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    Their first year of marriage was the best year of Ilya’s life. He got to wake up to his husband every morning, play hockey with him all day, and go home with him every night. They’d established a routine that felt comfortable and reliable, and Ilya felt settled for perhaps the first time in his life.

    But a phone call after a quiet day at the cottage changes everything. And suddenly, their future becomes dangerously uncertain.

    Or: Ilya gains custody of his niece, and we get excessive and wholesome Hollanov dad content, as a treat

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    9/?
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    03 May 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    Chapters:
    15/16
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    02 May 2026

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    They don’t work on paper. Shane has known this for eight years. The wrong classifications, wrong dynamic, wrong everything. What he can’t explain is why none of that has ever actually stopped him.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps his classification like the dangerous secret that it is. What it costs him to keep that up is nobody’s business but his own. Until it can’t be anymore.

    or; Ilya Rozanov needs a hug, Shane tries to give him one, and they’ve just been doing this all wrong.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
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    13 Mar 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    9,142
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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He knew that dropping was important. It was simple. He needed to pass his physicals to be allowed to play, and if he didn’t drop he didn’t pass. So he handled it the same way he handled everything. With routines and plans and schedules. He took suppressants on game days, dropped at least once a week during off days. Most of the time, he regressed by himself. It was easier that way, less embarrassing. He had it down to a science. Drop days started with oatmeal. He would teeter for most of it, hover just high enough outside of his headspace to be able to do things like feed himself and shower without supervision, and then before he’d go to sleep he’d sink into it properly. It kept his levels balanced enough for the team doctor to clear him, and kept his dignity in tact as much as he was able too.

    Home days were different.

    ***

    Shane is a little. He likes to think he's good at managing it. Some people (RE: literally everyone else) would disagree. Good thing he has parents who love him.

    Series
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    6,156
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
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    300
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    13 Feb 2026

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    “How long has this been here?” Shane asked.

    Ilya frowned. “What?”

    “This,” Shane said, pressing gently.

    Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”

    “You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.

    Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”

    “Ilya.”

    “It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”

     

    Or,
    Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.

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    Chapters:
    46/46
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    12 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    Survivor. Victor. Killer.

    Shane Hollander’s life ended the moment he won the Hunger Games. Now, he’s a ghost in a victor’s mansion, a hollow shell haunted by the faces of the dead and a guilt that eats him alive.

    Ilya Rozanov was forged in the blood of his Arena, reborn on his dying breath. He clings to life by a thread, masking his own shattered pieces with brutal charm and a self-destructive fire that lights up the Capitol nights.

    Forced into a public rivalry, their staged hatred ignites a secret, desperate passion in the shadows. But rebellion is in the air, and in a nation that bleeds its children for sport, love is the most dangerous rebellion of all.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    26 Jan 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
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    25 Jan 2026

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    Immortal catboy Skylar is sold to his new master, the orcs, where he's installed in the public pleasure center.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    09 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dan sells his soul to Satan to be his friend. And Satan just rolls with it until he realises at the time of his death he genuinely likes him. Since he can't go back on the contract he takes Dan to hell and puts him in a high position of power. Demons hardened by millenia of torture now have to answer to a shy, self-conscious, quiet, depressed, lonely emo who has unintentionally become Satan's #1.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    13 Dec 2025

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    The boys are starting uni and have just moved into their first flat. After a few days of living together, Simon realises Wille has been keeping something from him.

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    12/?
    Comments:
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    24 Jan 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 89

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    Simon never transferred to Hillerska and when he finds the new Crown Prince drunk and alone on the football field he takes him home to keep him safe for the night. Come morning he's not sure he wants anything to do with him but the world seems determined to bring them together when Wilhelm turns out to be a regular at Simon's new job.

    Will Simon let the prince into his life despite a disastrous first meeting?

    Can Wille fight the weight of his family's expectations and his grief for Erik to find happiness?

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    27 Oct 2023

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    After a terrible car crash, Simon wakes up from an induced coma to find that he's married to the crown prince of Sweden, who he has no memory of ever meeting. As an antimonarchist, he has no idea how this could have happened. Together, Wille and Simon must figure out a way to save their marriage by recollecting the past six years that Simon has lost.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    50/50
    Comments:
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    26 Oct 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 98

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    Simon comes across Wille trying to take his own life, but he saves him, takes him home, and patches him up. Wounds take awhile to heal, but Simon's there, so Wille will be okay.

    Heavy fic, check tags, trigger warnings at beginning of chapters

    Playlist based on fic https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5SYeRM9GnxB2H4Qo6rnVDr?si=095ea984038f4604

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    169,092
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    583
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    27,363

    10 Oct 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 33

    Mystery Work

    Part of Unrevealed
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    06 Sep 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 48

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    Prince Wilhelm went missing at the age of five. Eleven years later things just seem to collide and someone's perfectly built house of cards falls.

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    Chapters:
    31/31
    Comments:
    237
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    06 Sep 2023

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    When Wilhelm’s depression gets the best of him and he takes his life, he wakens the morning of his enrolment into Hillerska Boarding School. With a second chance of doing things, Wilhelm vows to do things correctly this time and not take the cowardly way out. With things going his way and the troubles of the past avoided, he finds new problems raising and a whole different situation making itself known. He had lived through the House of Bernadotte not supporting his sexuality before but with Erik alive and being able to come out how he wants, Wilhelm realizes that it’s now the opposite of what happened he has to deal with.

    But can he protect Simon this time?

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    197
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    02 Sep 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 65

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    “And who knows? Maybe the Caregiver who can finally get you to relax will be there.” Now she looked entirely at peace, which, rude. “I’ll be in at about noon to check on you. I’ll bring some of those strawberry puffs you like when you’re small, you’ll probably appreciate them by then.”

    “Not. Likely,” Crowley ground out, ignoring Anathema’s grin. He should have run the moment she said that she had a new plan. Sod this. “No one has ever managed to make me drop on their time, and no one has ever gotten me to shut up when I’m upset like…that. And it’s not going to happen. No one has, and no one will.”

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    Wherein friends are made, pranks are thwarted, and comfort is given.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/14
    Comments:
    130
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    411
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    65
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    8,256

    10 Aug 2023

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    Despite the immediate panic Simon can’t help but feel a little ridiculous at his own reaction. He curses himself, because didn't he promise himself a long time ago that no boy would ever get to make him feel like this?

    It has just never occurred to him that his clingy, attention wanting, touch starved, love thirsty boyfriend needs space and time for himself sometimes. Especially after a night like yesterday.

    Or: Wilhelm doesn't respond to any of Simon's attempt for contact the morning after they've had an argument and Simon thinks he might have screwed up their relationship when a phone call makes him aware of the fact that no one seems to know where Wilhelm is.

    Language:
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    98,103
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    270
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    151
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    16,241

    08 Aug 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 27

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    Simon and Wilhelm get into an argument that results in Simon storming out.
    Simon ends up in Bjärstad and gets into an accident, resulting in him losing his memory, forgetting everyone and everything including Wilhelm.

    *this fic is currently on hiatus*

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    Chapters:
    16/35
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    242
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    7,766

    21 Jul 2023

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