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- ATEEZ (Band) (9)
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hongjoong and seonghwa finally meet in person after dating long distance for a year.
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it’s hard to see the man. there are years upon years of memories with him. memories of firsts, of arguments, of love, and it makes a weird feeling swirl around seonghwa’s chest. seeing the man he used to love in front of him with some girl he knows he isn’t happy with fills his entire body with dread. their last conversation comes to mind when he looks hongjoong in the eyes. there was a lot of shouting and tears, and the loud thud of a slamming door.
- just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
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san now feels like he can’t even reach his boyfriend anymore. he texts him during the work day, asks how he’s doing, with no responses. he feels like he’s rotting on the same shelves as the dinner he leaves in the fridge for seonghwa every night. that’s what he’s feeling. not dread. it feels like he’s rotting, like there’s mold in his gut, like he’s being left behind.
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- Part 3 of stories behind songs
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yeosang is going through a break-up.
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- Part 1 of something more than better
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wooyoung is so tired of waiting.
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- Part 2 of stories behind songs
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An ateez omegaverse family au where omega Seonghwa escapes a toxic marriage, with the help of his new alpha neighbor Hongjoong. Through laughter with six boys, scents, and second chances, they discover what it truly means to be family.
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05 Jul 2026
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It isn’t easy being the pack alpha of an all-alpha pack, especially in the idol world. Tempers flare easily, and the pack alpha is supposed to minimize conflict and be the unquestionable leader—the alpha of alphas.
Admittedly, Hongjoong has no real right to hold such a title, but after nearly a decade, he’s gotten decent at faking alpha. Omegas don’t last long in this industry, not in the leader position. So what if he’s lying to everyone he loves? It’s a sacrifice for the good of ATEEZ, and Hongjoong will do anything for his members.
They’re why he keeps a bottle of “Automatic Alpha” pheromone spray in his bag and has a lock on his desk drawer where he keeps it with his suppressants, so they don’t suffer the stigma of an omega leader. They’re why he stays in the studio until the sun rises, so he can give them the best comeback.
It’s not like Hongjoong would be a good omega anyway. Not the one that his pack deserves, at least.
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It’s difficult to be the pack alpha of any pack. Hongjoong knows this better than most. As the Captain of ATEEZ, an all-alpha pack and idol group, Hongjoong tries his best. Of course, it would help if he were an actual alpha and not an omega pretending.
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03 Jul 2026
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Hongjoong misses the last train home and decides to walk through a run-down part of town — what’s the worst that can happen?
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Hongjoong is minding his own business, trying to fight off a series of bad memories, when an injured omega slams straight into him and changes everything.- Language:
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26 Jun 2026
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On your 18th birthday, fate carves the first words your soulmate will ever say to you onto your skin. Everyone knows this. Everyone grows up waiting for it—everyone but Park Seonghwa.
Deaf since childhood, he’s certain that the tradition has no place for him. No words, no mark, no soulmate.
But when the impossible happens and ink appears across his arm, Seonghwa’s careful certainty unravels, and he’s left to decide what it means to be chosen by words he may never hear.
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They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.
The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.
Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.
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08 Jun 2026