappeared between the trunks until there was only forest and snow and silence where it had been.
A branch moved to her left.
Yue stepped out from behind a snow-heavy bush with her white hair loose around her face and the scratch from the wolf dark across her cheek and her pale eyes moving over the scene in front of her with the expression of someone making themselves look at something they needed to understand.
She looked at Yon Rha.
She looked at Katara.
"Who—" she started.
"He killed my mother," Katara said.
The words came out quiet and flat and complete, landing in the silent forest between them like something that had been waiting a very long time to be said in the open air rather than carried inside.
Nothing else needed to follow them.
Yue stood in the snow and said nothing and looked at Katara — bloodied and breathing and alive, her hair loose around her shoulders, the necklace visible now at her throat where the cloak had been pulled askew in the fight — and the forest was very quiet around them both.
The Southern Wolf.
Sitting in the snow where the other wolf had been.
Both of them bloody.
Both of them still here.