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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    “What happened to a united front?” She asked, getting emotional. It wasn’t her fault she was emotional right now, she had an insane amount of hormones running through her body. 

    “You tell me.” Buck finally turned and looked at her. “You never told me you were getting so close to them again. I had no idea you were talking to them frequently enough to be able to invite them out, let alone that they would actually agree. You told me when you first got here not to tell them you were here, and you have never asked anything about our relationship since then.”

    “What’s there to tell?” Maddie huffed, getting to her feet and walking over to him. “Seriously, you accepted me so easily, why would they be any different?”

    “What’s our motto?” Buck asked quietly.

    “What’s that-”

    “They aren’t bad people, just bad parents.” Buck said, cutting her off. “Or did you only ever say that for my benefit?”

    “Buck.” Maddie said his name sadly. “Please.”

    “No.” Buck said, shaking his head again. “No, and if that’s all you wanted to talk to me about you should go.”

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    When Maddie tries to get Buck to agree to see their parents while she's pregnant, he says no.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Finding the meeting was a complete accident. Buck had just been walking around, trying to clear his head. At first he’d just thought it was a normal bereavement group meeting. And since his latest attempt at a relationship was dead, he had actually died for a little while, and he was constantly dealing with life and death situations on the job, he figured it wasn’t a bad place to be. Except then the group leader stood up and started talking about their sister who was fighting colon cancer. And … actually, everyone who spoke was dealing with a family member or close friend who was fighting cancer or who had passed away from it. 

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    Buck accidentally wanders into a support group for people who are dealing with a cancer diagnosis for a family member/friend. And he realizes that he never actually sought out or got support for learning he was a savior sibling. Opening up to strangers going through what he was going through was easier than he thought.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    “I thought it was one of those made-up movie places.” Buck shrugged, finally handing Hen his ID. “You know, like the coffee shop in ‘Friends’ or Hogwarts.”

    “So how the hell did you get a license?” Eddie asked, sounding nearly as hysterical as Bobby, but Chim had disbelievingly repeated ‘Hogwarts?’.

    “I knew a guy.” Buck sighed.

    “Oh my god.” Chim burst out laughing. “You have a fake ID!”

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 85

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    The 118 volunteers (is voluntold) to assist the LAPD with their new lie detector machine as well as their new interrogator. Buck thinks it's funny, Bobby is worried, Eddie wants Buck to not be too much of a smart ass, Hen wishes she had popcorn and Chimney can't stop blurting out the first thing that comes to his mind.

    Frank is exasperated and considering retiring.

    The new interrogator is fascinated by Buck.

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    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 99

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    Eddie's head snapped up. One of the SWAT officers was pointing at a portable monitor set up near the command vehicle—a live feed from the news broadcast still streaming from inside the school. The camera was shaky, the angle awkward, but it showed a hallway.
    And there—*there*—was Buck.
    Eddie's breath caught in his throat. Buck was in the middle of the corridor, and he was fighting. Not running, not hiding—*fighting*. Hand-to-hand combat with one of the shooters, brutal and desperate. Buck's face was streaked with blood, his shirt torn, but he was moving with the fierce determination of someone protecting something precious.
    The camera zoomed in slightly, and Eddie could see it now—the way Buck had positioned himself. The storage closet door visible behind him. The way every move Buck made was calculated to keep the shooter away from that door, to use his body as a barrier.
    "The boys," Eddie said, his voice hollow with realisation. "They're in that closet. That's where he hid them. He's—" Eddie's voice broke. "He's protecting them."
    Or Buck is taking the boys to Christopher’s science Fayre when a school shooting starts. We see how Buck fights to keep his boys safe and how Eddie rushes to save them

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    24 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    9-1-1 Lawsuit AU: The night that Buck notified Bobby and Athena about the lawsuit he answered a phone call from Eddie, which set off a chain of events that altered the 118, the LAFD and the lawsuit.

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    19 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 91

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    The day Buck receives the settlement offer, he is ready to reject it to win back his job and his family at Station 118. But when Christopher is rushed to the hospital needing a critical, very expensive spinal surgery on the other side of the country that insurance won't cover, Buck breaks his legal no-contact order and races to Eddie's side.

    To save Christopher's mobility, Buck makes the ultimate sacrifice: he accepts the payout. He willingly plays the villain, letting Bobby, Maddie, and the crew believe he chose greed over loyalty, and exiles himself to Florida to help Christopher heal in secret. Back in LA, Eddie must silently endure a resentful firehouse, anchored by a devastating truth: "If the choice is between you and Christopher, you will lose every time."

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    17 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Buck struggles with his dyslexia and needs the 118's help to complete some forms the LAFD needed. He struggled but ultimately got there in the end.

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    13 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 81

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    Klaus stood, offering him a hand. “Always and forever, little brother.” 

    Buck took it. 

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    11 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    When firefighter Evan Buckley takes a rare mysterious day off, the 118 fears the worst—until Karen sends Hen a Neon Avenue livestream and the whole station crowds around the TV. The band’s surprise fifth member? None other than Evan Ryder, the global boyband star Buck used to be. With Maddie screaming in the crowd, Hen and Chim losing their minds on the couch, and Eddie trying to process that his disaster best friend is also a retired pop icon, Buck’s carefully hidden past crashes headfirst into his present in the most chaotic way possible.

     

    Or the one where Evan Buckley use to be a singer in a famous boy group called Neon Avenue before leaving to live a normal life. The 118 find out when he returns to the stage for one night only

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    09 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 96

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    Everyone was perfectly polite to him. They greeted him at the start of the shift and wished him a good 48 off when he left the station, they didn't give him dirty looks at the table and communicated about work. But Buck couldn't remember the last time someone asked him how his weekend was, involved him in a joke, or casually touched him. He couldn't remember the last time anyone touched him on purpose at all. Everyone kept a very safe distance from Buck. He wondered if they were scared he would sue them if they made a wrong move near him. 

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    Months after the lawsuit Buck is still on the outs with the 118. He is lonely and touch-starved. After a minor injury at work Buck goes home alone, spiralling about his life and how he misses his family. Then Eddie shows up at his door to talk.

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    08 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 89

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    Post-lawsuit, Buck is broke.

    He’s drowning in medical bills and lawyer fees and he has no one to turn to for help.
    His chosen family aren’t speaking to him unless it’s to bark orders at him on shift, still pissed about the lawsuit, so Buck suffers in silence.

    Faced with a medical emergency, Buck calls Eddie to beg. Except, Eddie doesn’t even give Buck a chance to speak when he answers.

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    Pre-buddie that becomes buddie

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    02 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 44

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    Buck finds something in hopes to reconnect with Christopher and slowly reconnect with Eddie and the rest of the 118 after dropping the lawsuit and being iced out. What happens when what he finds makes his life so much worse in ways no one can even understand or realize until it's too late?

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    27 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 45

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    His future has no light.

    It's smothered in darkness and the walls are too tightly pressed to leak any sense of hope through.

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    26 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Buck comes back to the 118 prepared for anger, awkwardness, and cold shoulders.

    He isn’t prepared for the silence.

    As the distance between him and the team grows wider, Buck makes a choice: stop reaching, stop hoping, and stop trying to be what they need.

    He’ll show up. He’ll do the work.

    Nothing more.

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    25 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    He’s holding what Buck can only assume is his medical chart on a clipboard. The first words out of his mouth are, “It’s not cancer.” Well, he didn’t think it was, but at least that ball is knocked out of the park. Before the nice, burly man at the foot of his bed can even explain what it actually is, Buck speaks up first. “Than what is it?” He has been nonstop shivering since the moment he stumbled into the hospital yesterday.

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    My first sick fic where Buck gets sick after the lawsuit and feels like no one will be there for him. He's happy to be proven wrong when a brown-eyed man walks into his room with a soft smile and a look of determination.

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    21 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 55

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    Things are still raw after the lawsuit. Buck wants nothing more than to have Bobby be proud of him again. He gets the opportunity when a detective with the LAPD approaches him for a case. Only nothing Buck does seems to make Bobby happy. If anything Buck is afraid that he’s ruining his relationship with Bobby for good.

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    Buck and Bobby Week 2026: Rescue Missions/Hugs/Never Again

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    20 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 91

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    While in Texas, Christopher had moved into his dad’s childhood bedroom and one night when he couldn’t sleep, he decided to go through the taped up old boxes he found in the closet. In there he finds something that makes him want to run away.
    He found a journal.
    His dad’s journal from when he was sixteen.
    And from reading it, Christopher found out his dad was sent to a conversion camp when he was caught kissing a boy by his parents.
    Panicked and scared, Christopher calls Buck, demanding him to come get him.

    TW - Homophobia, Homophobic language, Conversion camp/therapy, Repressed memories, Abusive Helena and Ramon Diaz, Child Abuse references, Religious abuse and Catholic guilt.

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    19 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 95

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    "Did you know I tried out for the Navy SEALS?" he asked to the room at large, knowing full well he only ever talked about his failed endeavor with Bobby and Eddie. It wasn’t so much the failure to go through with it that had kept him silent, it was what it had brought to light.

    For once he saw the distaste towards him drop from the Buckley’s faces, they both looked bewildered by his choice of topic. Margaret looked like she was about to interrupt him but he didn’t let her, earning a pointed glare from Phillip for it.

    "You probably aren't aware what that entails. Sure, everyone has heard of BUD/s. Hell week. The physical requirements. But there's a step before that. They want to see some documents. Your High School Diploma, your last addresses, things like that… most importantly though, they want your birth certificate."

    Or,
    There is more than one Buckley Family Secret and Buck is about to reveal the first one.

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    19 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Why are you so pissed at me?” Buck demanded, glaring at the brunette across from him.

    “Because you’re exhausting,” Eddie said, pushing his shopping cart away as he moved closer to Buck who froze at those words. “All of us have our own problems, but you don’t see us complaining about it because we just suck it up, so why can’t you?”

    Buck was silent for a minute, opening and closing his mouth several times before finally finding his bearings. “You wanna know why I can’t just ‘suck it up?’” Buck spit, eyes full of something dark as he stared at his best friend.

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    Buck has his well-deserved crash out in the middle of the grocery store, and Eddie feels some way about it.

    OR X2

    A canon-divergent fic of the grocery store fight we all know and love where Buck gets to express his feelings.

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    Comments:
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    306
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    4,747

    18 May 2026

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