17 Bookmarks by cometnatasha
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It was a Friday when the video dropped.
“What is happening?” He asked St Simon, who was holding his phone tight to his chest, his expression odd. “Someone has died?”
Across the room he could see Marlow moving slowly upright from where he had been doing floor stretches, his phone in his hand as well, his face pinched.
“It’s Hollander,” St Simon said.
The bottom of Ilya’s stomach fell out, closely followed by the rest of Ilya’s organs. His chest hurt so acutely that he thought he must be having a heart attack.
“Not dead,” St Simon added quickly, reaching out to grab Ilya’s shoulder when Ilya’s knees actually buckled. “Jesus, sorry. I should have - no it’s just -”
“Someone tell me what the fuck is going on,” Ilya snapped, “and everyone else shut up.”
Marlow reached him now, held his phone out to Ilya, open already to an article with a headline huge enough Ilya could easily make out the HOLLANDER blaring out of it even before his eyes focused and he took the phone from Marlow.
A video is posted online, for Shane it feels like a death sentence. For some parts of him, it is.
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07 Jul 2026
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Orbiter (If I'm gonna lose you anyway) by Celestial_Light81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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2017: Ilya Rozanov has just lost his father after years of battling with dementia. Within the span of a month, he finds out the love of his life, the man he’s not allowed to love openly, gets diagnosed with cancer.
He has to decide if love or fear is the deciding factor for his future, and what he'd be willing to sacrifice in order to get what he truly wants.
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Shane Hollander, after a brutal hit by Cliff Marlow gets diagnosed with brain cancer at the young age of 25, he’s not allowed to openly love the only person that has ever held his heart.
He’s fighting between pushing the love of his life away to protect his legacy, and wanting to keep him close for the time he has left.
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04 Jul 2026
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Right Place Wrong Time by Rainbow_Femme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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Taking place during the episode five All Star game, this time when Shane gets hurt in front of Ilya it is much worse than a bad hit during a game.
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A gun goes off in a crowd, Shane Hollander finds himself hit, and Ilya Rozanov is there to witness it and try desperately to keep them both together.Bookmarked by cometnatasha
23 Jun 2026
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It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.
All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.
If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.
It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.
Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.
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23 Jun 2026
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long story short, i survived by nonamesplz
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jul 2026
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Shane’s first year playing for Ottawa feels sort of like a dream, more often than not.
Sure, there are hard parts and learning curves. But as the season comes to a close, and they actually win the fucking Stanley Cup, Shane can’t seem to recall a single fight or issue.
All he sees is Ilya, ripping off his helmet and hauling him in for a kiss at center ice. It’s everything. It’s amazing.
It’s afterward that everything falls apart.
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Or, everything is perfect, until one afternoon in Montreal, Shane is attacked - and then it isn't so perfect anymore.Bookmarked by cometnatasha
18 Jun 2026
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Drunk Shane, Drunk Jane by Mxgz1410
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jun 2026
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Shane gets drunk and ends up texting Ilya. Ilya takes Shane back to his hotel room but forgets that he has teammates…
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The Bears learn who Montreal Jane really is
Carmy:
Anyone have an explanation as to why Shane Hollander is in Cap’s bed?Marley:
WhatHammer:
DUDE WHATCon x2:
No fucking waySimon:
What is happening right nowBookmarked by cometnatasha
10 Jun 2026
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Have We Forgotten How To Treat A Human Being? by Jupiter_Inkwell
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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Shane is having a hard time with new meds, and to make it worse, Ilya is at home with an injury while the team is in Dallas. Things just keep on piling on top of this shit sandwich for Shane when he gets arrested.
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05 Jun 2026
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Running From the Daylight by LadyDragoness00
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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Ilya did the right thing, calling things off with Shane. But why did it hurt so much? Meanwhile Shane was struggling and felt his life spiraling after Ilya had told them they were done.
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04 Jun 2026
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My greatest accomplishment is the life I’ve built with you
I would trade every trophy, every award for just one more minute with you
I need you to know that
Or What if Shane had been the one on the plane? What if Ilya was the one to receive the fateful Instagram messages? What would happen in the aftermath?
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28 May 2026
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all these people think love’s for show, but I would die for you by 221BSunsetTowers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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If Ilya is dead, Alexei figures he’ll still stand to inherit all his brother’s money. But he doesn’t count on Shane jumping in front of the bullet.
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20 May 2026
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Breathe (In the Air) by KrissyMaeAnderson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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After Game 7 in TLG, Shane can’t shake the feeling that something isn’t quite right.
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04 May 2026
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All The Ways We Fall by Wicked_Assumptions
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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What if there was more to Shane’s dieting than just performance?
What if Shane didn’t trip in game seven?
What if it was so much worse?This story commences from game seven of The Long Game.
I've borrowed Rachel Reid's characters and busted their balls a bit.
Nothing but respect to Rachel. I'm just blowing off steam.Series
- Part 2 of Sometimes A Strange Notion
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24 Apr 2026
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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09 Apr 2026
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Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.
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09 Apr 2026
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The Antidote to Loneliness by kmart1885
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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After months of being ghosted by Ilya, Shane gets horrible news about his health. At the age of 23 he gets diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He is supported by his friends and family and yet he cannot stop thinking of his rival. But he and Ilya have never been more disconnected, so he resigns himself to fighting this without Ilya in his life.
Ilya knows he was an asshole last Spring. Shane has been ignoring him all summer. But he figures that once he's back in North America and the season starts, he'll be able to get back in Shane's good graces. And then Montreal announces that they have placed Shane Hollander on Long Term Injured Reserve and he panics.
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Canon Divergence after Episode 2.
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31 Mar 2026
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spinning out, waiting for you by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.
The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.
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A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.
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16 Mar 2026
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Tell Me This Is Fine (I'd Kiss You Anyway) by justalittlewriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jul 2026
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The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.
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All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.
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what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)
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Bookmarked by cometnatasha
15 Mar 2026