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As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.
What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
(It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)
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- Part 1 of talk
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13 Jul 2026
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“What else was I supposed to say, Sam?” Dean asks him. “I’m not...look, Cas is my best friend, and I care about him. That’s it.”
“And you renovated a house for him,” Sam continues. “And live with him.”
or: a year in the life, in which it takes some time, but they figure it out
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- 103,254
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- 13/13
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11 Jul 2026
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Dean's never had faith. That's always been Sammy. But he thinks if there were ever a time for divine intervention, it would be now. Gazing up at the few stars that aren't occluded by the haze and light pollution, he feels fucking stupid when he opens his mouth to speak.
"God, if you're out there," he says, "I don't know what to do. I... I don't have anybody left. I need some help. God, man, just give me a sign."
Closing his eyes, he sits there. He can hear far off sounds of traffic and the whistle of the wind, but not much else. He thinks he catches a distant fluttering of wings, but there's no reply. Not that he really expected one.
(S1/S2 Rewrite) After Sam refuses to help Dean find their father, Dean prays for guidance. He doesn't expect to find it in an awkward, amnesiac angel, but at least he's easy on the eyes.
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- Part 1 of both sides now
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- English
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- 136,431
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- 22/25
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10 Jul 2026
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Another “Cas comes back” fic. Because I believe in happy endings (even if you have to wade through pools of angst to get there).
“We wouldn’t trade you for the world, Cas. And I know you’re into all the self-sacrificing bullshit, but maybe it’s time to just settle down and let people—” he almost says love “—care about you.”
New chapter every Friday!
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06 Jul 2026
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Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
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- Part 1 of The World to Come
- Language:
- English
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- 383,089
- Chapters:
- 70/70
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05 Jul 2026
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Soon enough Dean will be dropping her off with her mom in Nevada and he’ll never have to take care of a pup ever again.
Or!
Badass Omega!Dean and kickass pup Claire on the road. Shit happens, including the arrival of an awkward alpha doctor Castiel, and it's all... great.
(They're gonna kill a lot of bad people and then get a happily ever after.)
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05 Jul 2026
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What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
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- English
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- 97,556
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- 12/?
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05 Jul 2026
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the seed (freshman year) by parkrstark
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Fantastic Four (Movies 2005-2007)
30 Jun 2026
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Peter Parker thought the hardest part of his life was already behind him.
He was wrong.
Freshman year is louder, heavier, and lonelier than he expected. No matter how hard he tries, he can’t seem to find where he fits.
Then Johnny crashes into his life—confident, bright, and everything Peter isn’t.
Peter doesn’t know what to do with that...or anything else around him.
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- Part 13 of Instant Family
- Part 1 of Peter's High School Years (Instant Family)
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04 Jul 2026
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He looked around, and although bleeding out he still had some faint consciousness. He could hear someone calling out to him, it wasn't Tara. Not this time, maybe he would be free, someone was going to save him. Although he was doubtful he tried to hold onto that hope, the voice getting louder and louder. Now paired with a banging noise, he looked around as best he could.
aka Theo Raeken dealing with the aftermath of being the dread doctors creation and coming back from hell. Tara has never left his mind and everything has seemingly gotten worse, but at least he has a blue eyed beta on his side.
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- English
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- 165,150
- Chapters:
- 30/30
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03 Jul 2026
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
Spotify playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
- Language:
- English
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- 526,969
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- 188/188
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02 Jul 2026
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Four years after the Battle of Hogwarts, Draco Malfoy turns up on Harry's doorstep.
UPDATE JULY 2023! - This story is in the process of being re-written to rectify certain parts. Hang tight! A new version will be coming soon!
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- English
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- 87,463
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- 18/18
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- 447
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01 Jul 2026
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Potter and Malfoy's Guide to the Internet by Bitui_n
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Nov 2025
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Harry and Draco are tasked with creating a YouTube channel for Muggle Studies; shennanagins ensue when the internet falls in love with their hilarious rivalry.
Draco: Potter, what is a 'Drarry'?
Harry: I have no idea, where did you hear that?
Draco: Our minions-
Harry: Followers
Draco: -keep commenting itIn a world where Voldemort was never resurrected, Harry Potter still goes through life facing trolls and horrible relatives because in no universe can the Boy-Who-Lived avoid trouble. Despite attempts at revenge by the leaderless Death Eaters, Harry is in his seventh and final year at Hogwarts with high hopes for a calm and relaxing send-off. Unfortunately for our beloved hero, however, fate just loves fucking with him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 154,182
- Chapters:
- 15/20
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- 25
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- 6,158
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30 Jun 2026
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you and i could never be friends (do you love me now?) by myohmoony
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jun 2026
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In 2006, the Hollander family billeted a player to the Ottawa 67s - Ilya Rozanov, a 15 year old Russian Bostonian with a hockey talent to rival Shane's.
Years later, they’d once again share a team, and a home: Boston College.“Why did you choose to come here? It’s not like you couldn’t have gone anywhere else.”
Shane remembered his surprise at Ilya’s commitment. The calm of Boston College didn’t exactly fit Ilya’s predisposition.
Ilya looked thoughtful for a second, underneath the tumult on his face. “Other than the obvious? I don’t know. I think I just felt like this place was where I was meant to go.”
Shane understood that. After all, he’d felt the same way.
Ilya gently nudged him with his elbow. "Now you. Why are you here, Canadian boy?”
The corner of Shane’s lip raised, and he shrugged. “I wanted to be more than hockey. At least, for a little while longer.”
Ilya’s eyes locked on him, and a small smile reset the lines of Ilya’s face. “You couldn’t have done that in Canada?”
Shane shrugged again. “Sure, but Canada didn’t have you.”
Ilya looked down at the ground, and didn’t look back up as he spoke.
“The NHL didn’t have you.”- Language:
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- 369,438
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- 41/41
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29 Jun 2026
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the space between us by noisehues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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When the Hollander family trip to Moscow comes to an end, 8-year-old Shane swears he's never going to see Ilya again. He parts from his summer friend with a heavy heart and the certainty that that's the end of their budding friendship.
Over a decade later, Ilya walks into his life again, all grown and handsome; his thick accent is a hint, but what gives his identity away is the bracelet tied around his wrist. There should be no reason for Ilya to be in Montreal, and yet here he is.
Shane takes a deep breath and reintroduces himself, completely unaware of the whirlwind Ilya is about to take him in.
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22 Jun 2026
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Ilya stared at her for a long moment. Yuna studied his face to try and figure out if he understood her, but this almost six year old already knew how to hide his emotions on his face better than most adults she knew.
“Okey,” Ilya said and then he turned to face away from her.
Yuna decided that was enough for today. Shane returned and Yuna watched as Ilya’s mask broke when he saw Shane. Ilya was smiling at Shane like he was the only star in Ilya’s sky.
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Ilya and Shane meet on the first day of kindergarden. Yuna feels motherly towards her son's new friend.
-A story of found family and Ilya getting to find them so much sooner.
Chapters 1-5 Edited by Sekai94z
Chapter 6-? Edited by CrazynkaAlso being translated into Russian: https://ficbook.net/readfic/019ea68b-023d-7dfc-8516-2b1bb63a5964
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22 Jun 2026
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The story is the one you know. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are the two best hockey players in the league. On the ice, they’re fierce rivals. Off the ice, they share a bed, share secrets, share their hearts.
But in a world where soulmates exist, where at a young age you form a mental connection with the one who was made for you, what happens when the lines between what’s in your head and what’s in front of you begin to blur? When Ilya is desperate for the man that he talks to every day who is both blunt and shy? When Shane is searching for the man whose voice matches the low, accented one in his head?
What happens when you fall in love with the same man twice, and you don’t even realize it?
AKA the Hollanov “you share a telepathic connection with your soulmate” AU of my dreams
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- English
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- 15/20
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22 Jun 2026
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Conflict of Interest by lidiia28
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.
In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.
- Language:
- English
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- 130,121
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- 13/?
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22 Jun 2026
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Melt Down (go for it, luca haas!) by CHEQMATE
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Luca "the future of hockey" Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.
So naturally, the best way Luca thought to rebrand was by throwing himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs, in hope to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.
But when the harmless Luca Haas snaps and shocks everyone by fistfighting with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, living up to the expectations of the team, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.
Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. A mean article. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.
And a “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.
OR; Practically a character study of Luca Haas' insecurities + his foil to Rozanov disguised as me trying to revive the scrapped Haas book
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- English
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- 67,223
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- 14/25
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18 Jun 2026
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Line Change by Zahara_Tide
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Kyle was still drunk when he woke up in his new apartment in Ottawa, after drinking himself out of his brain, because he couldn’t handle receiving an unwanted wedding invitation from New York, and a call from his parents to visit Vermont, after ten years. The idea of doing that alone is dreadful, but he was not alone in his apartment; a centaur showed up between the comforter of his bed.
It was Luca Haas.Series
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- English
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- 95,336
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- 25/25
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18 Jun 2026
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find your way back home by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Hi, solnyshko.”
The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.
“Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.
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When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.
- Language:
- English
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- 112,340
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- 22/22
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16 Jun 2026