AxelTHG



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    “What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”

    “And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”

    or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Dean's never had faith. That's always been Sammy. But he thinks if there were ever a time for divine intervention, it would be now. Gazing up at the few stars that aren't occluded by the haze and light pollution, he feels fucking stupid when he opens his mouth to speak.

    "God, if you're out there," he says, "I don't know what to do. I... I don't have anybody left. I need some help. God, man, just give me a sign."

    Closing his eyes, he sits there. He can hear far off sounds of traffic and the whistle of the wind, but not much else. He thinks he catches a distant fluttering of wings, but there's no reply. Not that he really expected one.

    (S1/S2 Rewrite) After Sam refuses to help Dean find their father, Dean prays for guidance. He doesn't expect to find it in an awkward, amnesiac angel, but at least he's easy on the eyes.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Another “Cas comes back” fic. Because I believe in happy endings (even if you have to wade through pools of angst to get there).

    “We wouldn’t trade you for the world, Cas. And I know you’re into all the self-sacrificing bullshit, but maybe it’s time to just settle down and let people—” he almost says love “—care about you.”

    New chapter every Friday!

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Soon enough Dean will be dropping her off with her mom in Nevada and he’ll never have to take care of a pup ever again.

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    Badass Omega!Dean and kickass pup Claire on the road. Shit happens, including the arrival of an awkward alpha doctor Castiel, and it's all... great.

    (They're gonna kill a lot of bad people and then get a happily ever after.)

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    05 Jul 2026