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“Just so we’re clear,” Sam says once they’re about halfway back to the road, “you don’t think Cas is in heaven and that’s the only reason you haven’t let yourself die yet?”
“Well,” Dean makes a noise halfway between a laugh and a sob. He stops walking but doesn’t look back at Sam. “That’s a lot more succinct than I’d have put it. I just–I know what’s on the other side, and it ain’t him.”
Sam steps in front of Dean, forcing eye contact. “I’m sorry you didn’t get more time with him.”
And then he turns and keeps up the hike. After that, it’s a long time before Dean lets himself be alone with just Sam.
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Chuck's been defeated. Jack is gone. Cas is dead. Sam is ready to build a new life but Dean's grief threatens to consume him entirely. Sam, Eileen, and even Claire all want to help Dean through this darkness, but they worry it's only a matter of time before Dean can't keep fighting it anymore.
Dean’s loved ones watch as he monumentally self-destructs while grieving his angel. There will be eventual happiness.
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17 Jul 2026
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Everything Castiel is, everything he’s made of, is hitched to a thin golden string attached to Dean Winchester’s soul, tugging him closer, begging him to let them collide.
He recalls Aristophanes’ story of creation; the one in which humans were split in two as a divine punishment, forever in search of their other half.
Cas is not human, but he understands the sentiment.
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In which Dean is finally in a world without impending catastrophe, but it's also a world without Cas. He spends all day fighting not to think about it, and at night, his sleep is haunted by grief.But then his dreams start to feel more and more real, and no grave can hold Cas down.
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29 Apr 2026
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“So, Cas... Whaddaya say to a drive out tomorrow? Just us two, maybe out to the fields. I know this great spot with a lot of wild flowers and there’s this old oak, probably been right there for hundreds of years. It’s pretty secluded. You know” Miracle waggled his eyebrows, “very romantic.”
Dean wanted to tear him limb from limb.This time, it wasn’t even Dean’s fault; his only crime was needing a break. He didn’t have anything to do with waking up in Miracle's body. It was just as well; at least now he could spend a little time with his family without feeling the weight of the world on his shoulders. What he hadn’t considered in all of this: body-swapping went both ways. And Miracle seemed hell-bent on meddling with Dean’s life, bringing thoughts and feelings to light that Dean had tried his damnedest to forget.
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24 Apr 2026
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"Cas was back. Cas was back... Cas was-
He had been repeating this sentence over and over in his head, like a broken record. Maybe if he repeated it enough, his brain would finally believe it."
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Missing scene in 13x06 Tombstone episode, during their night at the cowboy motel. Cas is back, and Dean struggles adjusting.
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17 Mar 2026
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Dean's fine.
Then he gets a piece of metal stuck through his ribs. But he doesn’t die, even though he’s pretty sure he should’ve.
He’s still— fine. No matter what Sam thinks.
(And Cas is still gone.)
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- Part 1 of right where you left me
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02 Oct 2025
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“I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”
“What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”
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Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.
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11 Aug 2025
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Vibranium Status by jennylarner
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
04 May 2025
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Mr Harrington let the drum roll go on, laughing until the teenagers started to yell again, “Okay! Okay! Boys and girls, girls and boys… we have been invited on an exclusive tour of the one, the only, STARK INDUSTRIES!”
Peter wasn’t sure if he was going to faint, throw up, or cease existing entirely.
He knew he was hoping for the latter.
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Peter hasn't spoken to Tony in two months - not since their argument. It had been stupid really, and looking back Peter wasn't sure if he could even pinpoint what started it, but he hadn't been back to the Tower since. He had been too ashamed of his behaviour to face Tony, and had no intentions to return. But then, his class field trip is announced - to Stark Industries.
Peter is determined to keep his head down, swallow his hurt at the genius' rejection, and get through this trip as smoothly and painlessly as possible.
Tony isn't interested in seeing him anyway.
Right?
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25 Jun 2025
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After a less than lucky encounter with a witch, Dean is thrown back in time to 2008. Not only that, but he's also thrown into his younger self's body. Not knowing what to do, or how to get back, he decides to play along with what he thinks he did the first time around. Luckily, he's not the only one from the future. Cas is in the same boat, and they decide to do things right this time around; stop the apocalypse before it begins.
But changing the future is tricky business, and keeping it a secret from everyone else is hard when your brother knows you too well and you're in a time where descripting your relationship with said brother as having 'trust issues' doesn't even begin to cover it.
Will Dean and Cas save the world? And if they do, what will it cost them?
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10 Jun 2025
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Gentoku dreams of dying.
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02 Feb 2025
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“So, what’re you actually proposing here, Dean?” Bobby asked, greying eyebrows raised.
“I’m suggesting we watch the preview before we buy the movie,” Dean snarked.
Castiel’s look of confusion only deepened and, for once, Sam was right there with him. “…You know, skip a few chapters in the book. Check out the dessert menu before ordering dinner. I mean, if Zachariah can show us where the future’s heading, why not Cas?”
Dean's not thrilled about Sam's plan to say, "Yes," to the Devil and spend an eternity in the pit, so he proposes taking a road trip 15 years in the future to see how it all works out in the aftermath of the Apocalypse.
Sam had thought he was prepared for what awaited him in the future, but a pregnant fiancé, a human Castiel, and a married Dean were more than he'd been expecting.
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15 Jan 2025
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So beautiful (he falls in love with his creation) by silver_salt_knife (Dusk_Sky)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Jan 2025
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Castiel and his garrison are given a mission: saving the Righteous Man from Hell. He never imagined touching this soul would break something in him, turning him from an emotionless soldier to something that wants and craves and feels.
Years later, once he’s saved, he’s allowed to touch this soul again.
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12 Jan 2025
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In a momentary lapse in Cazador's compulsion over him, Astarion flees Baldur's Gate. The moment he does, Cazador's second line of defense takes over, and he transforms into a small bat with no real way to defend himself against the sunlight or the wildlife around him. Then he meets a wandering wizard in need of a traveling companion.
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03 Oct 2024
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Astarion was the reason you took your Oath of Vengeance.
But he doesn’t remember you.
Will you be able to protect him this time?
Will you ever be able to tell him the truth?
Or will you lose everything all over again?
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“I had a friend once,” you began focusing your eyes on your wine glass, “My best friend. He was everything to me. Charming, funny, loyal. I could always count on him. He always knew what to say. Always had my back. Our relationship wasn’t romantic or anything like that, but I loved him with my whole heart all the same. And I’m certain he loved me too. But,” you paused, bracing yourself, “he was taken from me much too soon…”
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“I’m going to avenge him,” you continued, “And I’m going to offer that same protection and vengeance to anyone else in need. I’m not going to let what happened to him happen to anyone else. Not as long as I’m alive. So…that is why I helped the tieflings.”———
A now *COMPLETED* series. 🥰
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- Part 12 of Soft (Ace)tarion
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01 Oct 2024
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When mountains crumble to the sea; There will still be you and me by lmonkey1989
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Apr 2024
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Dean Winchester wasn’t going to die.
He should, but he wouldn’t. Sam always called him stubborn, Death itself was angry at him for not dying permanently. Who was he to break the pattern? So, Dean prayed. Not to Castiel like he had been doing since the night he died, just in case Cas could hear him, but to Jack.
Dean couldn't die. He was going to live and he was going to get Castiel back.Bookmarked by shadowcrow19
19 Sep 2024
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When Amara tells Dean that she will give him what he needs most, the last thing he's expecting is to sprout fucking wings and to be able to sense what his own soul — and heart — really want, making it impossible for him to ignore all the feelings he's been harboring for Cas over the years.
It’s no shock that Dean’s soul is drawn to Cas like gravity and now that Dean can perceive Cas’ grace all the time, he’s constantly reminded how stupidly breathtaking it is. He had been a goner since the second he laid eyes on Cas, and this just seals the deal. Now that he’s stuck like this, he might as well pull his head out of his ass, give it a shot, and finally get what he always wanted.
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23 May 2024
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Dean saves Cas from the Empty but being in the Empty makes him tired because the Empty is designed to keep things asleep so when he returns, he sleeps for a long time, and Cas cuddles with him. Cas is also still an angel because I said so.
I have been in a sleepy cuddles mood. Enjoy!
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05 May 2024
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Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by shroomiethedoomie
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Feb 2024
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A young transmasc!Dean is on a case when he encounters an opportunity to transition magically. Starts with the initial event, and then focuses on his coming out and processing/accepting his identity decades later.
The chapters each focus on Dean’s coming out to a specific character(named in the chapter title), and the events, changes, and thought processes that come with that
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08 Apr 2024
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Dean wants his brother back in his life; he wants to forgive Sammy for doing magicks as a kid and move on. When he finds Sam, however, he learns his brother is still practicing magicks and is learning from a much more powerful witch.
When that witch stirs up the innate magicks that were hiding within Dean, it becomes clear he's going to have to choose between the world of absolute good and evil his father has presented and the world of grays and blurred lines Castiel wants to show him.
Can it really be so simple as practicing magicks and still being a good hunter, a good person?
Probably not.
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A Witch/Familiar AU that leans into as many tropes as possible, including Castiel as a white witch in love with plants and bees, and Dean discovering he's a kick ass familiar. It has some angst and some action sequences, but is ultimately a coming-of-age love story about finding out who you're meant to be.
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11 Jan 2024
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The Many Doctors of the Noble House by Monarchetype
Fandoms: Doctor Who, Doctor Who (2005)
01 Jan 2025
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A month after moving the Doctor into her house, Donna wakes up to find a stranger in her kitchen... except she's not really a stranger at all.
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12 Dec 2023
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All This and Heaven, Too... It Means Nothing Without You by AmberAnnh
Fandom Supernatural
25 Nov 2015
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02 Oct 2023