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It’s always easy to think that it’ll never happen to him. But then it does, and he's left wondering at how far he can fall. And he finds that there is nothing more frightening than the monster that hides behind the face of a loved one.
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Not everyone gets a second chance, and in his case, it’s actually a third. Sam isn’t going to let it go to waste.
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- Part 2 of The Beginning Is The End
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Letting go is one of the easiest things he's ever done. But easy doesn't always mean right.
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His hands are stained with the blood of those who have come before. "Behind the Blue Line" tag
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Sometimes family is what breaks you. And sometimes family is what puts you back together.
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“Well?” Buck said, finally facing Bobby. “Is it what you wanted? What you expected to happen? You told me they wouldn’t let me back. You told me, pushed, actually, saying I wasn’t ready. Said they were the ones holding me back and that’s why I had to find another job for the time being.”
“This isn’t what I wanted.” Bobby said quietly.
“Ok.” Buck nodded. “I guess … I guess that’s that.” Buck walked over and took the letter back and kept walking to head toward the stairs to actually clean out his locker.
“What the hell is going on?” Eddie demanded.
“I’m being transferred.” Buck said, looking back over his shoulder.
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- Part 77 of 9-1-1 AUs
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04 Jul 2026
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Hen hears Buck's dad talking to him, and is stunned that Buck doesn't respond.
Athena hears Buck's mom talking to him, and is shocked by what she hears. More shocked that Buck doesn't say anything.
Eddie hears Buck's mom talking to him under her breath and the only reason he doesn't tell her to fuck off is because Athena drags him away.
Bobby hears Buck's dad make rude comments, and doesn't understand why Buck doesn't defend himself.
Chimney is so confused by what's happening at the cook out. Until he's not. So he makes his apologies, knowing the road to Buck getting better is going to be long. Because Buck wasn't the only one who didn't say anything. None of them had. It was time for that to change.
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- Part 70 of 9-1-1 AUs
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04 Jul 2026
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“You ever think the universe is laughing at you?” Buck asked, looking back out over the city.
“Not particularly.” Hen said gently.
“It’s funny. Like, the whole, when you get to rock bottom and you don’t think there’s any more, any further to fall, right? But then it turns out you were wrong. Rock bottom wasn’t actually rock bottom. It was the overhang.”
“Overhang for what?” Hen asked worriedly.
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A small thing can topple the strongest of resolves. For Buck, it's been one thing after another after another. But he doesn't snap, he doesn't get loud, he doesn't want to be more of a burden.
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- Part 91 of 9-1-1 AUs
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04 Jul 2026
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Everyone was perfectly polite to him. They greeted him at the start of the shift and wished him a good 48 off when he left the station, they didn't give him dirty looks at the table and communicated about work. But Buck couldn't remember the last time someone asked him how his weekend was, involved him in a joke, or casually touched him. He couldn't remember the last time anyone touched him on purpose at all. Everyone kept a very safe distance from Buck. He wondered if they were scared he would sue them if they made a wrong move near him.
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Months after the lawsuit Buck is still on the outs with the 118. He is lonely and touch-starved. After a minor injury at work Buck goes home alone, spiralling about his life and how he misses his family. Then Eddie shows up at his door to talk.Bookmarked by illyria13
04 Jul 2026
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Post Lawsuit
Buck is back at the 118
Things are okay at work, normal even.
Outside of work not so much.Another Buck is hurting fic. 🤷♀️🥺
Yes I am obsessed with lawsuit era fic’s
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- Part 2 of All Based In The Lawsuit Era
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28 Jun 2026