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    “I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”

    “If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”

    And just like that, the bubble popped.

    “I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.

    He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.

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    Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker has hated storms for as long as he can remember. From under a pile of rubble with a long shard of 2x4 piercing through his side, he thinks about the massive “I told you so” he’s going to say to his therapist if he somehow lives through the night.

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    Dennis is injured in the field while facing one of his worst fears, and Robby has to deal with the reality that he has feelings for Dennis, that Dennis might not recover, and that it's his fault that Dennis was in the field in the first place.

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    15 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    Car meets skull. Satanist meets incompetent legal system. Sunshine meets pavement. Fate meets dangerously complicated obsession. Choose Pazuzu. Blood meets contract. Trauma bond meets Found Family bonds. Band meets fame. Fame turns out to be a ponzi scheme of demonic bureaucracy that Murdoc is not prepared to deal with- Don't print that! It's under control!! The rest is music history... GLUG. Ah and the history of everything else as well... A proper romcom, all things considered.

    Note: Pre-Phase 1, Phase 1, Phase 2, and Phase 3 are complete! This story will eventually encompass/work with canon up until the resolution of Phase 5.

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    03 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dennis Whitaker treated a patient months ago and suddenly very strange things have been happening, flowers delivered for him that are "anonymous", getting food delivered to his door after mentioning he wanted it, and then pictures of him being sent to his phone constantly, pictures of him in his house, eating, sleeping, and his least favorite, showering. Then one day he goes to a bar with his favorite roommate Trinity and little does he know things are about to go very south.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    The stranger from the stairwell stops beside a bank of linen cabinets and folds his arms loosely across his chest.
    No, not a stairwell stranger, Dennis reminds himself. His attending.
    He opens his mouth. “Dr. Robby—”
    “You are a fourth-year medical student on rotation in my department,” Dr. Robby cuts off, “and what happened in the stairwell this morning does not change that.”
    Dennis swallows.

    Dennis Whitaker didn't need fate to tell him he was meant to be a doctor. He just really wasn't expecting his new attending on his very last rotation of medical school to say the words inked around his bicep.

    Or, a slow burn soulmate-identifying marks AU.

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    28 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 13

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    After a devastating suicide attempt leaves Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch fighting for his life, his husband Dennis Whittaker and longtime love Jack Abbott must hold their family together while Robby battles PTSD, grief, and the long road to recovery.
    With three rambunctious identical triplet boys, an ER that never stops, and a love that keeps expanding, the three men learn that coming home isn’t just about walking back through the door — it’s about choosing to stay, every single day.
    A slow-burn polyamory story full of angst, healing, filthy sex, and the kind of love that survives even the darkest nights at The Pitt.

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    28 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 46

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    After Murdoc Niccals has yet another violent outburst with 2D at the receiving end, the aftermath is more devastating than usual. A slow burn, in which Stuart has to unravel the thought process that goes on in Murdoc's head, and Murdoc does too. Or: Murdoc Niccals fucks up and 2D starts to lose his vision.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    There are cops in the ED when Dennis arrives for his shift.

    Not necessarily unusual, sure, but he could've done without the unwelcome news that there's a knife-wielding maniac on the loose in their immediate vicinity.

    Figures this would happen on a Monday.

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    Or

    Dennis gets stabbed

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    25 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    The remnants of the building illuminated the man before him. He stood still, abnormally so. Dennis almost didn’t see him at first, but now he couldn’t tear his gaze off him. Flames dancing around his hair like a halo. A saint to rival all saints. He was older, wiser, stronger. At the very least his voice carried the authority that Dennis could never muster up himself. Tears were still running down his face when the man turned abruptly as if snapping into action.

    “Don’t just stand there, Whitaker,” the tone was gruff and strained. “Let’s help them get water.”
    He let the calm wash over him in waves. He could do this. Follow simple orders, be useful. He could not think about the glint of red in the eyes of his companion or the fact that Dennis brought this calamity upon the village. Everything else could wait for the morning.

    OR: a hucklerobby vampire AU set in a very vague past. Dennis and Robby arrive at a village and the church just so happens to burn down. Coincidentally, of course.

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    17 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    Seventeen year old Tessa Whitaker navigates running away from her religious home and the iron rule of her father, Pastor Whitaker, in order to travel to Pittsburgh to save her older brother Dennis whom the congregation is telling her is deceased and/or punished by God for his homosexuality.

    With no real plans and very little real world experience, Tessa must learn quickly how to adapt.

    (Completed - Sunday 12th April 2026)

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Dennis lays in the bed with a stillness so absolute it feels staged. A ventilator breathes for him in measured sighs, the sound too rhythmic to be human. It almost looks like he’s a kid pretending to sleep in the backseat of his parents’ car, hoping to be carried inside by strong paternal arms. 

    Robby would do anything for that to be the case. Instead, it is sedation that has smoothed away the sharpness from Dennis’s features.

    It is a heart attack that has made him so still. 

    Or,

    Dennis Whitaker fails to clear and gets shocked by a defibrillator. He takes it as a punishment for sinful eyes that can't seem to look away from Dr. Robby and decides not to tell anyone. The ER keeps moving, but Dennis's heart doesn't. It terribly, horribly doesn't.

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    08 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 56

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    “Just hit me or something.” The words crack like a glowstick.

    Something glows in Robby. Neon sludge threatening to bubble up and seep from his lips. Hit him? He’d considered it. Often. He’d feel better. Probably. But only if his fist hurt. Only if his own knuckles were battered as a result. Only if the pain was brutal enough to cross the threshold from mental to physical and leave them both maimed. He thought about what the aftermath of that would be. The shadows would be left with a very sad dance floor.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Dennis’ knee vibrates his backpack that rests against his shins in the dirty pick-up truck, Michael's warm and large hand covers his thigh. His thumb rubs soft circles on the inside, silently trying to comfort the younger man. It's too early in the morning to make conversation, and Dennis' anxieties are much higher than normal.

    This isn’t like his normal rotations. This is the rotation that has been his biggest fear. Not only is everything so stressful but it is the rotation where he and Michael have to pretend to not know each other, and more.

    --

    Dennis and Robby are already married by the time Dennis first shift in the ER at PTMC - or as his husband the attending likes to call it The Pitt. Heres some snippets of that.

    It’s a canon compliant - or as much as it can be - retelling of certain Dennis centric moments from the show.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

    ***

    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    But here and now, her infatuation and endless ire with the woman next to her would only widen, growing to swallow her whole. Her mother seals their fate with a stern, decided gaze. Her mother clears her throat, her cup of tea already half drank in front of her before she speaks.

     

    “In light of yesterday, and with the threat of Noxus looming over us, I’ve decided to appoint Ser Violet to be your sworn protector. Wherever you go, she goes.”

     

    The finality in her tone steals the air from Caitlyn’s lungs. She can feel Vi stiffen next to her, her breathing an increment heavier. Caitlyn dares a side-long glance, anger dancing on the tip of her tongue, and is stunned to see Vi already staring at her, open and almost wild."

     


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    Vi, a knight of the Queen’s Guard, is personally appointed by the Queen, Cassandra Kiramman, to be the princess’s sworn protector in the wake of a blooming war with Noxus. However, the princess is as stubborn as they come and tries to thwart the knight at every possible turn. Until she doesn't

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    22 Jul 2025

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    Eddie tries to convince himself that it is something they don't want or need. He fails.

    Update: August 2021. So I went back and reread this and added about 1.5k more words worth of porn throughout the chapters. Mostly on Chapter 2 because the flow of it when reading was least satisfying to me. If you're someone who goes back to reread, you're in for a few surprises!

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    26 Apr 2025

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